Browsing the chan has made me so aware of the fact that guys will almost always place me on a scale of unfuckable to marrige material. I cant just be a person strolling by, no, there always has to be some self interest in it, something to get or gain. They only want you when youre young an beautiful, and when you get older they just out up with you because there is something to get. And if they can they will discard me for a newer younger girl. Likely to cheat and betray me while they are at it. And the chance of finding someone who wouldn't is so slim. My father is a dipshit like this, who cheated on my mom. There is legit no point in intimacy. How could i give the most vulnerable part of me? I think its only possible to do so if you reduce the value of it by calling it no big deal. Im not pretty enough to keep a man loyal, that I know. If i give my intimacy it will surely be discarded. And my trust will die with it. I dont faulty men for it, they are human, and all humans are like this. They hurt, they lie, and they betray. And if they dont, they tend to get the short end of the stick all their life. There is no point in being vulnerable, this world will shatter you regardless. Fuck this ugly world i hope I die young.
>>84589329>Browsing the chan has made me so aware of the fact that guys will almost always place me on a scale of unfuckable to marrige materialuhhhhh...a-are....are we on the same site/board??seems like you're on r/twoxchromosomes, not r9k big dawg
>>84589329if you are looking at natural and averages, yes you'd be mostly right or at least they'd if they had a chance. there are always far few available pre-menopusal women compared to males who can shoot healthy sperm, so most guys will never have realistic opportunity at cheating and whatnot. it's also less men wanna cheat, more they want all the women to themselves if they could but not allowed to so they have to pick and choose given they have any option
>>84589329Yes and you would look at me as either as a rapist or a walking wallet.
>>84589407Thanks for being honest about it.>>84589363Just look at the other anons reply.>>84589417I wouldn't. Especially walking wallet. I have no interest in someone elses hard earned money. Rapist, depends honestly. If youre acting creepy, sure.
>>84589329This place fucks over both men and women. I'd tell you that what you're saying isn't true at all, but you won't believe me. That's what this place does to you. I have the same sort of view as you, that I'm too ugly to keep a woman around long term. Tbh I wish I could just keep a woman who feels like this. One of my exes felt the exact same way but of course at the end of the day she lost her attraction to me, while I would have given her the chance. That's the difference between you and most guys - you'll get a million chances and even if they don't work, you're going to use guys to feel better about yourself
>>84589792it's designed to be that way, women only have higher sexual frequency at very start of relationship or in threat of intersexual competition or they turn into neutral friendlike and half the time they don't keep up their body the same way they did when they were single. with relationship length women become sexually satisfied with very little sex where for men ~40s is the peak sexual drive age, so a lot of mismatch.
sex drive mismatch graph
I like posting graphs
Yes I enjoy ranking and evaluating women, I don't mean anything bad by it I am khhv who will never ever get a girl anyway
>>84589329Its tough and sometimes it feels like theres nothing but shit right outside the door, but have faith in yourself and for the better days, youll find the right partner for yourself and the future you want, peace be with u OP and all who are afflicted by the rough lonely daysThis is what I did for brekkie today
>>84589813I think we should both stop browsing.>Tbh I wish I could just keep a woman who feels like this. Why?>you're going to use guys to feel better about yourselfI wouldn't do that however. Id rather just be alone.>>84589821Youre giving me more reasons to just remain alone. These graphs are grim and reminds me that they only want young. Ahah i hope I die young and alone.>>84589950Why do you do it if you think you wont be in a relationship though? Why not just treat them as people? Why would you only see them with desire you believe wont ever be fulfilled?
>>84589979>picrelLooks solid but you should decorate your home to make it look more cozy. Fluorescent light is depressing.>youll find the right partner for yourself and the future you wantI dont think this is gonna be the case though. I'm probably gonna live a pretty average or shitty life, and my husban would probably lose attraction, and im probably going to be miserable and lonely.
>>84589329I feel the same way about women because I know they will only love me as long as I project strength in front of them and I am disguested by them because they strength and violence they love is the reason they don't choose men like me who would love them forever
>>84589329As a man who will only ever get put on a scale of how strong and nonchallantly bold or how insecure and withdrawn ick I can be, I hope there's someone out there who can love you for your vulnerabilities and your interests. Maybe, one day, me as well.
>>84589329>I cant just be a person strolling byFunny, because that's what you are to me.
