Were you at least happy as a kid? Did anybody love you?
>>84597652No and no. Life has been nothing but constant misery.
>>84597652moist people here had a bad childhood so this oft repeated question is forever in bad taste. mine was fine though.... just bring the girl next time
>>84597652i was bullied from ages 6-18 for being the smallest guy and autistic and i think it shaped who i am as a person desu...im 19 now and have no one
>>84597652i have no memory of my childhood but hey, if it was bad i probably woulda remembered it so it was probably alright
>>84597652>Were you at least happy as a kid? yes I had a pretty positive attitude toward things even when things weren't going well, not anymore >Did anybody love you?they would say they do but I don't think it's actually that wayit's more of a sunk cost falacy type of situation
>>84597652I had depression and suicidal ideation since childhood so no
>>84597652My parents threatened me constantly and did everything they could to crush every chance of happiness that came my way.
>>84597652Love might not even be a real thing, and I was briefly happy before realizing that. Then I grew up and everything vanished.
>>84597659your so spoiled baby lolyou need to be put in your place baby lol
>>84597652God ALWAYS loves me, at any moment. God is Immutable, Constant.
>>84597652Sure was. Many a trip to the local Blockbuster by myself since it was near enough it was considered safe by my parents.
>>84597652this thread just made me cry, i'm sorry to the anons that are hurting. life is so fucking unfair and cruel and i can't make any sense of it
> Were you at least happy as a kidAbsolutely not. My childhood was hell. Chronic disease very early, obvious signs of autism (I didn't speak until very late at school), abusive parents who not only beat me daily but also enforced strict rules such as no screen time whatsoever, no fiction book, forced to work under close watch. At school I was heavily bullied, think being beaten for minutes in front of school, spat on, stuff being broken or stolen, constant mockery, fake accusations, teachers forcing me to stay inside and then once forcing me to pick the shit that had been thrown at my back for an entire hour. Doctors didn't give a single fuck which made my health worse because my parents were too retarded for this
>>84597749if it makes you feel better, my life is a garbage heap NOW and most anons are doing FINE now
>>84597652Occasionally I was happy but I'd developed severe cripling depression by the time I was 13 thanks to my retarded parents. Everything since then has been downhill. I wish people like my parents were forcefuly sterilized so they couldn't inflict their retardation on children.
>>84598532don't cry because we hurt, cry because we no longer feel the hurt. I am a hollow man now
>>84597652>Were you at least happy as a kid? Did anybody love you?no to both because i didn't look like that, everyone just ignored me, if forced to interact with me they were clearly annoyed or even upset about it
>>84597652Damn the kid in the pic mogs me to hell and back he's kinda beautiful. brootal
>>84597652No nigger.Why the fuck do you think I'm on here.
I literally had selective mutism and would self isolate and go days without barely communicating with anyone but my parents. Then I found out about minecraft in 2012 when i was 11 then played that for hours and hours literally every day for the next 5 years only making the isolation worse. Going into adulthood I ended up decent thankfully, but yeah childhood was rough.
>>84597652>Were you at least happy as a kid?Nope. I was born crying and will never stop.
>>84597652Yeah, everybody who loved me wanted my pussy, either when I was older, or when I was young
No I was a sad fat little girl and everybody was extremely mean to me. I pictured myself as a horrible goblin child, but recently my family developed some instant cameras... and I was very sweet. Extremely light blonde hair, cherub face, always helping or being eager in my pics. I remember being so ugly and fat in my wizard costume as a kid but I looked so little. My family was so cruel to me. It's bizarre. I hate kids but I'd never treat a cute little girl like that. Gives me a lot to think about.
From 0-9 I was medium happy. I didn't know I was autistic yet, I just thought I was "weird" or like a werewolf or something. I had a tough time making friends, but my grandparents were nice to me and we did stuff together. Arcades were really popular and I was happy as hell if I got to spend $5 at the arcade on the weekend.Then they got fed up with my mother, moved away, and dumped me on her ass. She was (still is) an addict who was utterly incapable of raising anything, let alone a human being. Life has been a struggle since.
>>84597652>Were you at least happy as a kid? Somewhat. Though I was also miserable then too.Little did I know that they were indeed the best years of my life.My 22 years of adulthood since have been a long NEET and incel hell.>Did anybody love you?Yes. My folks, and grandpa. All dead now. I miss them. I wish I were with them.
>>84597652Thankfully the happiest era of my life, I remember dancing and singing in circles when it rained, I was taken care of by my grandmother and every summer used to be so much fun. The little town had everything, natural rivers where I took baths in after playing with my older cousins. A chaotic day scene that grew from the sprawling open flea market which covered half of the buildings of the town followed by the flashing lights and partying of the 2 week long night fair, the screams and the swinging steel are still alive in my mind.b
>>84597652I was happy as a kid. I stopped being happy when I got to middle school and I got relentlessly bullied. I got bullied in elementary school too but the hate started to flow when I was a young teen. My grandad loved me, the rest of my family tolerated me and when he died, I became alone.I'm still alone, I'm bitterer, people still disappoint me
>>84597652unlike most anons, I had a good childhood but still turned out as a loser
>>84599342woah you said a slur
>>84601232im sorry, i'll never say a bad word again.
>>84601232>board>siterly nigger?
>>84600450when was the first time somebody made a move on you?
>>84597652nobody has ever loved me>both parents were 40+ when they had me>earliest memories are of being beaten>screamed at daily>beaten if I didn't eat fast enough or if I left any crumbs on the plate (developed aversion to eating, am still underweight to this day)>beaten for sitting too close to the TV>beaten for biting my fingernails (parents never cut my nails when I was a baby)>never allowed to have friends over>screamed at for asking parents if I could have a birthday party>screamed at for playing with the other kids in our low income housing apartment building>screamed at for getting grades below 90%>bullied in school>developed schizoid/avoidant tendencies by the time I was 9>started brainstorming ways to kill myself when I was 11>sexually assaulted when I was 13>ugly friendless loser all throughout high school continuing into adulthoodMy dad had the classic boomer mindset of never teaching his son how to change a tire, then mocking and insulting his son for not knowing how to change a tire. Imagine that mindset applied to everything in life, cooking, cleaning, home maintenance, fixing things, social skills, everything. I didn't have any extended family, no uncles/grandparents, and I never did sports, so he was all I had for a role model.I thank God every day for inventing the internet because Let's Players on youtube in 2009 basically raised me and were the closest things I had to friends growing up.
>>84601331I hate parents who don't teach their kids anything.
>>84599376oh wow i relate to this a lot.. im 19 now but throughout highschool and stuff i was selectively mute, for 2 years i basically didnt talk to anyone other than my parents.that + autism + covid during puberty has cucked my social skills.. and now i dont really have any friends
>>84597652>Were you at least happy as a kid?NO. MY PARENTS WERE OK BUT SOMETHING ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD MADE ME ACT OUT LIKE A FAGGOT FOR A LONG TIME LOLALWAYS FELT THIS WEIRD MELANCHOLY SINCE I WAS A KIDFORTUNATELY I'VE GOTTEN OVER THAT AND GREW INTO THE MASTER OF GIBBITUDE AND CAPTAIN OF CRUELTY YOU SEE BEFORE YOU TODAY
>>84597652My childhood was the most unhappy time in my life, it was pure torture. I spent the entirety of it in self imposed isolation because every other kid just played football or rode bikes, I was never taught to do either of them so I could never hang out with them. It was brutal and painful. Being lonely during childhood is pure physical and mental torture.
>>84597652Only person that showed me any love was my grandmother who's been dead almost 20 years. My parents didn't really hug me much and weren't as involved in my life as they were my sister's. My last happy years were probably '98-2000
>>84602644As for the 2nd question, my family was not too bad but I still felt the lack of love. My dad was pretty autistic and I always felt like he disliked me deep down, he sort of ignored me. My mom treated me in a very toxic way, showering me with compliments when I did something good but calling me retard or saying she should have aborted me when I did something wrong (even simple things like homework). Both my parents had that attitude, I had to do things right first try or they would insult me and tell me to give up (reason why I never learned to ride a bike, my uncle bought me one but I obviously couldn't ride it at first so my parents just told me I wasn't good enough and I should stop embarassing myself like a dumbass). They did not contemplate the idea of a kid learning to do things, it was first try or nothing. As for the rest of my family, from my mom's side my uncle was pretty cool and gave me lots of gifts/videogames (which ended up damaging me in the long run so I can't say he *cared* about me) while my grandpa became alcoholic after my grandma died and didn't talk to me anymore. From my dad's side they were all mentally ill and hated me since I was born so I never cared about them.
>>84602149My dad abandoned me and my mom never taught me anything and now she complains that I'm lost.I'm trying my best and it feels like I have no one on my side. My sister constantly treats me like I should have never been born and there's nothing I can do because she threatens me every time I retaliate
>>84601331The Internet raised me too and it's been my primary source of knowledge. It's my solace
>>84597652>Were you at least happy as a kid? Sometimes>Did anybody love you?Yeah
>>84601331Some people should not be allowed to have kids. I am so sorry this has happened to you anon, I hope you are doing better today.
