Do you ever feel like you're a monster? Do people get visibly scared when they see you?
i feel kinda like a skinwalker, like i look human enough but people can tell there's something a little off about me. old people love me when they get to know me though
>>84581552i get a jumpscare when i look in the mirror
>>84581552Only when Im deep in the zone. Then no normie can bear to look into my eyes.
>>84581560One time a child ran away from me, I didn't even do anything wrong
>>84581552When I was mentally ill yes I felt like a monster
>>84581724How did you stop being mentally iII?
>>84581739Oh boy. Thats a long story. My parents didnt want me to be sent to a psych ward, but I had strong OCD that made me depressed and suicidal. Ocd is a funny one, because it comes from bad habits. Most mental illnesses do. But icd stands out here. You get doubts, and you listen to em just to be safe. But then they end up not being doubts anymore, but something you should do. Then you NEED to do it. Before you know it you are locked up in the bathroom having a meltdown spraying everything down with water and subsequently ruining the bathroom because its not "clean".I had to unravel the bad habits. One after another, I took years but here I am. I get anxious ar times, and the doubts still come, but I dont listend to my compulsion like I used to. I still have weird habits from the years of ocd, but I think they will go with time. I hope so at least.
>>84581552Fear is haloed by height so this is not possible
>>84582142Hmm I guess being feared isn't all bad in comparison
>>84581552Women only want to kill me or fuck me and they perceive me as a monster either way
i used to do ubereats in motorcross gear and a fully tinted black helmet. i looked like a big bulky tall all black boba fett. i used to scare the shit out of people and dogs. grown men would stagger or yelp when they saw me and dogs would go crazy one began to panic and try to jump out of a moving pickup truck bed when i trailed it for a few blocks. its the shock of not expecting to see me and needing to explain what the fuck i am which was just a huge black creature. really i just wanted to give you your cheeseburger.
>>84582297based delivery man
>>84581552I've been told I can look scary or seem intimidatingly calm. I only find out after becoming decent friends with someone and they mention they had the wrong impression at first.
>>84581552yeah sometimes. but i'm 6'7 and look gauntcheck out the tall man at 2:20 for an idea https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnrT_zyumAM
