>realizing that you're at a turning point in life where things are going to have to change>you're not ready for it yetMy parents need to get taken care of. Dad needs to get his old person operations done (cataracts, hearing aid) and he needs to retire back to his home country. Too old and forgetful to handle everything in this country, even though he's been managing very well.My mom probably needs to be put in a home because no one is capable of providing the 24/7 care she needs now. My dad wanted to go back home with my mom to die amongst family but that's not possible anymore. She couldn't put in the work to improve her health years before to get ready for that, and now its just too lateAll these things happening would take a load off my anxiety and responsibility but getting there is hard. Too poor and in too much debt to reasonably cover all these things but I know it has to be done. Times change and you have to change with the times
My first MonHun was GU. Hunters are tough folks alright.
>>84585304Its honestly disturbing the fetishization of keeping people alive as long as possible that we as a society have subscribed to, people have a natural expiration date and going past that is like keeping spoiled meat in your fridge, youre not gonna do anything with it but eventually toss it. Death is natural and nothing to be afraid of, so why let someone suffer the torture of old age and and despairing for all that time.It'll get better op, you do what you can
>>84585304>he needs to retire back to his home countrySame, except it's my whole family that's going to go back leaving me alone in this god forsaken country. I don't want to go back as my home country is fucking shithole with ZERO opportunities.I don't fucking know how am I going to survive here all alone if that's even possible when youre single male like me. Rents going to cost like 60% or more of my paycheck leaving me with no money for activities/hobbies. Have no degrees or qualifications to earn better either. But at the same time, I fucking hate it here too everyone's fake nice and distant impossible to find friends and have life and it's not just me saying this either all immigrants are complaining about this on social medias as well. The only thing I have going for me is disability/bux but that's not all that secure either as I don't have a citizenship.
