Anyone else doesn't care about anything in life just doing whatever he is doing without caring about anyone's opinion about anything, I'm not trying to fix my life as quickly as possible but I'm getting there slowly and taking my time, I simply don't care about anything so I'll take my time doing whatever I like without caring about relationships or friends, I'm just living without any nonconsensual noises in my life
>>84596595I get really bothered about my lack of skills sometimes
>>84596595...*sigh* you're on point
I'm in pathological apathy to the point it's materially ruined my life and keeps ruining it, but no, I'm deeply concerned and insecure about what people think about me and about what I do.
>>84596595I'm definitely not into the whole competitive vibe, and when I watch videos of normies and women at college or at work, it just highlights the gap between us. Neurodivergent people should play the game asymmetrically to counteract this instead of going along with the conventional gaslighting
>>84596617Thinking about what others think of me is a noise that I had to get rid of to be free thinking about what I want
>>84596653Is not being able to form friendships or relationships a sign of autism?
>>84596595aren't you tired of making the same fucking thread?
>>84596801It's my first day here
>>84596732No, for autism, it really has to be a lack of flexibility and the wiring in your brain that prevents you from fitting into normies structures , missing cues etc. Then again , autism is just a subset of neurodiversity you could be schizotypal or something else.
>>84596898So it's a sign of neurodiversity
For me, over two years, that feeling has turned into anhedonia. Nihilism and idleness. God help me pray for me saints
>>84597063That's better than being a faggot who follow the trends like a drone and have no understanding of living
