If I decide to kill myself, would it be abusive to message my ex and inform her? It's not because of her at all, I just can't continue like this anymore and she's the only person I've felt this way for. Id feel like a piece of shit anyway, so I'm not sure what the point of this post is
no it would be better to just disappear
>>84584184>would it be a good thing to attack others?
Why are you bothering to message her?
>>84584184yeah anon that's just causing someone else harm that's not even in your life anymore. let her live her life and i hope you decide to live yours
>>84584184please dont kill yourself...youre stronger than you realize for handling such miserythings will get better one day<3
>>84584184It wouldn't be abusive, but it could mess her up. It depends on the type of person she is, and you'd be more likely to know that than us. That being said, please don't kill yourself anon, try to seek help. I won't lie and tell you that things get better because sometimes they don't, but they can become more bearable.
>>84584820It's not an attack. It's not because of her at all and I'd make that clear>>84584838She was the one for me and I fucked it up. Nobody else feels the same
>>84585145>>84585276The misery isn't because of her to be clear. I wish her nothing but happiness in this life. I just wish she'd understand how much she meant to me all that time ago
>>84585276I don't think anythings becoming more bearable for me. If anything life has become slowly less bearable. I've slowly lost my patience and will to fight >>84584844
>>84585547Can I ask why do you want to end your own life?
>>84584184I ain't gonna lie killing yourself and blaming it on a bitch is so tempting. I hope it ruins their lives. Lmao
>>84585741Because I've finally realized that my fears about who I was were true. I'm not someone who's lovable. I thought I wasn't attractive but I guess I'm attractive enough to be used and dumped by sluts who want attention and to feel good about themselves. I'm just not good enough to keep around long term and I'm not interested in slaving away to provide for some woman that isn't attracted to me in the long runMaybe I'm just a shitty person, but every single time I'm out in public I don't feel normal, especially if I'm single. I feel like a hideous monster when I'm around other people. The person I'm talking about knows exactly what this feels like. She knows what it's like to feel like this and had a similar upbringing >>84585761I'm not blaming it on her. If anything, she's the person that gets the least blame. Shes treated me way better than anyone else she's dated and I've hurt her way worse than anyone I've been with after her. If I could turn back time I would do things differently. The last thing I want to do is hurt her. Other people? Sure, I'll hurt them. But not her, I've already done that enough
>>84585901She aint ever gonna feel that way bro, shes gonna take this as being a reason you just yeeted yourself, and even if youre tellin strangers she has the least to blame...if shes the only one you wanna be tellin before you do it and you WANT her to know, shes the most to blame, sorry she didnt wanna commit
>>84585930I'm going to make it clear that it isn't her. It's not her, but I can't shake the feeling that we were supposed to be together
>>84585901>Because I've finally realized that my fears about who I was were true.Changing who you are is hard, but not impossible. I've had similar feelings in the past, my psychiatrist told me that being a good person is not supposed to be easy, I've held onto those words.I know this is a hot take in /r9k/ but you shouldn't let your ability to get a girlfriend/partner dictate your worth as a person.And I know how it feels to don't feel normal in public, being autistic I've felt that way since I was a kid, but I no longer feel like a bad person because of that. I figured that if someone manages to stay sane in a cruel world it's because they themselves are cruel. It's the better people that tend to crack under the cruelness of the world. Don't let them win. Keep on living, I don't think you're a bad person.
>>84585947shes gonna read this and go 'oh god bro killed himself cuz i wouldnt let him stick it in, what a fuckin retard' just stop dude like get on tinder, find a baddie with dad issues and fuck her til she calls you something creepy, like fuck it out dude, dont yeet yourself, stop being a bitch about some girls wet hole, she still takes wicked taco bell shits in the morning like you, like cmon
>>84585961I miss when this board didn't have normies like you posting on it. You sound like a caricature of old memes.
>>84585961She's the last person I had sex with Her and everyone after had dad issues. The people after her wanted to meet up and fuck but I just wasn't interested. It didn't feel right. >>84585967Thank youIm not trying to boast here fyi cause I'm a fucking loser. I just got lucky with my ideal girl and I lost her
>>84584184If you actually give a fuck about her, don't do it.
>>84586215You're probably right. I think I need to just end things and move on from this world
>>84586355Message her and call her
tfw no one who has wronged me in such a way would ever care enough to reach out, and wouldnt even acknowledge that they did anything wrong
>>84584184I wish my r9k using ex would message ME
>>84584184what made you chose that pic?
What did you want your life to look like as a kid?
