Lately I've been imagining a voice saying "I'm sorry" in my mind, as if something somewhat difficult to repair happened. I realized that this is just me trying to apologize myself for the bad things that had happened.
>>84933148What bad things happened to you anon.. im sorry for you
>>84933257Thank you. What happened was feeling loneliness and alienation that came from being too shy.
>>84933594Try socializing. Sometimes you or others will be weird or rude and it's important to learn how to respond to those actions with decency. Try little steps, like helping someone or accepting help from a person you know.Also, you are never alone, anon. You are always accompanied by yourself. You count too so you better be nice to you.
>>84933859I took the first step once again some days ago and I will keep trying to put myself out there. It's just sad that all my previous attempts didn't lead me to the where I want to be.>you are never aloneThat's true, although I don't think it is enough, and I've had enough of (just) me. And I indeed need to be nicer to myself.
>>84934019Maybe it has to do with the way how you understand your problems? When we try to find a solution to a problem we often focus more on the solution, instead of the nature of the problem. It's fine to feel sad, but don't feel bad at trying to improve your life, you are doing something great for yourself!
>>84934019What have you been trying anon?
