mine is probably getting some sort of ED. i love jerking off and being kinky. i would probably kms if my dick didnt get hard at command anymore
>>84732569>whats your worst fear?Having to relive the nightmarish parts of my life for eternity.
>>84732569Failing out of grad school, dying without finding a man to love me.
>>84732569My parents dying
>>84732587>Having to relive the nightmarish parts of my life for eternity.well i was going to ask for more context but i dont want to make you sad anon-kun>>84732591>Failing out of grad schoolunlikely if you put the effort (i didnt, im a dropout)>dying without finding a man to love meif you are gay thats likely. if you are a girl well just put some effort and find a man already>>84732616>My parents dyingi get that, my mom died of cancer a couple years ago and my dad is not in the picture so yeah it can be scary
>>84732569my friends or parents dyingi already have ED and its not a big deal
>>84732629>i already have ED and its not a big dealif you never had such a strong bond with your dick and sexuality in general i can understand this.
>>84732569For me it being alone permanently, i feel i have a lot of love and experiences to give. It makes me existential so much i always have to be doing something to move my life forward to make it more likely
>>84732649i was like you until i met someone. she is kind of a bpdemon, i dont think i have ever cried and felt more heartbroken at what someone did or said since i met her. so honestly... not having a soulmate is fine. well i get that you mean a soulmate im not sure if thats what you implied.
>>84732739Thing is for me, i have my BPDemon cannon event. In a way im desperate to see whether I just got unlucky. Naivety i know but i just want a real chance at it. Im sorry for what happened to you tho man, lord knows i know
>>84732569i'm already experiencing my worst fear: living in a disgusting world with no possibility for anything good whatsoever. worst part is that there's no escape, consciousness will keep emerging so we'll keep coming back to this hell. if we try to fix any of it we'll both fail and have our work inevitably destroyed. god i FUCKING hate the demiurge
>>84732762>In a way im desperate to see whether I just got unluckybpdemons are to be avoided. but honestly, what else can you try after getting that?anyways im still with her maybe i didnt make that clear, she isnt the type to split but the type to be so obsessed to the point of killing herself. all my bad times with her were related to us fighting and she overdosing. last time i was scared shitless but now she is safe so its ok. ldr is shit man
>>84732887not the anon and its your life but that does not seem worth it to me
>>84732947>that does not seem worth it to mecompletely valid and i get it, but this relationship is way more than just that, and i understand that this is temporary. the normal bpdemons will just split on you and cheat without remorse, she is not like that, she just has her own issues which i also share.i have never felt more connected, spiritually, sexually and emotionally with anyone before. i doubt anyone would want to fuck me while i crossdress and also be such a forgiving and understanding partner.but thanks
>>84732569Dying suddenly or losing my parents :c
>>84732569>whats your worst fear?Getting older.>>84732587What do you mean, amefag?
>>84732569Finding out after the fact that the fiancee lied about being a virgin
>>84732569Have you ever thought of getting a limp dick fetish? That would basically solve the problem if it ever happens you get ED
>>84732569Ending up alone and women. Ironic isn't it
