i hear somebody screaming outside but it's probably just a hallucination. being insane is such a humiliation ritual.
>>84578542I heard someone yelling outside the other night so I put the battle jacket on and grabbed a knife. Don't be a pussy. Go fight the demons.
>>84578628i live with my mom and i try not to scare her. i try not to let on how often my mind is confused with her. she knows i hallucinate but i usually hide while its happening to not make her worry. my dad thought there were snipers outside the windows and took out a shotgun and pulled it on my family so that sort of stuff is traumatic for her.
>>84578633I used to wander around the city high acting like a glownigger intentionally. Schizophrenia and drug abuse is a nice combo.
>>84578652that sounds nicewhen i lived in a town i used to go for walks at midnight and talk to the people i met in the street. it helped to calm my nerves for some reason. i visited the city recently and met a schizo and bought him a pack of cigarettes. what is your favorite drug?
ow i have hallucination pain ree
