If you truly wanna be enlightened you must go through something traumatic on your own that you hate while fully lucid. There's probably countless dangerous things but best method in my experience has been sodomy. Most of us revolt at that idea of being penetrated by another man and essentially be in a humiliated position that for most of your life you've been told not to do. But what better way to break free from ego and societal norms than to do most forbidden taboo known to straight men. If your gay no need to do this but if your straight man with no actual sexual attraction to same sex and seek enlightenment then I'd recommend sodomy. No amount of meditation, drugs or books will get you closer to ego death than having your ego trampled all over by being put into doggy positionIf ur an actual faggot ur a lost cause maybe eat shit or something
>>84702401i'm sorry, but no matter how you legitimize it, i refuse to have gay sex. try harder next time troonjeeta.
>>84702416>I won't cause I'm an npc who thinks gender has any meaning
>>84702453You have a penis, "Delilah". You will not be a woman.
>>84702527Idc I can be what ever I want why should I care what you think? Am I not a master of my own fate