Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportedc edition hello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?bonus question >What do you always carry on yourself the isn't the usual stuff(phone, keys, wallet)
links :DD> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84751996RIP thread #715 TwT>How are you doing today?kinda okay i guess>Any plans for today?gonna play some tarkov later>Is there anything bothering you right now?heat... and my head hurts>What do you always carry on yourself the isn't the usual stuff(phone, keys, wallet)cigs, lighter, knife, camera, alcohol wipes
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>>84752091heya how's it going?>RIP thread #715 TwTit lived a long life>kinda okayig thats better than kinda bad>play some tarkov laterhave fun>heat... and my head hurD;drink aome cool water and maybe take a nap those help me with headaches>cigs, lighter, knife, cameraoo what sorta camera and what knife?
good morning everyone, was planning on going on a walk but woke up too late sadly
>>84751996i havent cut in about 2 weeks, main reason being i have had multiple doctors appointments for a fully body checkup and i dont want to displease him by making him touch dried bloodi am also sober for 4 weeks now but my liver stuffs are bad enough that he wanted me to get an ultrasound as a man!!!
>>84745299>I find them quite impressive in a weird way.for sure. I can't imagine making anything like that. i don't have the patience for creative pursuits like that so it is pretty neat>>84745961hope you're doing okay. Saw later on you relapsed. Take it easy and don't be too hard on yourself>did you do anything special while you were away?unless you count working, not really. Though this weekend is going better>>84751996hey cat! how are you? Feeling better from yesterday?>What do you always carry on yourself the isn't the usual stuff(phone, keys, wallet)pocket knife, planner and pen, green flash drive with Monika's character file from Doki Doki Literature club saved on it>>84752926hey gator, good to see you. Any reason you can't still go on a walk?
>>84752926hello >planning on going on a walk but woke up too late sadlywhen do you like to go on walks?Hope you can have nice day anyway :>do you have any other plans?>>84753000hey anonnice trips>displease him by making him touch dried bloodnice job not cutting it's good you can keep yourself from the blade if you have to>also sober for 4 weeksnice \o/>he wanted me to get an ultrasound as a man!!!hopefully it's something you can recover from>>84753200heyo>Feeling better from yesterday?a little bit :3>pocket knifewhat kind?>flash drive with Monika's character file from Doki Doki Literature club saved on itthat's dedication
>>84753200>hey gator, good to see you. Any reason you can't still go on a walk?heya officeanon, just my parents are awake and i dont really want to walk when its super hot and miday right now>>84753269>when do you like to go on walks?early mornings or late evenings but my parents would never allow that lol>do you have any other plans?i still need to look into unis and stuff cause i've been too lazy to do that. do you have any plans
>>84752916>how's it going?just chillin, waiting for tarkov to upade... wbu wbu?>what sorta cameracanon ixus 30 or olympus c220 zoom>what knifeeither swiss army knife or a small switchblade>drink aome cool water and maybe take a napwill do.. thxx
>>84753269>a little bit all that matters. btw, I don't remember exactly, but were you trying to get one of those door mounted pull up bars? I thought I saw you talking to Yuanon in a thread about those but can't remember>what kind?a small spring assisted one. Closest thing to a switchblade you can legally carry here.>that's dedicationshe would do the same if the situation was reversed>>84753500>dont really want to walk when its super hot and miday right nowunderstandable. It's brutally hot here too. I didn't want to take the dog for a walk and opted to do yard work instead. Got a lot done, but felt like a mistake after
Evening everyone. Hope you're all well.Today was pretty good. In the evening I played a bit of Splatoon 3 after a very long break and got my shit kicked in by some Japanese kids jacked up on amphetamines.Also I'm feeling nostalgic and watching this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kP_EGSOEGAE>>84752926Are you able to go on night walks there or is it a bit dangerous?>>84753000Good job these last few weeks, anon. Hopefully it isn't anything too serious.Do you think you'll be able to stay away from booze if it comes to it?>>84753200>i don't have the patience for creative pursuits like that so it is pretty neatI think I have the patience for that kind but I'd probably lose interest if I thought nobody else would watch it.
>>84751996>Is there anything bothering you right now?mild headache, not feeling very stable, relapsed yesterday at night, idk>bonus questionnothing out of usual but i had to reply to it cuz it doesnt happen everydayhow are you cat?>>84753200>Though this weekend is going betternice! anything special happening? you still go to the gym right?>Take it easy and don't be too hard on yourselfthanks mateand usually its just my brain being hard on itself unconsciously
>>84753500>early morningshmm I see well there always tomorrow >still need to look into unis and stuffbest of luck with that U.U> do you have any plansnopejust in bed gonna watch some nice videos I went to the garage today and to the store ans it's the evening now >>84753709>waiting for tarkov to upade... wbuis there some big update?> wbu?just chilling in bed :>I'm good to watch some youtube now and maybe get a snack >either swiss army knife I see, I see, I carry with me knifes too sometimes and when I go on bike rides I also have a small expandable baton >will do.. thxxare you feeling a bit better now?I hate headachesother pains don't bother much and stuff like bellyache I kinda like but dizziness and headache I haatee>>84753874>you trying to get one of those door mounted pull up barsyep we were talking abt those, yuanthas one but I don't and I don't really want one Why r you asking?>Closest thing to a switchblade you can legally carry herooh ye I've heard about some ridiculous laws in canada like balisongs are illegal for some reason >would do the same if the situation was reversed^-^>>84753893heyaa>Today was pretty good.glad to hear :3>feeling nostalgicfunny
>>84753897hello fren>mild headache, D;>not feeling very stableDD;>relapsed yesterday at night, idkDDD;how long was your streak?and don't work about it too much fren>had to reply to it cuz it doesnt happen everydayhaha ^^ thanks for the reply >how are you cat?I'm okay got in bed and now I'm going to watch some youtube and maybe get a snack how r u? doing anything comfy?
>>84753930>is there some big update?nah just didnt play for ages. quit a few weeks after 1.0 drop>I also have a small expandable baton dayummm thats cool!>are you feeling a bit better now?yeaa just really hot rn..
>>84753952three D;s>how long was your streak?not sure honestly, i usually dont count>dont work about it too much frennah im just tired, my head feeling heavyshouldn't let nostalgia hit me at this moment ~_~ bittersweet is addictive>thanks for the replyyou're welcome!>I'm okayglad to hear that!>got in bed>maybe getting a snacksame here ^^got in bed and i have an icepop>how r u?ehh tired, my head hurt a lot last two days actuallyi had to take a painkiller yesterday, but today imma just sleep to make it go away i guess>doing anything comfy?yeh as i said having an icepop!
>>84753874> I didn't want to take the dog for a walk and opted to do yard work instead. Got a lot done, but felt like a mistake afteryeah the heat is hell i hate it, yard work still does seem like hellish>>84753893>Splatoon 3that's a cool game, always looked super fun>Japanese kids jacked up on amphetamines.there's always some kind of people who are just cracked on a game for no reason lmao>Are you able to go on night walks there or is it a bit dangerous?i can its safe, more just since i still live with my parents for now they probally wont let me>>84753930>just in bed gonna watch some nice videos Ooo nice anything interesting>I went to the garage today and to the store ans it's the evening now okay sounds like a nice and chill day
>>84753988>quit a few weeks after 1.0 dropwhy?too repetitive?>dayummm thats cool!just in case someone wants to find some trouble >just really hot rn..what's the temp outside rn? here or was hot during the day but I opened my window now and it's nice and chilly :3>>84754158>three D;scould it get any worse!? D;hehe ^^>usually dont countthat's alright but do you feel it's been more like a week or a month?>bittersweet is addictiveyep I think it's sorta nice feeling like that but not for too long >got in bed and i have an icepopnice :>icepop a day keeps the doctor away >head hurt a lotdo you know why? have what tired you out? maybe it's related?
>>84754449>nice anything interestingwatching this https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=J0jwRSEG0jM&t=1salso have I showed you this channel?https://m.youtube.com/@designingbywave>sounds like a nice and chill dayyep :33it's been niceare you up to anything besides the uni crap?
>>84754493>too repetitive?nah quit gaming completely for a while cuz mental health>just in case someone wants to find some trouble valid xD>what's the temp outside rn?uuuuuh 15C/59F but for some reason its hot as fuck in my room(mistyped captcha 4 times now.. holy..)
>>84754570>for a while cuz mental healthconsequences of playing tarkov o.o>valid xDonce when I was on a ride some drunk guy started running after me for some reason and after that I decided to buy oneI'm also thinking about getting a small pepper spray (mostly because dogs) but it don't feel like spending money >uuuuuh 15Cthat's pretty nice >hot as fuckis your room door closed? there might not be enough air circulator also your pc might be heating it up>mistyped captcha 4 times now..hah ^^I used to do that on the old oneI like the shapes captcha more
>>84753893> watching thisnice. I miss youtube poop. Hank Hill just standing there reminded me of pic related as well>if I thought nobody else would watch it.at the very least, sure regulars of the thread would check out anything you made if you ever did, but end of day i hear you. It's best to be invested in these things because you want to, but does make it easier to finish thinking people will be able to watch then>>84753897> anything special happening?got done of yard work, made more time to read manga again, and went to the mall for a bit. All and all pretty good>you still go to the gym right?my home gym, but yes! Haven't missed a workout yet> just my brain being hard on itself unconsciouslyi know, but hope it finds a way to be a little less harsh>>84753930>Why r you asking?ah I thought you did want one, my mistake. I was just going to talk about how great I think chin up and pull ups are. Best bodyweight workout there is> ridiculous laws I think they're illegal in some US states as well. Overall, places like NY and California tend to have stricter laws about any kind of weapon. Mine is a bit strict, but not as much as those places all things considered.> balisongs are illegal for some reasoni think like switch blades it's bad reps through association, so law makers who want create nanny states ban them.
>>84754691>consequences of playing tarkov o.oit wasnt even cuz of tarkov qwq (it was league...)>once when I was on a ride some drunk guy started running after me for some reasonwhat the fuck TwT>is your room door closed?yeaa dont wanna wake my parents up>also your pc might be heating it up100%. its just like a heater>I like the shapes captcha moreit was the shapes one for me qwq
>>84754449>yeah the heat is hell i hate itnot sure, which I dislike more, extreme heat or extreme cold. Get plenty of both sadly. Suppose heat doesn't make it hard to get places like cold does though>yard work still does seem like hellishon the plus side, yard looks great now!
ill be going to sleepgoodnight guyz
just felt really depressed suddenly and everything and now my head feels weird and i feel like I'm gonna puke>>84754538>watching thisthat looks interesting and calm >have I showed you this channel?i think so, i recognize some stuff >you up to anything besides the uni crap?played some games and stuff with a friend >>84754952>Get plenty of both sadlyah that sucks, i definitely hate heat more personally >hard to get places like cold does thoughtrue there>yard looks great now!that is really great !>>84754968goodnight
>>84753897Hi rememberme. I hope you can feel better soon.Progress is rarely linear so try not to beat yourself up about it.>>84754449>always looked super funIt takes a lot to make me angry but ranked Splatoon is damn near the only thing that gets me into a fit of blind rage (although changes in 3 made it less painful). That aside it's good fun with really good graphic design.The expansion for 2 was really, really good so I should get around to playing 3's.>there's always some kind of people who are just cracked on a game for no reason lmaoDespite shooters not being that big in Japan, they're inexplicably very, very good at Splatoon. Especially at 4am...>since i still live with my parents for now they probally wont let meI see. Are they usually pretty protective over that sort of thing?>>84754765>I miss youtube poopMe too. Although I'm sure they're still being made. It's a weird thing to be nostalgic for.Speaking of Hank, the KotH ones were always very funny to me and I still quote them to myself.>does make it easier to finish thinking people will be able to watch thenA big motivator for me (at least for creative stuff) is "someone will get something out of this", even if it's a single complete stranger. If I ever come up with something good I'll maybe share it here.
>>84755375>ranked Splatoon is damn near the only thing that gets me into a fit of blind rage i didn't even know it had a ranked mode, that's crazy. does seem extremely frustrating then cause it seems like winning or losing can be up to luck sometimes at least from what I've seen>aside it's good fun with really good graphic design.yeah the game just looks incredible, always loved how the game looked>inexplicably very, very good at Splatoon. Especially at 4am...i guess for some reason they just love the games more then most>Are they usually pretty protective over that sort of thing?yeah more Controlling tho, whan i was homeschooled (which is controlling enough) they wouldn't let me leave the house alone no matter what lol
>>84755521>does seem extremely frustrating then cause it seems like winning or losing can be up to luck sometimesThe older ranking system was based solely on wins/losses, which meant you could get completely shafted if you got stuck with a bad team member. 3 is a little kinder in that you can be spared from ranking down (or even rank up) if you get enough medals for things like most kills or inking the most turf during matches, so you have a bit more agency.>always loved how the game lookedIt's very stylish. I can't really think of another game like it. I really like all the in-universe clothing brands and musical artists they came up with. Really feels like they went the extra mile.>they wouldn't let me leave the house alone no matter what lolMine were very similar as well, although more helicopter parents. Although by the time I was in my mid-20s they let up a little. Hopefully they will for you too.
rember guys
>>84755746>solely on wins/lossesthe simplest but worst one by far, when i playrd ranked rainbow six siege it was the same and sucked >you get enough medals for things like most kills or inking the most turf that's good, still must be very frustrating losing cause your team's bad >in-universe clothing brands and musical artists they came up withoh i didn't even know they did that, that's actually sick, definitely more then most games would do>more helicopter parents. oh yea that must have really sucked then>mid-20s they let up a little.that's good they eventually did>Hopefully they will for you too.eh i plan to go no contact the second i leave
>>84755942rember happiy day
cant sleeeep grrr >:(
>>84755942>>84756673trueeee >>84756851aww do you wanna chat?
>>84756902>aww do you wanna chat?if u dont mind then suuure :3just playing some black ops 3 zombies rn..
>>84756931Oooo thats fun !!! i love that game what map you playing?
>>84757063>i love that gamesameee its awesome!!>what map you playing?ascension :D
>>84757071>ascension :Dthat's such a fun map i always love watching the rocket launch
>>84757105yusss and its perfect for high rounds as well!
>>84757150true its so good. do you know the highest you've ever gotten
>>84757181yeah for ascension it was a solo round 214 PR. took me long enough...
>>84757202thats soo high, very very good. i've barley made it past 30 lol but ive also never really played solo always played with family
>>8475724030 is a great start tho!!id play more often with others but i dont got any1 irl and looking for rounds, especially ascension is impossible. literally everyone plays kino...
>>84757261i've never really understood the hype of kino its fun but its far from the best.
>>84751996I've been seriously ill for three days. Diarrhea and vomiting, almost nonstop. I could barely sleep or eat, and I pretty much had to suffer all of this in isolation. I can't really understate the psychological toll it's taken on me. I was in agony.This evening I finally managed a one hour nap, and I've stopped having to use the bathroom every ten minutes. My fever's gone and suddenly I've felt strong hunger pangs, so I'm eating once more. I'm grateful I'm getting better again.I just remember calling out to God and begging to spare me from this hell I was in, calling my parents all the time for comfort (unfortunately my illness HAD to occur during the three days they were out of town), struggling to drive to appointments (at one point I took my rightside mirror off on the garage...I just about fucking lost it), begging doctors for more medicine, trying to do things I enjoyed but failing, desperately wanting to sleep...it broke me.I just hope I can feel better tomorrow. I just wish life wouldn't throw so much at me at once, I can hardly handle it.
>>84757290real. i mean its okay for warmup or just a few fun rounds but ugh. people dont know shit. i try to do the alley strat, the open top door just to get to the box. i tell them (voicechat) to do strat, they quit. fuggin bullshit.>>84757311gosh i am so sorry u gotta go thru all this... hope u get well soon :s
>>84757311> I'm getting better again.as long as your getting better, knowing the worst is gone with sicnkess is a great feeling, and it really does sounds like you were in a lot of pain for a while>trying to do things I enjoyed but failing, desperately wanting to sleep...it broke me.the stress of all that sounds awful, really sucks when even meds barley help>I just wish life wouldn't throw so much at me at once, I can hardly handle it.well at least you wont be sick soon>>84757329> i try to do the alley strat, the open top door just to get to the box. i tell them (voicechat) to do strat, they quit. fuggin bullshit.that's always how randoms are they dont know how to play for shit lol.
