I still have feelings for my male friend who may still have eyes for my female friend. I thought about telling him but I remembered, a few months ago, he was exposed to the fact I have feelings for him by someone else, but never brought it up. I think he hates me now, he avoids me constantly and isn't the same as before he knew. It's just I want a relationship with him so bad, he's genuinely an amazing person, nice to everyone and funny along with the energy he brings into the room. Unfortunately, I know I'll never have a chance with him because I'm ugly, I wish I had my friend's face instead. It's not fair, she isn't even the slightest bit worried about him nor interested in him.
