i have a prime twink body but im extremely neurotic/bpd and in practice kind of hate men, like i'm very attracted to big strong men but hate their essence in the way intelligent feminists do

Butt sex stinks
Ugh, I know, I know! so vanilla and boring yeah yeah... I just don't want shit on my dick is all

I'm too self conscious, not being attracted to a cute boy but of everything, because of this I have been completely isolated with no personal connections for a long time

>>84605708
I wonder how my mom would feel if she knew I watched a 40 second long gay sex video without blinking

>>84605708
Love cute guys like this, and they're so drawn to me it's crazy. Thank god for being hot and bi.

>>84605753
idk about you but I kinda liked it

>>84605753
I mean you couldn't even tell it was gay sex until he came up and you saw the flat chest

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>>84605708
Is it just me or is there more gay threads popping up in recent times?

>>84605708
I'm not gay but I've had sex with men and I am not gay so I dont want to date no man. I would have sex with a man that looks like a woman but never date one with emotions and a relationship

>>84605708
god i wish i was that twink, it would complement my personality so much better than my 6'4 pseudochad body
the lord is cruel

>>84605708
I love round little bubble butts so much it's unreal

>>84605708
No sacue nigga?

>>84605708
not gay but into femboy like vidrel. I want to have my first kiss and lose my virginity to the person I am sure will be my future wife / husband

>>84605708
I'm a dumb little bubble butt faggot like this and have men lining up to drill me. Feels so good when I hear they gooned over my twink ass despite being straight

>>84606216
kill yourself faggot. fat unloveable faggot nigger.

>>84606694
>I'm a dumb little bubble butt faggot
Proof?

>>84605708
Cuz I'm fugly, and socially retarded. Missed that shit and like >>84605745 I'm kinda crazy and I don't like people that much.

>>84605745
>Intelligent feminists
Kek

im thinking of shaving my head and taking steroids (im already muscular from lifting weights since i was 15) and wearing my black biker jacket again but only towards the end of my 40's. but theres only one guy i want and i think he's a little preoccupied right now. as luck would have it he does have a thing for old men. and by then id have more leverage to get what i want from him. why not now? i look down on all other men and get nothing from having sex with one - though its not like i couldnt. hes the only one i want.

>>84606791
Don't push your body to extremes for one person. Take some supplements and bioidentical testosterone and get in shape.

>>84605708
I'm claiming him as my royal concubine in the harem. Full of stacies who will sissify his weak twink soul daily. Every cute boy like him gets harvested, feminized, and bred into my harem drones.

>>84605708
because i'm too reserved and mentally ill. i am vaguely cutesy and a lot of men have found me attractive and i could easily get laid but probably not a substantial relationship and hookups just sound like humiliation rituals. according to many i have serial killer or mass shooter vibes and my mannerisms make others not want to be around me for long

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>>84606843
im already very muscular. the steroids are basically just to take a nicer selfie for him and i think i have a pretty good read on what things gay men want.

>>84605708
Because I could never convince myself that they actually care about me. Feel like a disgusting monster majority of the time, see too many demoralization campaigns, and just scared of stds and how dirty sex is. Unfortunately my best life is the one where I killed myself back in middle school because I'm just a hollow shell that just wants to be noticed and acknowledged but never will because of so many circumstances I can't change

>>84606952
of course they don't care about you lmao

>>84605708
Even gays only have sex with chad now

>>84606978
Yea that's true, but I was meaning both sexually and emotionally with the former being a little more likely than the latter.

>>84605708
I wish I could hold his hand as he gets fucked like that while they both bully me for being a sexless permavirgin loser

>>84605708
I had hot gay dream last night. Never tried it IRL tho I love playing with my ass.

>>84605708
im severly shy and avoidant, no friends, no positives, mentally ill paranoid, so i think im just gonna die alone. i downloaded grindr just out of curiousity to see if there was cute guys in my area and there wasn't really any my type (femboy/twinks) and if there was anyways I'd puss out since im a loser neet khhv with nothing to offer. I don't even care about the sex, i just want to hold someone and die together. i was destined to be a loner

>>84605708
Because I feel like going out and fucking random dudes on grindr is probably not a good thing. If I would judge a woman for doing hookups I would also judge myself. Equally at this point I've not had any action anyway so maybe I should just throw in the towel and go for it.

Bro I am a true hermaphrodite and the extra progesterone just causes a mental lapse where fractions of my DNA produce surface embolisms, which I watch cited in a legal predicament constantly. And then AI came up with a scenario where DNA weapons can be reflected by not interacting with chimeras and extinguishing their life with anti-psychotics. And then we realized citing nazi medical journals was wrong, but for some reason the IRS can't award me with a feminine cum swallower because they think it will reprogram AI decisions. Hopefully all the medicine has been made before I'm technical obscelescence

>>84605708
cuz I'm just too weird for people. I always heard from my friends that someone I liked was attracted to me but just found me off-putting.

>>84605708
because i am not white and i do not have a bbc.

all the decent fem gays ive come across are white and asian and they ONLY WANT WHITE (especially the asians. it's a bit weird desu). i cant even attract size queens because i do not have the size.

>>84605708
Thats a cute video. I want to chop my tits of and live my life as a gay man. It seems more fun than being a woman

>>84608595
Ay why you want to chop your tits off you know yoh will never be a man

>>84608652
I can be a man. Tits are stupid

>>84605708
I genuinely dont even know where you find cute boys online anymore. 4chan is dead pretty much, x is filled to the brim with underage people who will try to trap you to the point you wonder if they are feds trying to honeypot you, and reddit is just onlyfans spammers and ridiculous size queens, im talking they demand you be literally 11 inches. Used to be so easy to find people to fuck around with online.

>total sub with 0 regard for my own pleasure, I feel like any horny guy in the world could use a friend like me
>don't want to be promiscuous, want to have just 1 guy and please him sometimes
>too terrified to seek it out because I'm afraid of getting outed or getting dragged into some horrid drama or a guy thinking I'm gross

>>84605708
i really wish i looked like this but i dont : (

>>84608837
do you look like the bottom in the op? if so you could easily find someone you would like.

>>84608920
why don't you? a considerable amount of men with a little bit of work can look like this

>>84605708
im short, skinny fat, with small dick but i want to top, and bottoms are usually size queens that want big man with big everything. it's hard to find someone whom i like who likes me back, so im not even looking anymore.

>>84608957
im fat ugly loser actually so i dont look like that waahhhh

>>84605708
>gay
I am
>gay man
I am not

>>84609042
so i ask again, why don't you? lose some weight, remove hair and you will.

>>84605708
is there any more gay porn like this? I'm not feeling full of gaycel rage this afternoon

>>84605708
wish more gay porn was like this, cute femboy/twink gets railed by a manly dude. too much gay porn is 2 normal looking dudes fucking and its gross

>>84609061
BECAUSE IM A LOSER RETARD FUCKKK

>>84609124
ur a fake gay.

>>84609149
no i can just self insert easier when its a cute twinky femboy instead of some guy

>>84609158
suck my cute Twink dick! if u like hairy men then you'd love two hairy guys fucking! Straight guys like lesbians fucking, but only when they aren't acting like the opposite sex. You want two guys to act unmanly, you like lesbians, unless u r a gay woman, you are straight.

>>84609149
how does that make him fake gay? a large part of the top-bottom dynamic for many gays involves masculine-feminine polarity.

>>84609265
I mean what he's saying is that he wouldn't watch lesbian porn as a straggot. I don't tolerate that intolerance bro.

I have a job, so I'm at work during peak fucking hours. But I don't have a car, so I can't go anywhere even on my days off (Tuesdays and Wednesdays).

>>84609178
nta btw, but also twink bottom
Equating masc on twink porn to lesbian porn is one of the wildest leaps in logic I've heard. Seeing someone who looks like you getting fucked is obviously hot because you can almost literally see yourself in that situation.
I don't mind masc on masc personally because I feel a lot of masc on twink is designed to appeal to tops rather than bottoms and masc on masc is more balanced. I self insert as the bottom, but I wanna see the top as well because that's who I want to be fucked by, instead it always just shows the bottom which is boring to me.

AVPD + living in a homophobic shithole
After cutting ties with my parents (who can fuck themselves) im intent on leaving here.
According to rehab room and so on, my smv as a fag is supposedly higher than that of a foid. Which is a strange thought since I get treated like an insect in my day-to-day life. The idea someone would ever like me and want to be with me seems impossible.

>>84606013
You are closeted.

>>84606867
>shitskin thinks he's attractive
I can smell you through the screen and am gagging. Hoply shit (pun intended), brown men are disgusting.
>roids
Please do so you can die of a heart attack ASAP due to when you inevitably abuse and misuse them.
>what gay men want
We whites definitely don't want browns like you. Get off the dating apps. Get off Grindr. Go make your own app for your own kind.

>>84605708
Im not gay but I want to experience a love life with a cute twink what does that make me

>>84609758
Bisexical

>>84605708
i wish i could be the pounder and the pounded, but im too scared of strangers plus might get STDs

>>84609549
would you say the webm in op appeals significantly more to tops than bottoms, or is it somewhat balanced?

>>84610140
Skews a bit more to the top gaze especially when it zooms in, but not hugely, you can see the top well enough and he interacts with the bottom a bit which is nice. I think stuff that is aimed at tops is almost filmed like how straight porn is where it will generally always just show the woman and cut out the guy as much as possible, except ofc it's both guys.

>>84605708
I'm a mentally ill aspie with a kinda small dick and out of shape body

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Gayanons,

Enjoy your fecal incontinence.

>>84610673
small price to please by nigger bvll owner

>>84605708
This clip makes me want to transition. I look the same as the bottom but have some tits. I want to be a twink.. men can be so cool sometimes

>>84605708
i'm actually getting some in like a week
have no idea how I got lucky but the guy I'm banging genuinely looks like the guy (left) in your pic

on the other hand, I look like a fat blob

>>84610673
wtf how much buttsex do you need to have to literally destroy your ass after just 5 years?

>>84608957
why would you tell such an egregious lie just like that?

>>84610945
As a guy who looked like left when younger, the fatter and blobbier you get, the more luck you'll have.

Is it true that there are more bottoms than tops? Like it's very easy for tops to get sex?

>>84610996
I feel like there's levels to twinkdom
There's you guys who genuinely love fat greasy fucks because daddy issues
and then there's the other side who grew up with a loving father so they genuinely only want 5%bf slim fit guy

>>84610996
>>84610945
hypothetically, where would a sort of blob go to acquire this, that doesn't involve plastering yourself on Grindr or whatever?
asking for a friend

>>84605708
because im a gaycel and i look like a man and not a femboy

>>84611067
I actually get along great with my dad. I just like extremes, so I would go for muscular guys, FUBs, and/or big dicks. Bigger the better in all those cases. Now I'm married to a woman so those days are behind me anyway lol

>>84611079
Doublelist, grindr, maybe >>>/soc/. You don't need to post your face publicly, just your body pics. But it's been years since I looked for guys so maybe it's changed now.

>>84605708
i trooned out and left mogs me to oblivion, every day it gets harder and harder to not rope

>>84605708
I'm losing weight so I can look like the boy in the picture. Only issue is that I am 34. Im wondering whether its over for me? I dont really... look like a young person anymore. I mean I'm part Asian so I have really soft skin. My brother always jokes saying my skin is more like a girls than a man. It's just that... idk. my face looks aged.

>>84611175
You don't need to look like a pornstar or filtered instagrammer or whatever. Sounds like you look cute IRL. You won't have trouble finding men.

>>84611175
i think getting old is about leaning into something. i forget which psychologist talks about this a lot but he says getting old is about turning into a character and making the world into a stage for your little character. i dont know what yours is but find it.

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>>84611214
I hope so... I want a man to use me like in the OPs video. I'm currently 154lbs and my goal is 130lbs and I'm 167cm height

>>84605708
Lads, PLEASE give me the sauce

>>84611267
I'm friends with a 37 y/o Asian guy with a similar hairstyle and he still pulls off the look at 5'8" (173cm) 140ish lbs. His face is more angular but still looks striking and hot. I know multiple bi guys who lust for him lol. You'll be fine.

>>84611267
>130lbs and I'm 167cm height
now your talking bb

>>84611175
i will plap you

>>84611267
>167cm? part Asian? smooth skin? my age? sounds cute, maybe I should hit anon up...
>mfw I realize I don't look like the top and would get cold feet

>>84611263
that sounds real but i would probably add the caveat that getting older is about learning how to be yourself. everyone has limitations, but you can make up for it by being unapologetically you.

i think i was more judgemental at a younger age because i expected (correctly) that other people my age would judge me, but when you're old everyone is jaded and been knocked down some pegs, so you tend to just accept everyone

>>84611175
same but i am a ytoid so i have to take estrogen

>>84605708
Meeting up with guys was the first time I felt like a normal human being, I didn't have to worry about saying the wrong thing, giving others the ick, oversharing, none of that, but I know damn well it's because I'm attractive enough that people can look past that.
I keep wondering what will happen when I inevitably age, will I get proven wrong or will I be right?
I guess I'm lucky enough to have a window of time where I can chill and not worry about sperging out, but it also made my view of people that much more bleak because people could've been kind to me, there just wasn't an immediate benefit to it like there is for now.

>>84610673
>in diapers by age 21
yjk this dude was getting gaped by massive dildos for 12 hours a day

>>84605708
that's nani right?
or am I getting my gay pornstars mixed up?

>>84605745
>intelligent feminists
this nigga man...

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>>84611302
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>>84611361
Thanks. I just want to be attractive... I wasted my younger years trying to chase women and they never really liked me.

>>84611835
>wasted my younger years trying to chase women
That's been my biggest hang up from exploring this kind of relationship. Both in terms of wasted youth/looks, and second guessing myself if it I really feel this way or its just due to a lack of success

>>84612005
It helps to have a "girl friend" who makes it very clear you will never be with a girl

>>84611835
>>84612005
I think it's more the other way around. You have less success with women because your instincts are to do be submissive and feminine.

>>84612093
>You have less success with women because your instincts are to do be submissive and feminine.
That's true. Women can smell it a mile away. They only like dominant men.