how do i cope with being forever alone im only 22 and i get constantly rejected since 10 yearsi even trooned out and expanded my dating pool to menno success eitheri already do daily drugs and doomscrolling jesus helps but like its only bearable like living with aids you can do it but it sucksi think once i have a better apartment im gonna take the dogpill and date a chill doglabrador maybeits so over for me nothing fixes my pain i tried everything pcp,flakka,heroin,meth,benzos 70+ substances but nothing makes me happy long termcurrently on the sobriety grind its alright
>>84602220>i already do daily drugs>currently on the sobriety grind its alrightwhich one is it then?
>>84602328currently its the sobriety grind the past week or so i just take my medsi mean in general i just do drugs all the time to cope
>>84602341i wish cool party drugs still worked for me. i'm convinced i have some serotonin and dopamine issues since drugs affecting them feel extremally dulled.how tall are you and how much do you weigh? why do you think you're alone?
>>84602368i have 3 Brothers 2 of them are dead and the other one lives 700km away thats like 300 miles or something in burger unitsi live at my grandparents house but i also have a shitty 1 room apartment with paper thin walls where i can daily hear my lesbian neighbours fuck only 1 matress on the floorsince 18 i worked as a garbage man and i always came home from 8h Shift of hard work into empty 1 room apartment no gf no friends i quit and went homeless because i didnt care enough it was easier to be homeless than deal with 100 mental issues while trying to function this repeated multiple times till my grandma was nice enough to let me live with heri think im alone because i have no one to talk to and always get rejected im 183cm and 64kgthats like 6' and 130lbsi still feel very much alive and feel every emotion despite or maybe because of drug use
