What do I do when I've met the love of my life and lost her? I've met other people that I was able to get close to after but nothing feels the sameIf she saw this she would think I'm pathetic; I know she thinks I'm patheticWhat do I do to hold her in my arms again? I didn't cherish her when I saw her, and I'll forever regret it
babby's first BPDemonshe's not the love of your life. she just emotionally scammed you.
>>84578921Sounds like you are just a pathetic narc tantrum larping as as some made up version of who called you out on your narc bullshit. mocking because your asshole got inflamed from others seeing what a POS you are and choosing to avoid you like the plague.
>>84578947If she hasn't broken up with you , she will once she sees your narc larp tantrum threads you make like this. These made up personas are only reflective of what a shit person you are.
>>84578947>>84578953Are both my posts to op (narc larper)
>>84578921just continue bitching about it that will surely help the situation
>>84578947>>84578953THE MONKEY IS LOOSEI REPEATTHE MONKEY IS LOOSE
>>84578921Keep on rolling.
>>84578961Op just verified to her that she is right to break up with him and ghost him completely now. Narc larp threads like this are fucking pathetic
>>84578935I've had others do thatMaybe she was smoother at it, I don't know>>84578947Yeah, is that why they lose interest when I'm genuinely nice and caring? Is that why they only care about me when I don't take them seriously? Serious mental gymnastics
>>84578982You are still Larping as the other person. Pathetic.
>>84578953Lol nice>>84578959>>84578974You need to spam this shit and samefag, yet you can't address anything I've said. See >>84578982>>84578987Please see yourself out of my thread if you can't read English, thank you.
>>84578967hands up now hands downBACK UP BACK UP
>>84578982Making up a narrative of what she does want and making up a false voice of someone to manipulate and attempt to trick her with mischaractization those good things mixing traits with your lies to deter feelings You are pathetic narc
>>84579003You seem triggered. Please stop derailing my thread when you don't know anything about the situation at hand. I literally admitted to hurting this person, but I hope you resolve whatever is triggering you
>>84578993No reason to respond to your lies. You don't speak from your own voice. Only made up bullshit meant to decieve and manipulate others to try and trap her so she doesn't leave you.
>>84579010Nah, it's good to point out your lies when you larp as someone your not making these threads
op is stacy widowed
>>84579011I really wish that threads had poster xljtns now. And she already left me ages ago, please re-read the OP. I've had other people offer me sex and offer to pay for me to fly to them and yet I can't shake this feeling that she was the one I was supposed to be with. If this isn't enough info to make you actually respond like a human being, please exit this thread. If you cannot understand the words that are being spoken to you right now and respond accordingly, you will not be receiving a response. Filthy narc that accuses others of being nsrcs, typical
>>84579026Meant to say poster counts >>84579025She wasn't really Stacy>>84579020What the fuck are you talking about? >Your not makingLearn to speak English
>>84579031Learn to speak from your own voice instead of your larps from others narc
>>84579026No reason to listen to you larp as this other person in an attempt to slander who they are with your lies acting like you are them.
>>84579056>>84579061Good job catching Colton, Michael. Keep this up and we'll promote you from bootlicker to ass kisser.
>>84579095You really are pathetic. Like really pathetic
>>84579142What's pathetic is harassing random people.
>>84579151Not random. Same person. Not harrassment, more like point out their harrassment and then they are upset they got caught for narc'ing out and are same fagging like they are different people. Iykyk
>>84578921cope and move onnuff said
>>84579168Not the same person at all, you gigantic retard. I have to paint a target on my back to make you leave randoms alone because you're a delusional schizophrenic.
>>84578921Fix your fucking life, retard. You're probably a BPD mess yourself with low impulse control who just trauma-bonded and done a lot of shitty stuff. Stop caring, it's all over. That's the only way. Yeah, the memory will haunt you for a while. Just stop feeding your own fucking misery.Or don't. And keep drowning and then kys like a pussy you are.
>>84579216Look the same fag decided to use his own voice. Fuck off
>>84579249If I were to fuck off and never post in this thread OP would still be present and posting. Chew on that little nugget of wisdom.
>>84579216Playing the victim/hero card after all you've written Colton is fucking pathetic. Narc off where no one has to ever hear or see you again. So many lives will be better when you don't exist anymore
>>84579256He is. He posted >>84579216
>>84579258>>84579267you're beyond retarded and need to be euthanized.
>>84579168>>84579142oh its this lunatic no wonder all these comments seemed delusional and crazylisten you stupid fuck, youve commented on my threads before and i have nothing to do with you or your gay lover colton. mods need to ban this motherfucker from life not just this siteI pray to the lord that this retard suffers an aneurysm
>>84579227yeah i probably am. all i've ever wanted was someone who understood what it was like to live life like me, yet one stuck out above the rest.I definitely did fuck up, and my life is an absolute mess. I know I dont deserve her, I'll find yet another person thats willing to date and fuck etc etc but im just not interested at this point. I just wish we could have been happy together
>>84579339>WAAAAH BUT I'M S-SUPPOSED TO BE LE MAIN HECKING CHARACTERDid you really bond tho or were you trying to appeal and gain validation? The reason I read you so well is because there are lots just like you. I might even been in your place and done same mistakes with self-loathing. Getting over it is the only way, seek fucking therapy or take some chill pills while realizing all you had and built was made on deception of some sort. And don't get lost in same delusions when you'll feel like you're falling in love again. Probably not your first time.
>>84579321>>84579325Same fag. Fuck off with your bullshit
>>84579325Colton, no one believes you. Everyone knows you same fag and make larp threads. Others would have to be retarded to fall for your lies.
>>84579581>>84579585you are an ugly geek
Ew colton posts on r9k? this place really is cancer
>>84579599Yeah, no one likes him and he spam makes larp threads and same fag harrasses others. Narcs out and accuses others of doing what he is when he gets caught.
>>84579596Not what my gf says
>>84579605>Narcs out and accuses others of doing what he is when he gets caught.>>Mike's playbook>>84579608>Not what my gf says>>Discord e-girl
>>84579605why would any woman talk to colton though
I'm not caught up on Mike lore. Is he claiming to have a new gf/masturbation partner while at the same time still trying to win back Maria?Bro he has got to be PL there's no way,
>>84579677You literally just called mike what you are doing just like anon said you would do. Fuck off narc Colton. No one likes you.
>>84579686Good question. He's the least attractive most pathetic person I've ever seen. I can't imagine anyone being retarded enough to be fooled by his narc larps and lies.
>>84579712colton doesn't even post his contact on soc, no one would dare to leave their discord for him. i think you might be mistaken desu
>>84579677I've never talked with her on discord. But sure keep imagining us together cuck
>>84579705I still don't even know who Colton is, truthfully. I assume he looks something like this by the way you describe him.
>>84579718His contact is all over soc when you search his name. He is also shown posting here a ton. He catfishes foids and says he is a girl. He does that multiple times until he gets info he uses on them when messaging as himself or he gets caught and tries to salvage it. He has harmed several foids here mentally.
>>84579722>Because I care about your retarded tranny e-gfOr your hand, or body pillow, or whatever you're talking about. Riiiight. Is this girl real or just another hallucination like Colton?
>>84579731>He catfishes foids and says he is a girl. He does that multiple times until he gets info he uses on them when messaging as himself or he gets caught and tries to salvage it.Which is funny because an actual chick here called you out for doing exactly that with their dead dog or whatever.
>>84579696Coltons getting desperate. Pathetic with the threads and things he has posted tonight. Mike can date whoever he wants and maria knows it's on her to reach out. If she doesn't then mike should date someone who is good to him.
>>84579732Stfu colton. No one wants to listen to your whining attempts at misdirection.
>>84579739No, there was no chick. That is a Colton larp making shit up, but you know that right Colton you retard
>>84579747Wow, besides this thread that Colton totally posted, which other threads has Colton made today?
>>84579739And once again you just got caught trying to do the narc tactic projecting your shit behavior on mike. You are pathetic.
>>84579754>>84579760So did you take your meds today or nah? Seems like nah.
>>84579769Nah, Mike does that all the time. He's really quite pathetic. Anyone who talks to him should know he is projecting all the weirdo degenerate stuff he talks about. Luckily, most people are smart enough to see through him, so I don't have to worry.
>>84579763Stfu colton. You got caught. It's over.
>>84579778Same fag Colton making shit up again. Pathetic.
>>84579782Explain Mike's fixation with Colton. Why does he see him everywhere?
>>84579778Literally what is said about you Colton. Kek you are pathetic.
>>84579790>Same fag Mike making shit up again. Pathetic.See? All you have to do is switch the words around, and it starts to make sense. Colton is a part of Mike. Mike is mentally ill, and Colton is his "past" self - hence the insults specifically regarding penis size and masculinity because Mike has always been a fragile little dicked faggot, which is why the dick pills and pump were necessary.
>>84579791Actually it's the other way around. Colton has a gay fixation on mike. Check the last couple letter threads. Colton went on hour long tangents obsessing over mikes cock. Very fag creep behavior.
>>84579793Really? What's this Colton guy get up to, anyway? Spill the beans. It can't be worse than what this coping tranny faggot Mike gets up to, right?
>>84579799Here is Colton narc projecting with twisted narrative. It's really pathetic and I feel bad for anyone who has to deal with him IRL. He should go back to the loony bin. They shouldn't of let him out. (This is true)
>>84579804Mike is always talking about his weird mutilated dick and the discord trannies he goons with. This is not super straight Aryan behavior, Mike. Posting your weird dick online in letter threads that are mostly men isn't either.
>>84579807Colton. Stfu. You are a tranny. It says so all over soc when searching your name. You obsess over cock all day every day here. Fucking creepy.
>>84579811>Here is Mike narc projecting with twisted narrative. It's really pathetic and I feel bad for anyone who has to deal with him IRL. He should go back to the loony bin. They shouldn't of let him out. (This is true)It really works every time. You *ARE* Colton.
>>84579814Kek colton keepd talking shit but it's just words. Your gay and stalker obsessed with Mike. Literally go for a walk bro. Fucking creep
>>84579817Post those links retard because I'm curious, who even is this Colton guy anyway? Are you jealous your faggot tranny discord husband is on /soc/ or something? Or is this just another of your larps where you, "Colton" aka Mike, goes and larps as this person because you're a retarded loser?
>>84579820Colton literally does the same thing every time. No one believes your "no u" comments. You are pathetic. Do a flip
>>84579827>Literally go for a walk bro>The guy who hasn't left his cuckshed in a decadeMike, LEDs do not provide Vitamin D despite the D in the name.
>>84579834>Mike literally does the same thing every time. No one believes your "no u" comments. >You are pathetic. Do a flipYou're right. No one does believe you.
No. You can keep same fagging and making shit up, changing context and all that shit up always do. Then same fag agree with your self you mentally ill clown. Please go back to the loony bin. They should of never released you.
>>84579841Kek see Colton just did his "no u" again. Fucking pathetic.
Please let Monkey Mike out of the Looney Bin. And Colton too. They are a package deal in one psyche but you must refer to them as individual entities.
>>84579851>Kek see Mike just did his "no u" again. Fucking pathetic.I'm here for you. This is difficult for all of us to go through. We understand you are struggling and basically completely brainraped beyond repair. Would you like a complimentary lemon slice?
>>84579842Wow Colton was locked up in the schitzo ward? Makes sense how he is so obsessed creep stalking Mike. Just imagine what Maria told Colton when she found out what a narc manipulative liar colton is. No wonder she broke up with Colton. I saw the self harm scars she posted. Makes sense her mental health suffered being around such a narc pos that she did that.
>>84579870So Colton stole Mike's girl from him AND she cut herself overwhelmed with passion for him? Jesus, no wonder Mike is such a demented schizo. He got cucked HARD.
>>84579860Same fag. Tiresome to see. Get medicated Colton. Btw Colton, what happened to that girl you stalked on here and made her mentally ill, schitzophrenic, and incontinent?
>>84579876Colton you must be really retarded to think what you said shows you in any good light. All it does is show what a mistake you are and how Mike is amazing to her. The only reason you got anything was because of lies and narc behavior that once did figured out she left you. I wonder if she knows what you did to that other girl Colton
>>84579878Coaltroll analyzed a femanoid so bad she can only make one notion? What an animal. Lock MikeColton up for good.
>>84579893Colton you are better in the bottle where no one has to listen to you. Go drink bitch
>>84579888ColtonMike or alternatively MikeColton
>>84579897MikeColton respectfully I don't drink alcohol, I'm sorry I stole your girlfriend from within your own psyche. I should stop plotting against you from within your own mind.Do you think you and I could start over and be friends, even though I stole your girlfriend and had sex with her?
>>84579893Only Colton. Colton only attempts to put it on mike. That's all Colton has ever done and unfortunately Maria was retarded enough to fall for that. At least she figured out what a POS mentally ill person Colton is and dumped his ass. She would be so much happier physically and mentally if that road kill Colton never started lying to her and manipulating her , tricking her about Mike. Colton larping and making posts about him. Catfishing. What a fucking creep. God willing there is a second car accident and he is removed.
>>845799072nd car accident please. Remove you
>>84579913Mike and Colton are the same person and Colton is made up by Mike to cover for all the evil shit he has done (and continues to do) boom mystery solved.>>84579920Hm, never been in a car accident bud. Starting to feel like a retarded schizo now?
>>84579926No. Colton is just attempting to narc dodge accountability for being a shit person. Go beep beep Colton. Please. Everyone would be so happy. Fuck off.
>>84579942>No. Mike is just attempting to narc dodge accountability for being a shit person. >Go beep beep Mike. Please. Everyone would be so happy. >Fuck off.Hmm, quite.
Only Colton, but we all know it's always been Colton narc'ing out and attacking Mike, blaming his shit on him. At least everyone knows the truth now. >>84579926Oh I'm talking about your mommy You should of lit up with her
>>84579955>Only Mike, but we all know it's always been Mike narc'ing out and attacking Colton, blaming his shit on him. At least everyone knows the truth now.>>>84579926 (YOU) >Oh I'm talking about your mommy >You should of lit up with herBreak break, repeat last with greater clarity, over.
>>84579963I bet it smelled like roasted whoreshmellows when her body fucking popped on impact
A blessing will occur when the seatbelt doesn't work for the second time with you. Now back to your bottle bitch.
>>84579967>>84579976Okay, now you've hooked me with the actual Kekton lore. Expunge details so I can better larp as Colton, faggot. What's the story?
>>84579989Whatever Colton. Everyone knows it's you. Say hi to mommy. Nothing stops that
>>84580011I wish I knew what you were talking about because that's hilarious. You have a mommy fetish or something?
>>84579427You aren't her but nice try
>>84579427Yeah fuck you Colton, nice larp.
>>84579427>>84580145My bad misread this, it's early here. Yeah, it's possible but to me it did seem like we got close. I don't know anymore, we don't speak and I'm not interested in bothering her again
