Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportCaturday my beloved :3 hello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links :DD> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84688484hi cat!back home now. vacation was nice :p>How are you doing today?doin kinda okay. heat is killing me tho... and im bored qwq>Any plans for today?was outside a few mins ago and i hated it. ugh. gonna play sum games now ig and listen to music>Is there anything bothering you right now?baaaaaad thoughts :<
>>84688484hi catbro! happy caturday! :D>>84688528hey yvki!>heat is killing me tho... and im bored qwqi feel like that's how a lot of evenings will be for a while. had high hopes for the stream i usually watch on saturday evenings, but it's a dud. :p
>>84688484>>84688528>>84688649trip fags should just end it, i don't care that you are in a containment thread. sincerely, anon.
>>84688649>i feel like that's how a lot of evenings will be for a >whilesadly yeah... at least its gonna rain for 2 weeks straight. thats something positive ig> had high hopes for the stream i usually watch >on saturday evenings, but it's a dud. :pawhh, are there any other streams you could watch?
>>84688528hello :D>back home nowhow was the ride back?>is killing me tho... and im bored qwqget some cold drinks or maybe even a cold shower and if you're bired maybe you like wome yt or movie recommendations??>few mins ago and i hatedtoo hot?>gonna play sum games now ig and listen to musichave fun!>baaaaaad thoughts :<hopefully some music with keep them at bay>>84688649haya :3how are you?btw the last thread I tallked about tartaria and it's basically like the people who say the aliens built the pyramids but these people say that basically any old and architecturally interested or important building was actually built by an ancient lost civilization becouse they believe humans could never build something like for example the eiffel tower in the 19th century someone described it as a post apocalyptic cargo cult in the pre apocalypse first world and that description fits wellThere's a bit more to it loke they also believe in the mud flood and that mountains are actually corpses of petrified giants but it differs because every schizo has their own spin on that If you want I can send you some vid examples they're very silly
>>84688916>how was the ride back?it was chill. my cat fell asleep on my lap and so did i. took a nap for almost the whole ride xD>get some cold drinks or maybe even a cold shower alr did that. having a drink rn. probs gonna shower again before sleep>too hot?nah, its a long story so its nothing ig>have fun!ty!! booted up far cry 3 again after years of not playing it>hopefully some music with keep them at bayyuh! put my playlist on, just chilling rn
>>84688725>at least its gonna rain for 2 weeks straight. thats something positive igman, that would be nice, but i live in a weird climatic pocket that's works kinda different that the regions around us. we were waiting for rain yesterday and absolutely nothing happened.>are there any other streams you could watch?probably, but none of the streamers i watch are active right now. i'll just look for something else. still have some tabs with catbro's recommendations open. i should find something to watch there.>>84688916>how are you?i'm good. had a fun workout today that didn't completely kill me, went to the lgs and played some more control. would be nice if it could cool down now.>was actually built by an ancient lost civilization becouse they believe humans could never build something like for example the eiffel tower in the 19th centuryfrom all the buildings to complain about the eiffel tower sounds kinda stupid. the whole point of the thing was to show what you can do with the material and method and it's documented pretty well, i think. the whole story how it got build is actually pretty interesting with lots of twists and turns.>it differs because every schizo has their own spin on thathey. someone's gotta be the special chosen one and needs to have more special chosen one knowledge than anybody else.>If you want I can send you some vid examples they're very sillythanks. i need something to watch rn. always coming in clutch. :>
>>84688953>my cat fell asleep on my lap and so didaw that's so cute ^^I didn't know you had a cat>nap for almost the whole ride xDhope you weren't the one driving XwX>alr did that. having a drink rnhopefully it helped a little bitdo you miss winter?>booted up far cry 3 againclassic ^^I've never played it tho >just chilling rnheck yea B3>>84689027haha funny pic ^^>i'm goodyay>nice if it could cool down now.cold shower time?>buildings to complain aboutthey pick any old looking buildingthey don't have to actually be old>it's documented pretty wellWho cares about evidence when you can just make up a story about giants building it>someone's gotta be the special chosen one yep though strangely it's a pretty decentralized thing, most theories like that center around some grifter like Graham Hancock but that doesn't have a one main guy, it's just ai and tiktoks fueling it>need something to watch rn. always coming in clutch. :>no problemo ^^I watched this vid on it, some of the guys jokes don't land but overall it's a pretty good vid especially because it has a lot of exampleshttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ymzbx4iWN6w&pp=ygUYdGFydGFyaWEgYnVpbGRpbmcgZGVidW5r
>>84689129>I didn't know you had a cati dooo i love cats :3 (picrel)>hope you weren't the one driving XwXnahh i dont have my license yet TwT buuut im working on it rn. just a few more lessons n then im good to go>hopefully it helped a little bitit did yea, turned on my AC as well cuz its boiling hot in my room >do you miss winter?sure do... i miss fall n winter so much. its the best >I've never played it tho :o u gotta play it someday! the storytelling is soo amazing
>>84688484>>How are you doing today?a little hopeful. I'm in another employment process.>>Any plans for today?Just OSHA paperwork.At least i got the reckless ben lego videos on the side.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?I have to sit through this for ten hours, but other then that I'm okay.>>84688484hi cat>>84682250>I should watch more movies, it's fun yeah there's been some good movies lately. Project hail marry is my personal favorite of the year.>>84688528hi YvKi>baaaaaad thoughts :<I hope it gets better. do you want to talk about it?>gonna play sum games now ig and listen to musicWhat kind of music?>>84688649hi yu>had high hopes for the stream i usually watch on saturday evenings, but it's a dud. :pWhile, maybe something else is up now. I then to go back to old podcast or download an audio book when I run out of content.
>>84689161hi cynic!>I hope it gets better. do you want to talk about it?its a long story. dont rlly wanna share it on here>What kind of music?currently listening to thishttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnFFEF2gOYU&list=RDAnFFEF2gOYU&start_radio=1
>>84689129>funny pic ^^napped it from the diy-thread on /a/ :]>cold shower time?i think i'm good. it's not as bad as yesterday or earlier today and i don't think it does much anyway. showered after my workout and the towel just did straight up nothing.>Who cares about evidence when you can just make up a story about giants building itthat is a compelling argument. why bother with facts when you can just make shit up? maybe i'm gonna start with that now.>most theories like that center around some grifterthat's true. there's usually one guy starting it, but i guess that's not even necessary anymore.>it's just ai and tiktoks fueling itthe future looks grim.>I watched this vid on it, some of the guys jokes don't land but overall it's a pretty goodthanks. you know when a guy with a hat like that starts ranting about something, you're in for a good one.>>84689161hy cynic! cute opossum. :>>I'm in another employment process.let's go! how far into it are you?>I have to sit through this for ten hours,damn. why is it taking so long?>maybe something else is up nowthere usually is, but i've got bad choice paralysis sometimes. just gonna watch the vid catbro recommended for starters, but your ideas aren't bad, either. i'll get through the evening somehow. what are those lego videos about? building the sets?
Have been quite busy with work. Went hiking with my dog today which was nice and first time out doing that in a while.>>84688484hey cat. how's the weekend going?>>84688528hi yvkihope you had a nice time away>>84688649hey yuanon how are you?>>84689161hey cynic> in another employment process.best of luck. rooting for you
>>84689768>hope you had a nice time awaysure did! having a break from everything was so nice... wbu? how was your week?
>>84689768hey! it's officanon! :D>Have been quite busy with work.was it a good busy?>Went hiking with my dog today which was niceyou probably both needed that. how did your dog do?>how are you?i'm good. had a very nice workout today and now i'm just chilling. tried combining horse-stance and mace swinging because i saw it in a vid. couldn't keep it up longer than a minute...
>>84689194>currently listening to thisthat's cool, pretty atmospheric. Maybe I should play more of that on my hades runs so I can still hear the talking.>>84689439>let's go! how far into it are you?just started>why is it taking so long?idk, to ake sure i pay attention. Not happening either.>what are those lego videos about? No these are the BAM lego theft scandel videos. https://youtu.be/wscQpkcwgNU?si=Sw_l4E55dPEZVg6wThe chilf notes version is >A bricks an minifigs store steals 200k worth of star wars legos via a legally questionable sezire of the previous owner's store.>The 87 year old collector's son still technically owns the legos and want his due. The company threatens him instead.>Reckless ben makes a video trolling the store through some creative legal loopholes. eventually he wins in court by default.>The store closes to avoid paying out.>The theives order the police to arrest Ben at all cost. Literally arrested him for a go fund me page.>BAM has been publically freaking out about the bad press and has decided to spent whatever it takes to get the video down.>They still have the legos and could resolve the issue for cheap at any moment.>>84689768hi office anon>best of luck. rooting for youI hope I make it.>Went hiking with my dog today which was nice and first time out doing that in a while.I feel like I should do the same soon. My dog is getting to old for long walks. Maybe on a cold day I should give it a try.
>>84689841>sure did!glad to hear! I wish I could have a vacation, but think this year will be first in a while I don't have one but it is fine. Doing mini get aways instead as opposed to long trips I used to do> how was your week?not bad, just very busy with work. If I'm not posting for a week, it probably means I'm working long hours, which is the case. Weekend has been fun so far though>>84689913>was it a good busy?I would say it's good busy, but not necessarily fun busy. Worked a bit longer, but also didn't feel stressed as I did last job so I can't complain>how did your dog do?judging from his tail, he was having the time of his life. He loves smelling everything and think being in nature gives plenty of new smells>very nice workout today nice! Mine was pretty good too.> horse-stance and mace swinging because i saw it in a vid. without knowing your history with alternative/functional workouts this sentance sounds a little funny xD The horse stance thing alone I can see why it'd be a struggle
>>84689147>dooo i love cats :3 (picrel)cute kittyyy !!! x3how did he enjoy the vacation?>just a few more lessons n then im good to gobest of luck!are you stressed about the exam?>turned on my AC that works too>miss fall n winter so much. its the bestI like summer but I do sorta miss winter because putting on comfy clothes and going on walks to the store after dark was fun>o u gotta play it somedaymaybe I will maybe I will Rn I'm thinking about playing original resident evil but ot takes me ages to start playing anything >>84689161>I'm in another employment process.nice :D >Just OSHA paperwork.sounds boring >>84689161>have to sit through this for ten hour10!?Dx>Project hail marrythanks for the rec^^>>84689439>from the diy-thread on /a/ :]looked it upmany cute pictures ^^>just did straight up nothing.your towel is broken gotta return it>you can just make shit up?yep you can just say whatever you want to hear and believe in it>guess that's not even necessary anymoreI'm sure someone will pop out to capitalize on it>future looks grimyepbye bye alive internet >you're in for a good one.ye ^^ >>84689768hey hey ^^>hiking with my dog todaysounds nice is the little guy doing alright?>how's the weekend going?just sat at home and played on computer :3also watched some conspiracy theory vids, I send one to yuanon earlier oh also I'm doing my push-ups every day :D
>>84690021>cute kittyyy !!! x3tysm!!!>how did he enjoy the vacation?first day he was scared and stayed under the bed. next day he was doing well n playing with me again. the car rides were chill as well>best of luck!tyy!!!>are you stressed about the exam?kinda yea.. i mean i know how to drive, but im still scared>but I do sorta miss winter because putting on comfy clothes and going on walks to the store after dark was funso real... i usually just put on comfy clothes n take the train / bus to a diff, bigger city. n then just grab a coffee, bring some mangas or books and chill in a cafe or a quiet place>Rn I'm thinking about playing original resident evil ooo its so good! i played it back in like... ugh.. 2015? 2016? one of those. i loved it :D
>>84690000> My dog is getting to old for long walks.Gotta consider what you think is best I suppose. This was actually the longest walk I ever took mine on. I think doing an easier trail helped a lot to test the waters. One I did today was mostly flat ground, not covered by trees and pretty out in the open which helped a lot even though I was concerned if he'd have the stamina for it.>>84690021>is the little guy doing alright?as happy as can be. I think he really liked being out there. He gets scared by cars when going on regular walks, so I think being away from all the noise and in nature he really loved being walked>sat at home and played on computernice. hope you've been having fun. > watched some conspiracy theory vidsooh what about?>doing my push-ups every daynicely done. Keep up the good work!
Hello everyone, hope you're all doing well. Turns out it was just a false alarm and me being hypervigilant, so I'm back to my regularly scheduled posting.Not much to report today except for going to a not very good (but cheap) restaurant and leaving my hat there by mistake. But I got it back.Also my mic and fumos arrived, so I'm pretty happy about that.>>84688528>>84688649Sending a cool breeze your way! Summer heat is no fun.>>84689161>I'm in another employment process.Best of luck! Hopefully this one pans out.>>84689768Did you take any cool pictures on your hike?
>>84690000damn... quads! :0>just startedi see. any clue how long it usually takesuntil they reach a decision?>Not happening either.fair. i wouldn't, either.>No these are the BAM lego theft scandel videos.ah, i've seen the moistcritical coverage of it. i guess i should watch the original vid as well. such a bunch of pieces of shit. really can't trust anyone these days.>>84690001>also didn't feel stressed as I did last job so I can't complainhey, you can always complain with us. long hours are long hours. not being as stressed it worth a lot, though.>he was having the time of his lifeman, it's great when animals finally find a good owner and have a glow up.>He loves smelling everything and think being in nature gives plenty of new smellsthat's definitely a good sign. lot's of dogs kinda lose their natural smelling behavior when they can't interact with other dogs and nature and rely mostly in their eyes.>Mine was pretty good too.wouldn't expect anything less from you. :>>this sentance sounds a little funny xDit's an odd one, that's for sure and i wouldn't have come up with it myself, but the increased possibility of hitting myself with a steel mace will lead to rapid improvement in form or a prolonged stay at the hospital.>The horse stance thing alone I can see why it'd be a strugglegive it a try next time you do legs. it's fun.>>84690021>looked it up many cute pictures ^^yup. took many of them, but my folder has become a giant mess. i need to take similar pictures and put them in themed ones for easy access. how do you file your catpics?>your towel is broken gotta return itit's been working fine before this whole summer thing started. maybe we should return that! :p>you can just say whatever you want to hear and believe in itdamn. i've always been too uncreative for my own good.
>>84690372>Sending a cool breeze your way! Summer heat is no fun.aw ty! im boiling alive rn... but i got my AC on, window open and i just got some ice cream. gonna spend the night playing games cuz i dont think ill be able to sleep xD a friend of mine just gifted me a new game so now i know how im gonna kill the time (and survive the heat...)
>>84690021>I'm sure someone will pop out to capitalize on itwhen it's on tiktok it's probably the chinese government. not sure how they gonna profit from it, but they already have their fingern wedged into people's brains when they think of something.>bye bye alive interneti'm halfway through the vid and i have to admit this one is painful to watch. at least with other conspiracy theories there's some redeeming quality. maybe it's creative or the people peddling it are fun to watch, but this isn't only just stupid, but the vids itself are among the worst i've seen. just dull. >>84690372hi dinon!>Turns out it was just a false alarm and me being hypervigilantoh, that was you. i didn't catch that. what were you worried about?>not very good (but cheap) restaurantgotta make up for not being good somehow. what did you get?>leaving my hat there by mistake. But I got it back.that's how i like my drama these days. resolved at the end of the sentence.>Also my mic and fumos arrived, so I'm pretty happy about that.have fun. when will you test the mic?>Sending a cool breeze your way! Summer heat is no fun.very appreciated, fren. god knows we need it. hope to get some rain soon. then again, just makes it humid... maybe no rain.
ill be goign to sleepgoodnight friendz !>>84690286>He gets scared by carsaw poor lil guy>>84690372hello ^^glad crisis is averted show da fumos :0>>84690434>how do you file your catpics?that's the secret I don't >:33I general remember what pic is where somehow >>84690512>probably the chinese governmentmaybe but doesn't american companies own most of tiktok nowI think that was the thing behind the tiktok ban disappearing >among the worst i've seen. just dull.and still somehow some people believe those idk how!I think it might be just get tired and demoralized about how life looks like now and sorta projecting it that it's always been that wayAlso I noticed that conspiracy is mostly america centric and maybe it's because they don't have many old buildings that didn't get bulldozer to make another highway plus they don't have any hundrets of years old cathedrals and castles and old townsidk just food for thought
>>84690372hey discanon! good to see you. don't worry too much>leaving my hat there by mistake.asking the real questions here, what kind of hat was it?>Also my mic and fumos arrivedI got the new nendoroids I bought. Very happy too>take any cool pictures on your hike?not really other than of the dog being happy. >>84690434> long hours are long hourshonestly, it's tiring and I don't love it, but it doesn't mentally register as bad to me at this point so i've got nothing to complain about>have a glow up.I genuinely couldn't be happier than seeing him get to run around the big open area at the end of the trail, so quite nice> kinda lose their natural smelling behaviorhe is a scent hound mix, so kinda the whole thing. He still does terrible with other dogs, but it's okay. Don't want to trust other people's dogs anyway>wouldn't expect anything less from you.idk my wrists were struggling given all the maimai i've been playing> prolonged stay at the hospital.let's hope for the former over later. Do be careful of course lol>give it a try next time you do legskipping my leg day tomorrow since got a nasty toe injury the other day that is making me avoid pointing pressure on it>>84690650gn cat see you later
>>84690468Glad you're able to cool down. Have fun with your game!Just a tip - make sure your room is sealed if you're using the AC, otherwise it'll bring hot air in from outside.What ice cream have you got?>>84690512>what were you worried about?It's a bit too heavy for the thread, but it left me with a lot of complicated feelings in a very short time.>what did you get?A pizza. It was frozen pizza-tier but it cost about as much as one, and I've been kind of craving a frozen pizza for a while.My friend got a shrimp pasta.>resolved at the end of the sentence.The real conflict was realising this mere moments before entering my apartment complex, and then having to walk all the way back to a mall that was basically closed.>when will you test the mic?Probably Sunday evening. Perhaps I'll use this as an excuse to become a vtuber or something.>hope to get some rain soonHere it just means it's hot and rainy... we had 32C thunder storms yesterday>>84690650>show da fumos :0I'll try to take some good pictures when I have the chance. One of them is being resold to someone.Now I have six!>>84690759>what kind of hat was it?Pic related. One of my prized possessions. Fortunately it wasn't the hat that's very sentimental to me. I don't know what I'd do if I lost that one.>I got the new nendoroids I bought. Very happy tooNice! Which characters did you get?>other than of the dog being happyI'd say those are pretty cool pictures.
>>84690812>Have fun with your game!ty!!> make sure your room is sealed if you're using the ACoooh yea gotta close my balcony door then.. thanks for the tip!>What ice cream have you got?phew i need google translate for that one xDBlackberry & Pomegranate!(dunno why but my english is extra broken rn)
>>84690650>ill be goign to sleep goodnight friendz !sleep tight!>I don't >:33some men just want to watch the world burn...>I general remember what pic is where somehowsame, but every few weeks they change how pics are shown when i choose one for posting. like, before i was able to decide how many pics i wanted per row, now it's 2 mac.>doesn't american companies own most of tiktok now I think that was the thing behind the tiktok ban disappearingdidn't trump roll that one back? i mean, even if, i wouldn't believe they didn't leave any exploitable backdoor in the app.>idk just food for thoughti suppose you're right. in the end it's just bored people making up stuff.>>84690759>it's tiring and I don't love ityup. sounds like you working. how's it different from what you did before?>I genuinely couldn't be happier than seeing him get to run aroundwho would have thought that when you got him?>He still does terrible with other dogs, but it's okay. Don't want to trust other people's dogs anywayit's hard to resocialize dogs if you don't have some around that are good at it, so you're probably right to not even bother and just let him be the way he is.>my wrists were struggling given all the maimai i've been playingthat's what i've been experiencing with the mace. at some point my wrists just give up. no pain or fatigue, but i can't hold the thing anymore. guess there's something i have to build first so i can even get to the point of pain.>Do be careful of course lolno worries, i am. just hitting my butt with it from time to time. ^^>got a nasty toe injury the other day that is making me avoid pointing pressure on itsorry to hear that and hope you'll recover soon. is it ok to ask what happened?
>>84690812>It's a bit too heavy for the thread, but it left me with a lot of complicated feelings in a very short time.alright. i'll cease snooping around. just glad it resolved itself.>A pizza. It was frozen pizza-tier but it cost about as much as onewe've got a brand of frozen pizza now that's actually pretty good, but sometimes you just need the crappy stuff. i get that with instant-ramen sometimes.>My friend got a shrimp pasta.classic.>realising this mere moments before entering my apartment complex, and then having to walk all the way back to a mall that was basically closed.ugh. that's the worst. at least you got it back. how did that happen if it was closed, though? did they let you back in?>Perhaps I'll use this as an excuse to become a vtuber or something.been watching more of those lately than i care to admit. what theme would you go for?>we had 32C thunder storms yesterdaythat's wild. i just had 3 lightnings and a bit of sunder just now. it's not even raining, so i guess i got my wish.gonna try to get some sleep now. see yku guys soon.
>>84691119>see yku guys soon.goodnight
>>84690832>Blackberry & Pomegranate!I don't think I've ever come across pomegranate ice cream. It blackberry for that matter. I hope it's nice. >>84691119>just glad it resolved itselfMe too. Even if it wasn't a false alarm, believing it to be one has put my mind at ease. >we've got a brand of frozen pizza now that's actually pretty goodThere was one I really liked in the UK and I wish I could get it here.>sometimes you just need the crappy stuff. i get that with instant-ramen sometimesInstant ramen is pretty good in Asia too be honest but I know what you mean.>did they let you back in?Basically every store was closed but the mall itself was still open. When we got back there we still someone in there and they lead us back to that hat. Despite cleaning the table up and basically closing down for the night it was still there on the seat. >what theme would you go for?Maybe a character that's a drawing with like two frames of animations. Just a cute sketch.To be honest I was thinking of using a voice changer just to see if anyone would fall for thinking I'm a cute girl and not an almost 30 year old male.I need to put more thought into this...Have a good snooze!
>>84691387funniest shit I've seen in a while https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=W5c7KrsjIqk
>>84688484My paranoia is up and the homicidal daydreams are back
>>84690812> One of my prized possessions. Fortunately it wasn't the hat that's very sentimental to me.glad you got it back either way. Never been much of a hat wearer myself so thankfully don't have this issue ever>Which characters did you get?ones from Nikke. Only thing more dangerous than liking a gacha game, is liking a gacha game you like a lot of the characters relative to most gachas>those are pretty cool pictures.agreed. but i'm probably not taking him on any crazy hikes. No idea how he'd do with those>>84691067>how's it different from what you did before?not having the constant looming timer of getting fired counting down no matter how good a job I do. That's really it>who would have thought that when you got himdidn't expect to like having a dog this much since never had one>just let him be the way he is.not a pressing need to change either way>at some point my wrists just give upanything involving strain on wrist muscles takes a lot. the wrist rollers and grip crusher are still most intense thing i feel a while after>is it ok to ask what happened?yeah nothing too bad. Just fell awkwardly wearing flip flops and caught myself in a way that put weight on my toe and bruised it under the toe nail. It hurt realll bad but now is just sensitive and looks scary, but it's not bad
>>84688484Hello>How are you doing today?Alright now, I had my graduation ceremony but being back at the school no matter what is traumatic for me>Any plans for today?Just relaxing and playing some games>When was the last time you hurt yourself?A couple hours ago>Why did you hurt yourself?My past memories of my school years felt too heavy>Is there anything bothering you right now?Not atm but its been coming and going all day
