Men will say nice things in front of my face but they will say things like im too awkward, stupid and lazy and mock me for hanging out with the other autist in my uni
>>84591133Do the autists mock you? They're the people whose opinions you could value, not the Chads. It hurts "mens"(sociopaths) feelings when you, the woman(The ultimate judge. The person whose glance turns you to stone or exalts you in society and determines if your genes survive) choose the loser over them. It hurts their egos. It humiliates them. It makes you seem like a freak, and it incentivizes them to treat you as such and as such lust after you more and grow increasingly more salty about it.Women determine what's good and bad in society these days. If you don't just want Chads dick, you're a threat to Chad and all the other women and they will attempt to reduce your status as a woman. They will attempt to defeminize you and ruin your reputation to ruin your authority as one of society's judges of success if you keep on this path. That, or they will get pissed off at your autist friends even more and directly try to compete with them.
Real question, what do women do in life if they are autistic/social misfits? At least men can join the military or work some niche blue collar job where everyone is a sociopath, retard or too exhausted to care. Is your only option volunteering at animal shelters?
>>84592238Me and my friend are both autistic girls and she studies to be a librerian and i study lenguage and she says that the environment is a lot more quiet than mine . So i lash out to my autistic classmate and we fuck when we feel frustrated
>>84591510That is a great analisis anon!! I just thought I was weird and off putting, me and the other autistic guy have a reputation but it wasn't always the case but I'm still pretty tierd anon, can i make it stop some how? No one in my clases is rlly chad everyone is a normi
>>84591133Theyre probably mocking you because you're an autistic tranny, and that is why you are awkward. You're just getting the reason a little mixed up.
>>84592462Is being Iberian that difficult you need a degree for it?
>>84592238I know several absolute girlfailures who are barely functional. They all have well adjusted boyfriends who will take care of them and support them forever. Autism is only really a problem if you're male.
>>84592554If I was a tranny it would be a lot easier bc I could blame it on that but im not and that bugs me out bc i can only blame it on mental illness
>>84592557It has more to do with irl archives and documents than books but she works to preserve that kind off stuff but she also worked as a librerian
>>84592566I would prefer to be dead than to rely on someone to that extent
>>84592462>has friends>has fuckbuddy>able to remain in a normie institution such as uni>is able express their own emotions with no apparent consequencesYeah get off my board.
>>84592510I only have problems. Not solutions. I'd advise reevaluating your situation from the perspective that you're not going to be in college forever.All I did was wait college out and focused on my studies. If I were a woman and in your position, I'd probably just socialized until I found somebody I liked and then made them my BF. The social games are dumb. Once you can say "I have a bf" though, most men fuck off, and the ones who don't are either only interested in your mind or only interested in havjbg sex with you and it's up to you to tell. You have the luxury to choose, so choose well. Nobody can truly take your gender away from you. Be polite and get to know lots of people so you cast a wide enough net until you find somebody you genuinely can love. Don't worry about what people think of you after they get to know you and decide to cut you off for status reasons. They'll be gone when you graduate. They'll try to ruin your status, but at the end of the day that clown show doesn't matter except for networking jobs. You'll get much more in the long run if you figure out what you enjoy, what career your looking for, and you get a strong foundation for a relationship with somebody. And if that's through refined autistic tastes then that's through refined autistic tastes. It's up to you. You have all the power here to choose to be the subject. You could even use that power to make other people into objects if you really wanted(lots of desprate people out there). So, don't choose to live your life like an object.Even as a guy, it's a mistake to live as if only other people can decide for you what you enjoy and think. It's a mistake to be a simp or to live only for a career or only as an athlete or only for sex. It's hypocritical to care so much about what others think about you and then not care at all about what you think about yourself. Do you somehow think you yourself can't have thoughts? Only other people can think?
