>be me>working wagie fast food job>meet older foid coworker>she's really cute>we're both loud and aggressive>we start off arguing all the time>realize we both love yelling at each other >become super close and great coworkers>can run an entire shift together without any verbal communication>we read each other so well and know what each other is thinking>she doesn't mind when I flirt with her>sometimes she flirts back>she starts telling me to sit in her car with her on breaks, before we clock in>she's always happy to see me>talks to me more than anyone else>people can tell we're close>make jokes about it>"Anon and Foid, they're always together">Even her daughter knew my name before I met her>I realized I've really developed feelings for her>Ask her out>She soft rejects me>"Ahhh, anon you don't wanna go out with me.. haha.. anyways--">Figure she didn't want to make things awkward by straight up telling me NO>I let it go, try to move on>Continue working with her every day>Continue buying her flowers>Continue bringing her food>Continue staring at her>coming in on my days off>Can't stand being away from her>Wonder why she rejected me>Maybe she was nervous>She's still so nice to me, she must like me...>Start feeling delusional>One day she's reaching for something on a high shelf>Her shirt lifts up>I can see her pink panties around her waist>Tell her "I like those pink undies, you must like showing them off cus you never wear a belt at work">She gets visibly uncomfortable>Starts distancing herself from me>I become even more delusional>Tell myself "she doesn't know what she wants">She wants me to take control>I corner her in the back>I grab her arm, tell her she's my soul mate>She tells me I need to stop coming to work drunk>I realize I was really going to rape this woman>I quit my job, ghost everyone, never go back
>>84585593Here's to a brighter future and healthier relationships. Took time to meet this great person and it'll take time to meet the next one, but they're out there. Sometimes they even find you first.
>>84585593Oh my god that is probably the most brutal thing I have read in a while I hope you arent suicidal over that and are in a talk therapy or something
>>84585698I don't think therapy can help me.. but yeah I'm really thinking about killing myself.>>84585684Thanks, anon. I wish I could really believe that.. I'll try to hold out some hope.
>>84585593I hope this helps, they aren't thinking about you. They are thinking about themselves and what you could be thinking about them from their actions, when they did. Which was like once or twice. Try not dwell on it. I'm sorry that happened to you
wow cringe
>>84585593FAKE ASS DEMORALIZATION CAMPAIGNNOT WHO I AM AND ONLY REFLECTIVE OF YOU PATHETIC DESPERATION ATTEMPTING TO REWRITE HISTORY AND MANIPULATE PERSPECTIVE.
>>84586099Uh...what, anon?
>>84585593Pussy psychosis is real holy fuck. If you looked like me you'd would have fucked in the back. 10/10 OP
>>84586150oh yeah.. okay.. =___=
>>84585593Oof, you took the 'women love grapist dark triangular chad' meme too seriously
>>84586401Well she told me herself her ex boyfriend used to beat her to a pulp while she was pregnant, stole money from her, and cheated on her while she was in jail. And she still let him fuck her again and defends his actions to me. I felt like she needed to be told what's best for her. I'm not saying that's necessarily me, I'm just saying I thought I could force my way into her affection.. guess I'm not Chad enough
>>84586099True. A big reason why a lot of you people are stuck in life and cant get friends or a girlfriend is because you spent years reading greentexts like this which may or may not be true and it took root in your subconscious resulting in your transformation as a high inhib incel
Sounds like you're a passionate vivacious person who got a little overexcited. Happens. You'll do fine.
