Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supporta little bit late edition hey>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links :DD>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84656837>>How are you doing today?got some call backs on jobs. So it's getting hopeful again.>>Any plans for today?just finishing BHA.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?Just the usual.>>84656837hi cat, how you doing?
woohoo>>84656837>heyhey>a little bit latetruehow are you cat??>How are you doing today?my day was good :Dhow was yours?i lost track on the threads but here we goi went to the libraries yesterday! it was a really nice walk and i found nice things in each library
>>84651592>The only glitch so I really ended up liking was TADC and it took a few episodes.seems like most of their shows need some time to win people over. haven't tried tadc, but i see it a lot on /co/.>i thought it was supposed to be digital version of old stock motion cartoons with gross out logic. Not much more to it.that's probably it. alright proof of concept, but i'm not sure there's a show in there. maybe i'll be proven wrong. we'll see.>It looks like another cute robot girl show?pretty much, i guess. are there a lot of those? only one i can recall is my life as a teenage robot. there's probably been a few since that came out. ^^' murder drones is a bit more violent than usual, i'd say.>I actually ended up liking a lot of the fights.i dropped the show, too. can't even say why other than that i don't think i'm a battle shonen guy. i just watch until a certain point and then just stop. it's a bad habit of mine.>>84651651>its just some high school romi see, i see. i watched a few episodes of one of those as well. how was it called again... i think it was school rumble. got 2 dvds on a hunch and enjoyed them, but nevet watched more..just gave them to a friend and he got really into it.>prolly cuz i watched it shortly after i got cheated on as a way of copingthat makes lot of sense. just the right kind of distraction during a difficult time. sorry that happened to you.>thats where im fromit's a small world. i'm from nrw, close to the dutch border.>>84656837>a little bit late editioninsert gandalf quote about not being late here.>heyhi catbro! you doing good? i had quite the regular day. just went to work and that's about it. nothing noteworthy happened there. just a lot of post-holiday chaos that needed to be dealt with.>>84657058>got some call backs on jobs. So it's getting hopeful again.let's gooo! :D hope something comes off it. any job you'd like to get in particular?>just finishing BHAhow much left?
Hello everyone. Hope you're all well.I had a pretty mixed day again. My paranoia flared up again, but I also played Lego Fortnite with my friend and that was good fun.I'm also possibly going to buy a microphone for my computer after putting it off for over a decade.>>84650325>>84650267>but hard to get here and i'm pretty much in the minorityWe can celebrate our solitary mug moments together.>maybe i should place some water bowl in front of those. heard that helps.Depends on how humid it is where you are. It'll help a lot if it's <30%, over 50% and it'll be useless or make things worse. Put some ice in it if you go down that route.>>84650396>Bought tickets for another small event i'm interested in and finally got the dog out for a walkWhat event are you thinking of attending?Also I had no idea you had a dog (or possibly just forgot) what breed is it?>>84657058Best of luck with the jobs! Hopefully they go somewhere.>>84651592>I'm trying to make a video where I just explain a book without directly spoiling it.I see. Maybe you could change the scope a bit and analyse the themes in the book?
>>84656837Any women on here who want to be saved? Im tall and white.
>>84657354Sorry anon, we all have peckers.
>>84657242hi dinon!>hope you're all wellyup. day was alright. just very hot again, but that's about it.>I had a pretty mixed day again. My paranoia flared up againsorry to hear. anything that triggered it? >I also played Lego Fortnite with my friend and that was good fun.yay! \o/ is lego fortnite any different from regular fortnite?>going to buy a microphone for my computeri've watched a guy on youtube who talks about what equipment actually makes a difference when it comes to bang for your buck. he also made some vids on microphones and headphones. should o see if i can find them?>after putting it off for over a decade.same , but i did that with the whole computer. ^^>We can celebrate our solitary mug moments together.it's been ages since i drank any. where did i get it from? have to check in the super market and maybe at the gas station. i think it was the gas station.>It'll help a lot if it's <30%, over 50% and it'll be useless or make things worse. Put some ice in it if you go down that route.hm. thanks for the tip. it feels rather dry here, but maybe i should check before i commit to anything. i put some on the windowsill once and it all evaporated.
>>84657058helo :]>call backs on jobs. So it's getting hopeful again.\o/that's very nice, hope you snag a nice one>finishing BHA.has it been a good watch?>how you doing?alright I'm not sore or anything form yesterdays ride :3I just relaxed at home today >>84657176heyoo ^^>how are you cat??good c:just relaxing watching ytubehbu?>my day was good :Dwoa :0glad to hear that!!what did u do? something nice happened??> i found nice things in each librarysounds nice you got any books?>>84657236hey hey!>quote about not being late here.hehe ^^>you doing good?yep not sore or anything just watching stuff now>a lot of post-holiday chaos that needed to be dealt with.well hopefully it wasn't too annoying how is your evening are you playing the crab again?>>84657242hiya!!>Hope you're all well.I am :3>My paranoia flared up againI feel like it comes in waves it gets worse and then it gets better >but I also played Lego Fortnite? like lego in fortnie?> putting it off for over a decade.that's a damn long time you can get a basic cheap one if you don't really want one
>>84656837First day of vacation! (picrel)>How are you doing today?doin pretty good just a bit exhausted TwT>Any plans for today?had a long n rough day today so for now im just gonna lay in bed, knit and listen to some music>When was the last time you hurt yourself?2 days ago>Why did you hurt yourself?memories n isolation. memories came up from when i was still with my ex.. >Is there anything bothering you right now?everything huuuurts TwT we arrived and instantly went hiking for a whole day
>>84657797>yep not sore or anythingthat's good. not burned, either? btw, how's your push up progression going?>just watching stuff nowanything interesting? i'm bored and can't find stuff to watch.>well hopefully it wasn't too annoyingjust kept me busy. i'd be less busy though if other people would remember to do certain tasks. when i walked out i saw that the trashcans needed to be taken outside and luckily i still had my food in the door. don't have the keys for that. we already forgot to take out the paper-trashcans two times now...>how is your evening are you playing the crab again?i finished it today. beat the main boss and tied up some loose ends. there's still an ng+ mode and some achievements to get, but i'm good for now. just watching nonsense on youtube for now.>>84657852>First day of vacation! (picrel)nice view! :D are you having a good time?>doin pretty good just a bit exhausted TwThiking on a hot day does that to you. just make sure you stay hydrated, ok?>just gonna lay in bed, knit and listen to some musicknitting seems to be a popular hobby again. what are you working on? and what's playing?>memories came upmust have been rough. hope you can put that aside for now and enjoy your vacation.>everything huuuurts TwT we arrived and instantly went hiking for a whole daythat's brutal. i know what you're going through, though. reduced the weights i use for my workouts and went for speed and reps. turns out that can leave you quite sore as well. (^-^;)
>>84657797>goodglad to hear!>hbu?fine fine i was relaxing too, now i'm going to bed>what did u do? something nice happened?uhh it was a calm day and at the noon i just sat in the living room and picked a book i felt like i wanna read, i had other books but i picked one certain book for some reasonaaaand i read like 48 pages or so, i had fun (even though i kinda ignored the fact that i started reading a different novel 3 weeks ago and had to stop cuz of exams, and yet i decided to start reading another one.. but hey atleast i had fun)>you got any books?the thing is... i found a book a really wanted to buy... and it was cheap for some reason.. and i had the money to buy it.. i just didnt..ehhh anyways did you have any bikerides recently?if i had a bike, some things could've been way easier cuz i need to walk alot to reach some places, but i think walking is good for my health anyways
>>84658064>are you having a good time?yesss i love it :D yes, there might be nothing interesting here but like, the view, the silence and the nature feels so peaceful..>just make sure you stay hydratedyup! alr chugged like... 3 liters today>what are you working on?making some arm warmers rn :3>and what's playing?currently listening to starting over - LSD and the search for god> turns out that can leave you quite sore as >well.yeaa back when i used to hit the gym almost daily i was sore as fuck... and i had to walk home for 45 mins..
>>84657176What sorts of things did you find in your libraries?>>84657437>just very hot again, but that's about itIt's getting hot here too, and it'll probably be a constant 30-40C until about October, so I'll be living like a mole person for a while.>anything that triggered it?Yes. In a way I'm glad that it's not completely unfounded this time. >is lego fortnite any different from regular fortnite?Yes, very. It's like a survival game like Minecraft or Rust. Pretty comfy and worth a try.>should o see if i can find them?Thanks, that would be helpful. Right now I'm eyeing up a slightly premium-ish Chinese one.>where did i get it from?The local version of Amazon. This seems to be a new listing because I tried buying it like a year ago.>maybe i should check before i commit to anythingOnce it gets this hot humidity starts making it feel even hotter.>>84657797>I feel like it comes in waves it gets worse and then it gets betterIt seems to. Now it seems to just happen if I see something that triggers it, rather than just thinking myself into it. The best course of action might be to just stop browsing /r9k/, or hide the entire catalog save for this thread.>? like lego in fortnie?Like the Lego Fortnite game mode. It's its own little thing that's a bit like Minecraft.>you can get a basic cheap one if you don't really want oneI might do that but I'm worried it's a buy nice or buy twice kind of thing.>>84657852That's a very nice view!Pain aside, was the hike fun, at least?
>>84657852hello cool mountaings >pretty good just a bit exhausted TwTat least you'll sleep well ^^>now im just gonna lay in bed, knit and listen to some musicsounds great!btw how have your gloves turned out?>everything huuuurts TwThehe^^just wait for tomorrow's day of hiking >>84658064>not burned, either?skin is sorta red but ir doesn't hurt on anything >how's your push up progression going?just doing them as close to every day as I can ^^>bored and can't find stuff to watch.ooo here !https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ok9U1Y4AgZMthere are cool vids on this channel alsohttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tNgKSwsOr8E>saw that the trashcans neededgrrr well I feel as long as you know doing their work for them they might just continue not doing it>good for now.time to find another gamemaybe form the same creators>>84658075>glad to hear!thanks and I'm not sore or anything after my ride>fine i was relaxing too, now i'm going to bedhope you sleep well and have nice dreamss ~w~>decided to start reading another one.. but hey atleast i had funthat's okay you actually don't have to finish any book, maybe you just read whatever you feel like reading and if stumble on another book just read thatit's not like you'll run out of books >and i had the money to buy it.. i just didnt..>ehhheh you can always but it another dayat least it's a good excuse to go out on a walk again ^^ >did you have any bikerides recently?yep yesterday :Da 100kn one>some things could've been way easierprobably do you know how to ride a bike?
>>84658234>Pain aside, was the hike fun, at least?yup! it was awesome :D
>>84658239>at least you'll sleep well ^^trueeee im really exhausted qwq>btw how have your gloves turned out?only finished one so far, its at home tho...>just wait for tomorrow's day of hiking yeah its gonna be a torture..
>>84658234>just stop browsing /r9k/, or hide the entire catalog save for this thread.yep that's probably the best thing to do>It's its own little thing strangeee I'm gonna look at it>it's a buy nice or buy twice kind of thing.eeeh idk I sometimes think like that and then it's a buy never situation and I would've been better off with the cheaper thing if I don't necessarily need it
>>84658260>really exhausted qwqwell then hopefully you have a restful sleel!and some nice dreams on top of that >only finished one so far, its at home tho...ooh and whatcha been knitting on your trip now>yeah its gonna be a torture..XwX maybe you could stay at whatever place you're staying for the day?
>>84658287>hopefully you have a restful sleel!>and some nice dreams on top of that tysm!!!>whatcha been knitting on your trip nowmaking some arm warmers right now :3>maybe you could stay at whatever place >you're staying for the day?yeah.. ill probably stay home the day after tmr..
>>84657236>haven't tried tadcIt's actually a pretty good "I have no mouth and I must scream" story with a lot of refrences to modern ai. Like Cain generates a resturant with absurd pricing. >are there a lot of those?I feel like there must be. I think a lot of anime technically count. Like alita, the og ghost in a shell manga before the movie. > i can recall is my life as a teenage robot.I think this is the main one that was on my mind.I don't remember much of that show. I think it was all right.>i dropped the show, too. I think I dropped BHA around the villian v liberation front arch. I don't even know why. I remember liking the school festival filler arch for what it was. The arch i left on was the better arch that season. I guess a lot of nothing was happening in between.>can't even say why other than that i don't think i'm a battle shonen guy. Most the fights in the show boil down to "punch harder" anyways. It gets better, but the last few seasons is mostly fights.>how much left?just finished season 7, so one left.>hope something comes off it. any job you'd like to get in particular?I got one for a plant. that's probably the best so far.>>84657437>just very hot againyeah this whole summer is basically stuck at 90F here.>>84657797>has it been a good watch?It has. The show has a shot gun approach to story telling. There's enough happening that if you aint into one, there's still something else.>I just relaxed at home today That's good. You need to be all healed for the next long trip!>>84657242hi anon>Hopefully they go somewhere.I really hope so. Otherwise I'll have non stop check ins.>I also played Lego FortniteIs there a lego verson of everything these days?>Maybe you could change the scope a bit and analyse the themes in the book?that's normally what I end up doing irl, but it's like a mine feild if I'm going complete non spoiler. Maybe there's a middle ground where I pull it off.
>>84658075oh! hi rem! i think i missed your post earlier in the thread. D: need to pay more attention to the names.>i'm going to bedsleep well!>>84658103>yesss i love it :Dthat's what i want to hear. :>>there might be nothing interesting here but like, the view, the silence and the nature feels so peaceful..honestly, that's the only way i can enjoy a vacation. the more remote and away from everything the better. i think i'm a hermit at heart.>alr chugged like... 3 liters todaygood job!>making some arm warmers rn :3i'm sure you can put them to good use. at least in a few months. your arms are probably warm enough right now.>currently listening to starting over - LSD and the search for godi'll put in on the (play)list. >back when i used to hit the gym almost daily i was sore as fuck... and i had to walk home for 45 mins..damn. that's what i call dedication. i tried the gym a few times, but turns out it's not for me. i prefer working out at home or outside with some friends. glad it's getting warmer again.>>84658234>it'll probably be a constant 30-40C until about Octoberhow do you live like that? i cease to exist around 26c...>I'll be living like a mole person for a whilewelcome to club. enjoy your stay. so you'll mostly stay indoors during the day?>In a way I'm glad that it's not completely unfounded this time.that makes sense. do you want to talk about it or leave it be?>It's like a survival game like Minecraft or Rust. Pretty comfy and worth a try.ah, ok. i thought it was something like a collab or a mod. any gameplay vid you can recommend?>Right now I'm eyeing up a slightly premium-ish Chinese one.you probably don't even need to go premium, but that's up to you. i'm not sure if the guy has a video dedicated to mics yet. it usually just briefly comes up when he's talking about gaming headsets.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VZ-L0P8Gn2M
>>84658302>>84658302>tysmno probbyI'll be going to sleep too soon>arm warmers right now :3nice :]what color are they?>probably stay home the day after tmr..oh well then best of luck surviving tomorrow o7>>84658321>There's enough happening that if you aint into one, there's still something else.lots of things at once.?>You need to be all healed for the next long trip!yep although I actually don't feel tired or weak I'm actually feeling pretty normal ^^just sleepy rn
>>84658517>the more remote and away from everything the >betteryesss so true TwT >i'm sure you can put them to good useyep! in winter theyre gonna be handy but for now ill just use them to cover my arms infront of my parents->i'll put in on the (play)list. nice!!
>>84658553>I'll be going to sleep too soong'night!!>what color are they?Just black again.. >best of luck surviving tomorrow o7tyyy
>>84658234>This seems to be a new listing because I tried buying it like a year agoat least it's still on there. i've seen countless things i liked just vanish over the years. :/>humidity starts making it feel even hotter.it makes it sooo much worse. i can deal with dry heat alright, but humidity kills me.>>84658239>skin is sorta red but ir doesn't hurt on anythingthat's good. i'd still recommend something with aloe vera in it if you can find any.>just doing them as close to every day as I can ^^i'm impressed. i need to get back into some bodyweight exercises, too.>ooo here !thanks a lot. :> have sone guy who builds robot tails for chickens.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=DfsPNZlRA_Y&pp=ygUMY2hpY2tlbiB0YWls>I feel as long as you know doing their work for them they might just continue not doing ityou are completely right, but their trick is to also not do it when i don't and that makes everything even worse for me later down the line.>time to find another game maybe form the same creatorsi still have to play some ascendancies in slay the spire and more than enough games i bought on sale. maybe i'll go for control or disco elysium next.
Forgot my name twice. Third time's the charm.>>84658246>yup! it was awesome :DGood to hear! Is it something you'd be interested in doing more of?I need to go on some here but it's too hot for that now.>>84658263>yep that's probably the best thing to doI've been weening myself off, so hopefully I can be free sooner than later.>I'm gonna look at itMight be a fun thing to try with the thread.It's not the most fun thing I've ever played but my friend seems to enjoy it more than Fortnite proper.>if I don't necessarily need itThat might be the case given that I've gone without a mic for basically my entire life without issue. But on the other hand I might decide to be a vtuber one day...>>84658321>Otherwise I'll have non stop check ins.The joy of endless "sorry, there was a more qualified applicant" emails...>Is there a lego verson of everything these days?The Lego group have their fingers in a lot of pies these days. They seem to know what brings in the money.>Maybe there's a middle ground where I pull it offMaybe a mild spoiler disclaimer at the start, or a "major spoilers past this point" warning.>>84658517>how do you live like that?AC on pretty high and never leaving the house...>spoilerYes, but to be honest I do that anyway. When I was still living with my parents I'd go months without leaving the house.>do you want to talk about it or leave it be?It's one of those things I'm hesitant to discuss here, but I appreciate the offer.>any gameplay vid you can recommend?Not off the top of my head but here's a longplay you can jump around to get an idea of what it's like.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aCGuBfYWOt8Thank you for the video, I'll give it a watch now.>>84658623>i've seen countless things i liked just vanish over the yearsThe pasta sauce I like to get just disappears sometimes, which has made me paranoid enough to buy it in bulk when it reappears.>but humidity kills meIt's the worst part of where I am now...
>>84658671>Is it something you'd be interested in doing more >of?maybe yeah. i mean its fun, but where i live, we dont have any mountains at all sooo if i wanna go hiking again i gotta drive for like 3-4 if not even 5-6 hours...
>>84658321>"I have no mouth and I must scream" storyhm. maybe i should give it a try then.>I think a lot of anime technically count. Like alita, the og ghost in a shell manga before the movie.usually a lot more gratuitous and explicit violence in those, so maybe the cute robot girl aspect get overshadowed sometimes, but i'd agree that it counts. maybe arale from dr slump, but she's more goofy than cute, isn't she?>I don't remember much of that show. I think it was all right.i didn't actively watch it when it aired, but from what i'd say so. maybe a (re)watch is in order.>the school festival filler arch for what it was.i vaguely remember something like that, but at this point it could just be that my brain cobbled together some memories from all the school festival stuff i've seen in anime over the years. can't trust your memories, man...>Most the fights in the show boil down to "punch harder" anywaysthat's usually most of them. it's fun for a while, but i never feel like i miss out when i stop watching.>It gets better, but the last few seasons is mostly fights.it's a battle shonen, so why not give people what they csme for? any shipping is better left to the fandom anyway.>one left.have a good time! o/>I got one for a plant. that's probably the best so far.good luck, then.>>84658593>yesss so true TwTmy parents own a small cabin in a resort in the state you're from. it's a nice place and basically all you do is hike or take your car and visit nearby towns or cities. when i'm there i usually just get some nice food and go for some walks here and there.>for now ill just use them to cover my arms infront of my parents-you can always sell them as a stylistic choice, i suppose. do they know or are they suspicious?
>>84658864>parents own a small cabin in a resort in the state >you're fromthats so cool!!! going on walks is always nice. i love doing that ngl. i usually just go out, grab a coffee n have some cigs and just enjoy the scenery>do they know or are they suspicious?i meannn they knew i did it once, then sent me to a mental hospital (???) but now i always cover it up with like make-up covering pen thingies.. works, but i forgot them at home..
>>84658671>Forgot my name twice. Third time's the charm.happens to all of us at some point. i had to dosome detective work to figure it out. ^^>AC on pretty high and never leaving the house...living the dream. ^^>Yes, but to be honest I do that anyway. When I was still living with my parents I'd go months without leaving the house.same. send me into a depression spiral. i still need an excuse to get out. get to work, buy groceries, working out. something like that. just because it's better for me was never enough of a reason. :/>It's one of those things I'm hesitant to discuss here, but I appreciate the offer.fair. if you ever want to connect on discord and talk there, just say the word. or ask catbro. he can share my info over over there.>Not off the top of my head but here's a longplay you can jump around to get an idea of what it's like.thanks. i'll watch it tomorrow. getting quite late here.>The pasta sauce I like to get just disappears sometimes, which has made me paranoid enough to buy it in bulk when it reappears.completely reasonable. i wish i had done that with a few things. :[>It's the worst part of where I am now...thoughts and prayers, friend. thoughts and prayers.>>84658910>going on walks is always niceit is, but it always takes me a day or two of lazing around before i get the urge to head out.>and just enjoy the sceneryyou've definitely come to the right place, then. not much scenery to take in where i live. there are some nice areas, but you really have to get out of your way to find them.>then sent me to a mental hospitalharsh, but to be expected. :/>i always cover it up with like make-up covering pen thingies.. works, but i forgot them at homedrat. there's always something... hope that the topic won't come up, then. anyways, it's getting late. time to call it a day.good night, everyone!
>>84659052>it's getting late. time to call it a day.same here... ill go get sum sleep now asw..g'night yall!!
