Why is being a slut way too easy? I have had sex with more men than I am willing to admit. Now I feel disgusting. Like intimacy doesn't feel good at all. It all feels meaningless and hollow.
>>84579503Men have zero standards.It's not that complicated.
>>84579503Life is meaningless and hollow
were you traumatised in some way?it isnt actually normal for a woman to be like this for very obvious biological reasons
>>84579534Not really. Like it was kinda common in my friend group though to be a bit promiscuous. Maybe seeing porn when I was a kid idk.
>>84579503Its easy because its not worth anything, in fact you're destroying your value. Its always hard to build and easy to destroy things.You've ruined your ability to pairbond (read about oxytocin) and even if you haven't most men will not want to marry you or commit long term when they fins out your history.
>>84579503Congrats. You are worthless and your pair bonding is forever broken. Everything will just be another repeat as another guy fucks you and then dips and married a pure girl.
>>84579578Yeah I wouldn't marry her
>>84579503>Now I feel disgusting. Like intimacy doesn't feel good at all. It all feels meaningless and hollow.That's post pump and dump clarity. In a few days you'll be horny and on Tinder again.
>>84579546I don't know why you're saying this here. Most here are men who dislike sluttiness and especially the trope of 'I had tons of fun sucking and fucking, but I just realized after the 30th cock it doesn't make me truly happy. Now I gotta sucker a guy who wants marriage and not put out nearly as much for him as I did for strangers'.So I'm assuming this is both fake and gay. If not just stop being a slut for randos and focus on being a slut for someone you'd want to have kids with.
>>84579652I think you misunderstand. Sex with anyone feels hollow.
>>84579825Because you don't pair bond with anyone
when you treat other people as a means to an end that is inevitably what you become as wellyou have lived the entirety of your life in a state of adolescence treating everything transactionally, this is the sort if immature selfish lack of morality that leads only to a hollow feeling of utter purposelessness
Don't tease us, just give us the number.
You could of had love. Now all you can do is pretend repeating the same shit. Hearing those same words knowing he doesn't mean it. Eventually you get frustrated enough faking that you dip. Rinse and repeat until 82. You were warned and you gave up a real life for such meaningless shit that in all actuality didn't even make you feel better than real physical true love does.
That's weird I'm sure I have a higher bodycount than you and still view sex intimately. Maybe you are not doing it for fun but using it as an escape or for validation? I genuinely love sex and can separate it from relationships. I would often have my hookups get clingy or play games when I just wanted to have some sex and go home. But with my bf he's my world and we truly do make love it's just different. Maybe you need to take a sex break for a while and dig deep and figure out what would make sex meaningful and safe for you
>>84579503And how many of those sex acts successfully transitioned into a birth?
>>84580292What does that have to do with anything?None fyi
>>84579503You are disgusting kill yourself whore
>>84579503>Now I feel disgusting. Like intimacy doesn't feel good at all. It all feels meaningless and hollow.Yeah theres a thing called pairbonding that happens after you have sex. If you've pair bonded with 1 person its x10 stronger than if you've pairbonded with 10 people because they're all sharing that part of your brain/hormones/brain chemicals. Not even shitting on women, I feel bad for you. You've been betrayed by society just like men have. But I don't think its likely you're going to have a successful relationship in the future unless he makes you really horny or hes out of your league in someway that you value him cynically as a prize.
