I just realized there are an infinite amount of porn out there that I consider 10/10 and will never quench my hoarding compulsion. There is no winning. Only death. But if I delete it all, they're lost to the void. Perhaps forever, the way the internet is shitting itself. I wasted so much of my life searching and collecting. Why? Why!
There are men living right now that don't know the plight of porn addiction.
>>84598505there's no such thing as 10/10 porn.Porn can't reach levels of being 10/10 in any way except depravity.The problem with porn is that it never can come close to what God's design. It's like comparing candy to a 3 michelin star meal.
Try daily 1000mg of NAC for compulsive behavior.
what a stupid waste of time
>>84598505Because life is pain and it's a powerful escape.
>>84598505I have it worse than you because I can't even hoard, even if I find a 10/10 video I can't nut to anything twice. Novelty addict but also strict standards for what is Perfect.
>>84599607God I thought I was the only retard that could never fap to the same porn twice, even shit I find magical or beautiful, I'll watch it again but not to fap
>>84599304I used to scour multiple porn sites, subreddits, and 4chan threads looking for videos that look like my gf to find proof of her cheating. Both as a daily routine and occasionally binges if I found a new promising lead. Now I broke up with her months ago and I still can't stop. In fact I think the obsession is getting worse. >>84599300Does this shit work for real because I am the most compulsive son of a bitch walking the earth today
>>84599622What's the worse that can happen, it works?
>>84599665No, because then I would be cured. The worst that can happen is what happened: I never find anything and develop an easily 10+ hour a week porn hunting ritual feeling like I have to dig deeper and if I ever stop for a single day I will Miss It.
>>84598505Losing shit to the void is good. Where one organism dies, it gives space for other things to flourish. The way you're feeling, sounds like you need to put your mind off porn. If you play guitar, try to learn every song you consider a 10 or close to it. Don't stop jacking off, I deleted my collection 3 years ago and I still find new shit worth a nut everyday, it won't be that bad. You won't even notice it
