yeah this is a thread where a tranny loser is going to vent and cry for attention so it is best you actually just not read this and tell me iwnbawi am transitioning bc i just know i was meant to be born a girli actively sabotage my transition by starving myself and being an anorexic moron operating on sleep for dinner and brain fog i do not feel like i am the girl i was meant to be but i do think she is trapped inside of mei wish i could meet her so i can apologize for ruining her life bc i just want to be a sweet girl to a kind loving man but i cant even get my stupid tranny brain to believe men when they call me cute or think my body is hotlike i know i am at best a perverted mockery of a real girl but i just wish i could see what some men see in meit is all so tiresome crying myself to sleep wishing i would have won that coin toss at birth but i losti really really wish i could wake up a girl and be in the arms of a sweet man that will see me as a woman but it is so delusional i am literally so delusional and so corruptedi yearn to be a loving girlfriend one that is sweet and kind and pure but even trying to get off or thinking abt sexual stuff makes me feel so manly and grossyes this is a thread made for attention yes i am never going to be a women and yes you should ignore the stupid troon rambling i just hate myself extra tn and wish things were different okay
>>84586580Hi little lady, please feel better. Try not to spiral if you can. Better to do something you enjoy then make a thread like this, it's just crystalizing your negative thoughts. Reaching out to a friend might do you better.
>>84586580Ok you are a real girl, YWABAW
>>84586597YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A GIRL
>>84586591i think it is okay to reach out to a friend once or twice or even 100 times but eventually you feel like a burden and it really is no ones fault or responsibility to take care of my emotionsmy bestie is at work and i wish i could call him now but even he can only help me calm down a littlei numb myself by restricting and it has completely raped my body i am literally raping my body and ruining my progress i am losing my breasts and they were already small i just am so out of control mentally i wish i could find some footing somewherei appreciate your kind approach and advice and i promise i would call my friend but i cant rn like how many times would you want to listen to a tranny cry about wanting to be a woman it is so insane and i can feel my mental slippingi want to cry and scream>>84586597i am not i have not even accept that i am valid as a trans girl i am so behind on my mental i have no idea how to assert some self confidence so i can begin to accept myselfim p sure my mother is pretending to understand and will always see me as her son and my dad is a loser freak that ruined my childhood
>>84586673Friends support friends. I don't mind when you message me when you're feeling bad either. I just wish I knew how to help girly. I hope I'm not jumpscaring you like this but I think you know who I am based off this response.
I wish I could hold a trans girl and make her feel loved
>>84586580gender dysphoria is a suffocating feeling. i hope you can eventually get the love and appreciation from a man who sees you for the girl you are. best of luck in your transition!!
>>84586580You are a mentally ill gay man, you fucking ugly cunt
>>84586699How do you know that transsexuality is a mental illness?
>>84586580Don't see that working out for you, but good luck buddy. You're gonna need it.
>>84586699you are ignorant and/or retarded. https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9286744/
>>84586580sorry anon. it can get tiring sometimes. i hope that you can overcome your anorexia. before i transitioned i had anorexia too and it was a really hard problem to deal with. please prioritize that in yourself right now. it'd be really tragic if something happened to you.
>>84586685i wish i could express to you how much i appreciate you beyond typing on my stupid phone screen bc you are a literal gem in the rough it is so frustrating that i cant hug you bc i always want to hug you when im upset i think of you often maybe too ofteni am too ashamed to reach out sometimes ik you have a cute life with a cute partner and i admire your confidence and so much abt youthank you for always being so kind and sweet to me i want to reflect that onto others the best i can and thank you for being hot and thinking i am cute i am quite sad i cant know you more beyond the internet i would hang w you irl 100 percent even tho im mad awkwardtldr youre a 10 out of 10 man and make the world happy sometimes for stupid tranny me>>84586692i hope you act on this and find a girl you like and take good care of her it sucks so bad being born in the wrong body i am not sure i will ever recover from the rape of being socialized as a man>>84586695it often feels the worst before bed especially when i belong somewhere early the next morning like ofc i have to spiral all this week i just want to breathethank you nona thank you sm>>84586724trying my best>>84586774i have failed recovery time and time again i will die before i have to do impatient again it was so traumatic and it was maybe the worst time of my lifestarving is my only vice bc i cant smoke do drugs or drink it is so hard to shake i am worried i will be this way forever but i am thankful for you and i will find my way out eventually as you havethank you nona for being so sweet and kind
>>84586706>>84586727Trannies gaslighting others to affirm themselves. You are a faggot, end of. You want to be a faggot with wings, fine. Just don't go around telling folks that you're an aeroplane, which clearly you can never become. No cis woman or male will ever want anything to do with faggotry. And if they do, they are also faggots. Its simple, or has the medication fucked your brain up that you can't clearly see that folks are repulsed by your appearance?
>>84586794>has the medication fucked your brain up that you can't clearly see that folks are repulsed by your appearance?that hurts
>>84586580Have you considered just admitting you have autism and made a huge mistake? Stop trying to be a girl and rediscover your masculinity
>>84586802Shut up, you faggot. You are a gay man, accept it and move on. You can't get a girlfriend but no cis woman will ever want you. Yes, you will find a woman but this woman is also a gay man who likes to think he's a woman but in fact is just a dumb deluded faggot who is the shame of his family as you are too. If I was your father I'd beat you with a baseball bat till your corpse is lying in a pool of your brain matter then leave you with a pack of niggers to show you what real faggotry is. You probably would love that.
>>84586822my dad loves me
>>84586849Thats because he's a faggot too.
>>84586858i don't think that's true, tolerance has a lot of merit
>>84586580wow this is probably how my insane ramblings sound to people, "wahhh my horrible life in this hell world would be paradise if only i had this one completely unrealistic thing that doesn't even make any sense" maybe me and trannies arent so different after allalso pic unrelated but amogus bake cupcakes xD
>>84586810i do not have autism and i cant imagine stopping hrt i would first die before detransitioning and i mean iti want to throw up even imagining myself trying to rediscover my masculinity or whatever that would mean in practice>>84586871wishing for something unobtainable like being seen as a real girl is so evil i cant believe i was made this waysometimes if i look at my hands for too long i start to cryreally wish things were different and my cope is that a boyfriend would save me but lets be realistic
>>84586793>i hope you act on this and find a girl you likeI won't, it is not possible for me unfortunately
>>84586937do you mind if i pry a little and ask why
>>84586580Can you unblock me please? I miss you and I am sorry
>>84586580Didn't read all that but i hope you feel better >#transrightsarehumanrights
>>84586949I don't have relationships and I'm an avoidant loser, even if I met someone it would take remarkable circumstances for it to work out
>>84586580hello robot, I must denounce the silliness of your post. While I don't believe in the transidentity and am transphobic, the fact that you have dysphoria doesn't make you a monster or evil. Dysphoria must suck so you shouldn't sabotage yourself when you become more feminine. Plus you hate yourself over something you didn't choose. SILLY ! Why don't you lean into your femininity ?>waaa but I am sad cos I am not a womanmoron just become what you can become, you can look just like a woman without being one and it's alright. so stop hating yourself moron. You deserve to be loved and someday you WILL have a loving husband who will cuddle you everyday and love you very much. the fact that despite everything you are not delusional shows how strong you are. so keep on going and be proud of yourself, you can and should.and every time you feel bad just remember that.
>>84586580Idk if it's rude to ask, but what makes yo think you were supposed to be a woman specifically? Other than the obvious "I just know, I feel it", I mean like what specifically do you think would be all different for you right now? Other than personal affirmation, (which is fine, I totally understand if that's the reason) would not having a dick change your life that much? What if you were born a flat chested girl, but everything else about you was the same? Would it really be better? I genuinely hurt for you, one human to another, I wish you the best in finding peace with yourself, and I wish you luck with your transition. I can't imagine how hard it is to have these thoughts all the time, honestly. I've wondered what I would be like as a girl. I've dressed up as an ex for halloween, and she was me, but I got fucking hit on. I'm not gay, I don't think I was supposed to be a woman, but it felt nice to be noticed I guess? Digressing, my whole point was that I don't constantly think about it, or lose sleep over it, or feel like I was born the wrong gender. That's where I get lost. Idk. Sorry if any of this was rude, none of it was meant to be malicious. I'm just curious. Sending virtual hugs tho. I hope things get better for you :/
>>84586917>i do not have autismYou have autism. Research it more
are... robots looking for sub trans girls here?I would like to find a robot to chat with with intention of moving in together someday soon :) are any of you up to the challenge?randomid667
>>84586793>i am not sure i will ever recover from the rape of being socialized as a manthis is how it is for all of us retard you aint a tranny
>>84588340If you're old enough we could be friends, no? I'm in my 20s so im pretty old lmao
>>84587280if this is who i believe it is than no sorry anon idk i am not what you need although you are very flatteringyou would do better with someone that more aligns with your eccentric energy>>84587282great move desu and thanks>>84587328srry anon if you have friends that would speak to your ability to hold a relationship more than you think but if you dont even have friends than even then it isnt so over just yeti only have a handful of friends and have also not had much success in finding a boyfriend due to how embarrassed i am about being transthe prospect and future goals of socially transitioning are really scary and unpredictable for me but i think getting over this will be one of my many tickets into finding a loving boyfriend that i can cuddle and adorei wonder if there is something similar for you that you can identify as a future goal that would increase your chance of finding a fulfilling relationship in the futureobv it does not need to be being trans but yeah>>84587444your message is quite sweet and endearing so thanksto be fair i have just been having a uniquely bad week and ive just been spiraling on bad thoughts and blew up yesterday night and even this morning i am feeling betteri sabotage myself bc ana is all i know and ive struggled with it for a big part of my life it brings me an extremely strong sense of comfort and routinedespite this i do lean into my femininity at least that is what men tell me in terms of my body and my attitude it is just i need to work on believing when men are nice to mebrainworms brainworms and brainworms are always destroying my ability to see myself how others perceive mei think your message is kind even if you dont fw the idea of transness so thank you i will not try and change your opinion
>>84587935i tried responding to u in my last reply but my comment was too long so sorry i will do it in this oneno i dont think it is rude at all to ask especially in the context of this thread i think it is fine and i enjoy your curiosity and appreciate it actuallyi cant shake this strong yearning of wanted to have been a real girl and i feel so overwhelmed that i cant be one so often that it brings me lots of emotional distress on a daily basis which has lead me to taking hormonesi am so sad for the girl i believe is inside of me i just really wish she could be free in the same way a real girl can express herself but i just cant ever have thatim not sure there is a more tangible way to express the hows or whys of it bc for me it feels so obvious to me that something is horribly wrong with my body i really just want outi think if i ask myself why i want to be a girl no matter what answer i feel is the truth i can always just ask why to that over and over and reduce it to some subjective truth its hard to explain sorry anon im trying my best to grapple with you but yeah ik it isnt the best answer maybethank you for your empathy it means more than you might think i am just a lonely tranny desu but im feeling better this morning lowk reading yours and a few other posts>>84588328you said this last time i made a thread like this abt a month agono autism and it does not seem to run in my family in any noticeable way>>84588460i cry too much abt it that i am positive it effects me more than the average person that was socialized this wayi know something is extra wrong otherwise i would be able to cope with it in a more reasonable way surely
I hope every trannie and gay die soon
>>84588618>incoherent rambling with awful grammarbig pharma loves this autistic retard
>>84586692>>84587328Hey me too! Maybe we will both get lucky some day and life will bring us a sad trans girl that we can love
>>84588340Ok so how well do you pass and how tall are you?
>>84588561You are one of the most attractive trans women i have met and I have came to your pictures multiple times at this point. I hope you know I saved what you shared with me even when I told you I woudnt. I get off to your misery :D
>>84588798needlessly evil kill yourself
>>84588844Can you give me your discord. I'm not that anon I just need someone to talk to
>>84588859if you are asking me i am not okay posting my disc here but if you post yours i could chat for a secondi was hoping for a small nap shortly
>>84588913@lunarsolarstorm
>>84588913Damn you didn't friend me
>>84589974Shes probably still asleep, though she's had weird and bad experiences adding anons in the past too so I don't think it would be bad if she hadn't
tranny is sleeping...,,xes so cute like this,,
>>84586580Take this to /lgbtAlso you are ugly af. I have seen your face
>>84588561no I don't have friends>>84590136huh who is it? I can only think of one posting pics here lately and it is not her because she has a bf I think, unless I'm confused
>>84590136then let me see it too
>>84586580I hope things get better for you nona, these pictures you keep posting are very cute and I hope you get that one day
>>84589974i did add you if youre >>84589059>>84590136i post on /tttt/ from time to time but i hardly use 4chan and i relate to this board much morei have only shown my face to two or three men on disc from here and they have all only had pleasant things to say and i doubt youre one of them>>84590214i do not have a boyfriend and i am not super up to date on any other posters on r9kat most i post one and month and rarely make my own threads>>84590425thanks i am feeling much better than yesterday and even better than earlier todayi love these pictures too i think theyre so cute :)
gross ugly tranny thread again
