Anonymous
05/20/26(Wed)12:48:26 No.84610552

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Anonymous 05/20/26(Wed)12:48:26 No.84610552

I don't blame women for being gold diggers. My mother was not a gold digger. She had me with a schizo guy on decent money but then left him only a few years after I was born. Then she got with a guy who hasn't had a payrolled job since the late 80s. Her not being a gold digger ruined our lives. I hate being poor. I hate that I spent my childhood moving between rented apartments time and time again. I hate that we can barely pay our mortgage now. I hate that I can't NEET without feeling guilty, or that I have to pay all of my meagre gibs to support mortage so I literally never have any money.
>just be a wageslave bro
All the entry level jobs are done by jeets or 19 year olds that companies can pay nothing. I am pushing 30, am mentally ill, and have nothing to offer. Even if I get hired, I will likely fuck it up. If I was in a financially secure family, maybe I would focus on building a skill like coding and spending time getting a decent job, but when you are living hand to mouth and in constant fight or flight mode, it is impossible to get good at anything.

If my mother had been a gold digger, I'd be living in a big house, not a shitty apartment. I'd not feel guilty NEETing. I'd have time and energy to study for something actually decent. I could enjoy my gibs for myself. I wouldn't feel in a constant state of depression and self hate and anxiety. My mother hates her life, I hate my life. I can do nothing to help because I am a mentally ill, poverty stricken, useless charity case. Women who get with rich guys are smart, they are using their pussy card to have a decent life. They are also securing a better future for their child. If you were not born into poverty, you will never understand the pain. I don't care if you are a KHHV ugly incel (like I am too btw). Poverty is worse. I'd rather be a financially stable incel than a slayer poorfag. Unfortunately, I have the worst of both worlds anyway.

Anyway, I got through today without slitting my wrists, so thats good.