When did you give up on life exactly, for me it was the 7th grade when I tried really hard to make friends in middle school only to become an outcast and get bullied by the rich kids, and I also realised I'm really stupid and bad at every school subject at the same time, I believed in the "outcast= secretly smart" cope before that.
>>84596890I was really emo at around 22 and 23 and thought my life ended with me being a stupid khhv failure and it might end like that but recently I've been getting into some hopium, I've NEETed for an entire year, I've started to manifest some delusions about getting my shit together and do all the things I've been thinking about passively for decades
also semi related why is media pushing the "poor misunderstood school bully" trope when irl its always the rich snooby kids being the biggest bulliest and targeting the poorfags.
also also i really got into porn and I came across tranny porn and yaoi with made me think I was gay or BI and I didn't recover from that untill I was an adult.>>84596905good luck anon, just an advice don't try to start business with your family and don't fall for a real estate scam.
>>84596890When I went to college and realized nobody cares if you're socially awkward because you were homeschooled. They just see you're socially awkward and that discounts you from being normal and there's no excuse no be to no matter how shit you were forced to eat.
>>84596927THIS. The poor kids always treated me well, it was only the rich kids targeting and making fun of me.
>>84596890probably 20's when I went through a depression.
probably around 29-31
>>84597080later doomer lmao
finding out that classmates actually communicated with each other in the weekends.i don't think i've ever had a real friend before
