I stay up the whole night masturbating and watching porn til 7 am in the morning until I either fall asleep from exhaustion or im forced to wake up by my mother. I do that because I cannot bear the transition from wakefulness to sleep, I cannot tolerate being conscious so I block out everything with distractions (binge watching, binge eating, compulsive masturbation, manic daydreaming)
>>84580059>I stay up the whole night masturbating and watching porn til 7 am in the morning until I either fall asleep from exhaustion or im forced to wake up by my mother. I do that because I cannot bear the transition from wakefulness to sleep, I cannot tolerate being conscious so I block out everything with distractions (binge watching, binge eating, compulsive masturbation, manic daydreaming)Yeah, so?
What conscious thoughts are you distracting yourself from?
>>84580059*maladaptive daydreaming
