how do you oldfag KHHVs TOLERATE being so old and unloved? I'd kms if i was in my 30s and had no sexual or even romantic experiences at all
We come into the world alone, and are ever solitary in our thoughts. The rest is expectation and cope. No matter what we do, we will die alone too. The space in between is ours to do with as we please. I like to live knowing that people typically fall into patterns. If I have no pattern, I am truly free.
>>84583056This year I turn 27, pray for me anons.
I have experience but it was so long ago I might as well be a wizard, might be worse because I know exactly what Im missing out onand I dont tolerate it, I'm shooting myself in the head very soon
>>84583056Because how does autotermination help me? I'm fine waiting as long as it will take to meet the girl I want. I'm doing more to achieve that goal than I was in my early twenties at least.
>>84583056I have been alone pretty much since I was 11, it is normal for me and I've never known anything else. I sort of get my fill of "socializing" talking about different subjects with random people over the internet.>vomiting pepe.jpgAre you actually profoundly disgusted by us? I was just never taught to socialize, when I was dropped in high school I didn't even know where to begin with a bunch of oversocial teenagers and the few people in my life didn't care, not teachers, not social workers, no one ever told me "you need to make friends, here is how to do it".For this, apparently, I am the absolute worst person in the world and more socially ostracized even than some sick pedo who molests boys as described in another thread >>84582775 .
>>84583070happened for me in april
>>84583056I'm just hanging around in case aliens show up or WW3 happens so I don't miss it. Other than that yeah, mid-30s and wish I was dead everyday. Women control happiness and they've decided only 20% of men get it.
>>84583056because im a based autist with special interests and a well developed capacity for entertaining myself and finding joy in my own company
I'm 35, just putting in my time here. I wish I was different but oh well..
>>84583056women suck, they a bunch of problems and drama, just pay a hooker and get over with
