its strange watching yourself develop an addictionfrom the outside you think >"that could never be me, why don't they just stop?" but once you're in it of course i do it every path leads to the drugi don't have any choice in the matter it's inevitable my body engages with 0 thoughttruly I understand what it means for humans to be animalsanimals act on instinct. they don't think. thought is not important for survivali act on instinct but we're tortured with the knowledge that this isn't right that I should act betterbut that would mean disobeying my primal animal instincts knowing better but not acting better is so weird
Just flush the thing in this moment of clarity.
>>84587008I am constantly in this "moment of clarity" I know exactly how bad this is at every momentit doesn't matter if i flush it now my body will get so restless it will find the drug somehow anyways
>>84586982which one is your poison?
i need more amnesia i need it to forget
>>84586982Idk man, i never had this problem because i'm not retarded and i know better than to ever touch drugsHave you considered maybe that's the problem, you're just retarded?
