I know exactly what to do to better my life. But I won't do it...
>>84575881I know too but I have optimization anxiety and fomo anyway so I feel retarded no matter what I do not sure when I will feel like I made the right decisions and not regret all deicison i madethat day is not today and yet
>>84575881Most intelligent or sane people know what they need to do. It is always a question of how to do it or, how to live with the consequences of doing what you do need to do?If I want to give myself a chance at a life, I should put my mom in a long term care home so I can stop pretending to be a full time worker while also being a full time at-home nurse. But doing that will ruin my dad and all my relative family members. It will also leave me with overwhelming guilt and I already wake up screaming at night from anxiety and nightmares, I can only imagine how bad my mental health will be if I go down that path and end up truly alone
>>84575881I didn't get started on it right away either. Persistence.
>>84575881same. fuck it, I don't care. I'd rather smoke a cigar and do nothing, than work my ass off and ruin my health in the process.
