I want a boyfriend with smelly feet.

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Hi why does nobody like me waa

burgers, skillet pasta meal or frozen pizza for dinner? I ask again for millionth time because my life is that boring and pathetic.

>>85050194
None of them. Be anorexic and do excessive exercise to be skinny

>>85050203

I already skipped lunch because I wasn't hungry. Missing one meal a day is about as much as my fat ass can tolerate.

Only 8 days and I'm already very tempted to drink even though tomorrow I'll feel awful about it if I do. Wtf is wrong with me

>>85050215
you should eat your veggies. Fuck boys, but if you keep eating only frozen food or fast food you're gonna get unpleasant health problems, and more storybucks will be spent. Have some fried zucchini or peppers, they're tasty and easy to make

gay men don't go to 4chan. We're all women larping here btw

I am so horny for men again damn it OP

I don't even want a boyfriend. I just want friends. Just end me already.

homosexual general spam belongs on >>>/lgbt/

>>85051167
Robots belong on r9k

>Robots belong on r9k
Reminder that /r9gay/ sends death threats and dox threats to any top that posts here who isn't a perfect chad

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>>85051864
fucking disgusting I know + most of the posters don't even look at real men. :(

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Im so lonely I've been continually making an ass out of myself in front of guys who aren't even my type, and embarrassing myself by being an ugly autistic retard. I hate myself

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I apologize to everyone here who I know was thrilled to see the updates on the tomato plant whenever I posted about it. But today is a sad day because I have to announce that a few days back it snapped in half due to lack of supports and after that it came to my attention that I don't actually like tomatoes to be honest. So I don't know what I was going to do with these tomatoes in the first place if they grew.
And that brings us to today where it has been ripped out of the soil now a new plant will be planted in its place one that is something I will actually use I just have to figure it out first.

>>85050245
The longest I've made it without booze was 26 days, and I went 60 days no weed one time. I'm currently getting fucked up on crown royal green apple mixed with tea, and I'm getting my weed vaporizer loaded up.
I wish I wasn't such a degenerate, I'm skinny fat because of booze and I'm retarded because of weed. But being sober is absolute hell.

>>85051927
as a fellow tomato your negligence caused a life who knows it could have had a family or has one and you will never find out because HE/SHE IS DEAD!!!

#tomatolifesmatter
#defundthegardeners
#notmygardener

>>85051927

Did you not put a trellis or other such thing for them to grow around? My grandfather grew tomatoes and he always put them out.

>>85049909
me on the left
>>85051927
F
>it came to my attention that I don't actually like tomatoes to be honest
blasphemy but also kek

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that was some bullshit NIGGER

>>85052683
dare I even ask, assuming world cup shenanigans?

>>85052722
Yes

That little black boy haunts my dreams

>>85052728
is this about the ball supposedly hitting the camera wire?

>>85051944
I went 6 months (I think there was one day when I had a couple of beers in the middle) a few years ago when I was drinking so much I got heart palpitations and legit thought I was going to die. Nowadays I find it hard to even do a month and haven't done more than a month sober since then.

I tried binge drinking once, made a mess and ended up puking in the bathtub, 3/10

I have never been drunk or even tispy, I can't see how people willingly drink that stuff, it tastes horrible.

It's been a while since I drank alone I hate being broke
I miss booze a lot

i feel restless, like there's something i should be doing urgently. maybe i'm just hungy idk

I hate (love) bottoms

I'm a top and I just hate bottoms but it's their own fault

>>85052963
Alcohol makes brain feel good and the association of drink making brain feel good over time makes you associate the taste with feeling good and therefore you enjoy it

I've had to poop like 4 times today

I hate bottoms that have sex with black people

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It's 98 fahrenheit here with 80% humidity I'm not gonna make it am i?

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tfw no sebastian

I'm not actually gay i just enjoy a good penis

>>85054185
Just put your AC on bro

>>85054311
I don't have an AC thoughie

69 F right now (nice)

looking forward to my walk later! i always see hot guys and im getting better at making cute sneaky eye contact, sometimes they even smile in my general direction! they smell so good when they pass me, i could bathe in that scent, it's like heaven. i hold my gay looking dogs leash with a gay limp wrist with bracelets on so they know what's up. i'm so excited!

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>>85054364
That's really fucking gay.

>>85054354

72F here, but very humid. Night humidity is the worst.

Too hot. Can't sleep. Ate gelato that gave me diarrhea too. Fuck lactose intolerance.

>>85055654
keep us posted lactose intolerant black man from the middle of the sahara desert

i'm a female pervert stalking this thread so that i can creep on gay men

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>>85055672
We're all pathetic virgins here.

I think I've become prison bisexual. I used to only like boys growing up.

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>>85055778
We're all prisoners some are just fortunate enough to see their bars.

my bf fucked me, finished in me and then immediately left for work.
i cant complain, in fact im smiling and i explicitly asked him several times over the last two months to bone me in the morning so he's less tensed at work.
but it still sucks that i have to do my aftercare alone and vibrate my dick alone.

>>85055877
yeah prove it
name every man

>>85055877
I wish I had a bf :sob:

i wish i had a better bf :doublesob:

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A nigga be behind you then a nigga be gone then a nigga show up whenever you get some money.

>tfw no bf with a lot of energy I can leech from him

>>85056756
thiiiiiiiiis so much this and also i want to die

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sports are fucking gay

>>85056977
Not combat sports though. That's based.

Wish i was gay. Life would be so easier

>>85055800
You mean some are unfortunate enough to see the bars.

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ISFJ boys are too cute

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sorry for being sad i'm just a cock hungry man and i'm very lonely. i saw the hottest guy ever today. can you imagine. what do you even do as they go by and out of your life forever? how do you cope? it's unbelievable. why is my life like this. am i a creep for thinking this? i think not. i can't think anymore. fucking hell. sorry everybody.

Has anyone ever gotten a bf from /soc/?

Nobody should ever ask sorry because they're sad or depressed

>cock hungry
I think I'm not gay then because I do want guys but their penis is the last thing I think about them, if ever. I wanna do things with them, whatever they are romantic or sexual it's relative, just wanna be close to them. A hug maybe

>>85057379
I'm too scared to go on /soc/ because bottoms keep threatening to kill me for not being chad

>>85057744
seek help. Get off this place, I'm not insulting you, it's unhealthy to stick around with the people who doxed and mocked you

>>85057793
I was never doxxed though but yes bottoms do mock me for not being chad

>pov: you're a gigachad for one day, only one
what do you do?
hard mode: you must add something unrelated to raw sex if sex is your first thought

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>>85058114
I'd reject all the gay bottoms that are into me causing them to turn into seething gay fakecels they'd then create a thread on /r9k/ called /r9gay/ where they spend their entire existence seething over getting rejected by chad and wishing death on all tops who aren't chad while still secretly lusting over chad and rejecting anyone who isn't chad

>>85058114
Set all my appointments that the avoidant me is avoiding.

>>85058114
what am i supposed to do with 1 day? dumb question. probably kms ive always wanted to try that

>>85058114
Nothing because I'm mentally ill, my mental illness is what holds me back, not my body.
>>85057321
I know how you feel, it's okay to feel that way, we are lonely gaycels, we are hungry for touch and sex, our sexually is part of who we are, one day we will feed that hunger.

summer afternoon nap, perfect eepy time.

Been thinking about cocksenballs all day

Bussingtons

>>85058594
>>85058596
sniffing both, a lot

i want an asexual boyfriend

I want a nymphomaniac boyfriend

i want a necrophiliac bf

day took a wrong turn, everything was going fine, too good to be true. Can i...have a hug?

Initiated penis protocol.

I'm really want intimacy and sex but I'm so scared of interacting with guys, I wish they could just read my mind

I'm going so desperate I probably would have sex with any of you, I know how disgusting it seems, I became a slut, I have zero standards, I'm so disgusting but I can't fight this feeling, I'm so hungry for sex

>tfw no shy short beta asian bf to cuddle naked with

sex became secondary to me to some extent. I just wish someone cared about me

>>85058150
I'm all of these except musical, I should really learn though.

>>85059334
I care about you but I don't know you, we will never meet and we can't have a relationship, all I could do is sending "you are a great person, I hope you get better, you can do better" messages on daily basis, at some point ot stops feeling genuine, people get bored and tired of it, what else could I do for you?

>>85059393
Okay thanks for humblebragging to me chad faggot

>>85059440
you can't care about someone you don't know anon, why would you care about me when you don't know who I am?
>you are a great person
honestly that's not something I'm interested in hearing. I'd rather someone love me even with all my flaws, you know?

>>85059440
>what else could I do for you?
not much, it's not your fault. Maybe share something that makes you laugh, in a good way

>>85059591
>you can't care about someone you don't know anon
What? I know most anons in this thread have problems, they are struggling and I want them to get better, most of them are good people, they are beautiful men, I can only hope their lives improve, if I didn't care about them I wouldn't bother replying to them or try to find ways to cheer them up.
>honestly that's not something I'm interested in hearing.
Self esteem issue, you can be a great person despite having many flaws, nobody is perfect.

Everyone can tell I'm gay, even though I've never done anything with a guy and I'm in a straight relationship. I hate it. I have a gay face and mannerisms. I have to stop myself making eye contact with guys because they think I'm coming onto them. I can't have a normal interaction with another guy or people will think we're fags. It doesn't help that I never learned to socialize with guys. I never learned how to banter or engage in guy shenaningans. I only know how to be polite and unassuming.
>>85054364
I wear bracelets and I walk my girl's small dog every day. Thanks for introducing even more anxiety in my life.

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>Everyone can tell I'm gay ugh

So what's the meta for getting a chopped hikiNEET boyfriend within driving distance?

I tried duolicious, but there was only like two guys and there

>>85059871
Going on discord servers oriented for your region is a pretty good way, I'd assume.

I don't want to go out and do things I just want to be comfy with my comfy shows and comfy vidya

>and I walk my girl's small dog every day
is this literal or is this slang for something?

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i love you all so much xo please dont give up

>>85059897
And what of those who don't live in regions filled with people so the only servers are deader than dead as they never were alive to begin with.

>>85059871
I wish I knew, I want someone like me problem is I never leave the house except to work, I'm old now and the years are just passing me by.

You guys ever know someone that's into adornment?
I saw a picture once where the sub was wearing gold jewelry. Tasteful-looking harem stuff. Toe rings, regular rings, nipple studs, thin gold chains between them. I don't know why that interested me, I have zero interest in wearing jewelry otherwise. Notably, the dom wasn't wearing any.
I think I just like the idea of the sub wearing non-clothing accoutrements with the specific goal of being more appealing to his partner. I think that's cute, and only one of them wearing it makes it look better.

>>85061604
i agree, anon. the whole "dressing up" and getting out all the frills for the purpose of seduction is hot.

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I think the guy I like is just using me for venting. I finally got to the point he was rlly flirty yesterday and I felt like I had made huge progress. Ive listened to so many issues of his some of which were huge nothing burgers. I told him I was a little upset cus I planned an event with friends nobody showed up to and he basically told me its not a big deal then immediately went to go play war strategy games with his friends. I didnt even blame anyone I was just a little upset that I never get to do stuff with friends anymore

Hes really really cute and his personality is great when hes engaging me but he only ever seems to want to talk about himself and ghosts me when the conversation starts to move on.

Im gonna be an unloved loser forever

>>85061604
>>85061642
I wanna do this for a boy someday.

>>85061707
Just be more fuckable bro

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>>85062062
I wish I was....

Feels like nothing good ever happens to me I just want a fucking cute boyfriend to love me and take care of me. I just wanna have someone I feel an actual connection with and can wake up being held by them.

Everyone else gets to be loved and I dont and you are correct its all because im not fuckable. Im never going to be fuckable because god cursed me to be ugly. I hate my stupid fucking loveless life I wanna fucking die I want my cute fucking boyfriend its not fair

Spent a lot of the day looking up things I could do to make friends locally, but realized it's kind of pointless because even if I go I won't talk to anyone unless they talk to me first and I've yet to meet people who are into the same things I am. Even the term anime has had to be explained to people my age or even younger

>>85062323
yeah i'm the same, the only things to do with people seem to be tabletop games or sports and i'm not into either. i wanna do yoga but there's only indian dudes there :(

do you watch any gay vlogs?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cn7QE15CF_0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAXwwLzyRjk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkshkdtzgKA

>>85062131
just start doing gay vlogs if you want attention

>>85063795
I don't want to interact with anyone who thinks being a homosexual is a personality trait and I have no interest in anyone unless they like me which a pointless blogtard doesn't and likely wouldn't

>>85062131
>cute boyfriend
way to twist the god damn knife in my heart

whoa a cute boyfriend just flew over my house

>>85064119
i saw it too
https://voca.ro/14u85LBXVILl

>>85062131
>WAAAaaaaH! waaaaAAAAAh! I wish I was good looking so chad would have sex with me. why won't chad have sex with me?!

>>85064197
do you feel better about teasing him?

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I've wasted my life on a computer (i'm only 20)

Jokes aside I wanna go outside more but have no idea what to do.

>>85064236
You could try running until your legs give out or get an education or get a job or solve a Rubik's cube or something

>try to fall asleep, can't
>wake up after 4 hours, try to fall asleep again, can't
I hate my brain. Fucking retarded cunt just sleep.

>>85063984
you sound like such a closeted fag

I'm praying that time makes a change in your life, God knows you need it.

>>85064236
This is me but I'm 30 and still don't want to go outside

>>85060593
but anon, I already did

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>>85061604
jewelry gays give me a bad vibe. I never seen one that wasn't at least a bit of a catty cunt.

I agree, they can be seductively arousing: objectively jewels match very well with some bodies and give a gay guy a sort of powerful or seraphic feel, I am not questioning their use from an aesthetical point of view, but they're a symbol of vanity and sometes elitism too. I feel like the gays wearing them wouldn't let close to their presence anyone they deem not worthy of their vision of beauty and perfection, like high-hat ladies but worse

>>85064681
>Jewelry gays
I have less than no interest in piercings or daily wear stuff, I think it looks bad and makes people look like hot topic cashiers. It's specifically in the bedroom, harem-outfit-style.

>>85064492
wanna have hot sweaty gay sex

>>85064788
>piercings
inoffensive
>It's specifically in the bedroom, harem-outfit-style
you think a guy would wear those only in bedroom? It sounds hot, but unusual. If a guy has pretty jewels, why show them only in bed?

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>>85064681
i'm increasingly interested in jewelry. i like thin bands and colourful bracelets, nothing too chainy or bulky

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>tfw used to think I was a protective and loving gay, come to find out I'm just like the rest of them. A scared man with a porn addiction.
Awkward!

>>85064922
are you catty?

>>85064981
https://voca.ro/1kqRU3CauyaQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTpJT21RT-I

>>85064997
anon is from Texas

>>85064985
hmm maybe a little but only if you deserve it, otherwise i'm an angel.

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y'aaaallllllll

>>85065082
when does someone deserve cattiness?

>>85065102
whenever they annoy me excessively or slight me in some way, pretty standard fare

>>85065108
and what's annoying to you?

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Kept daydreaming I was a father again yesterday

I'm a very confused and weird young man, I think.

>>85065118
when i put in effort to respond but they ignore the content of what i'm saying or change topic without things being addressed, when people have bad reasoning or excuses for things and don't respond to me when i pull them up on it, if they're consistently slow to reply or hard to make solid plans with... sometimes i read too much into what someone's saying and i take it as an offense, so i will be annoyed but cautious about my response to give them a chance. idk i could list a million things i think i'm pretty normal.

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Gloo traveling 5 hours to see my friend

>>85065160
thanks for providing me info

>>85065224
sure, we're all robots here

>>85065223
Fuck off normie cunt

If I wanted to hear about normies travelling and meeting their friends I'd go to Instagram

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>>85065278
Why tho I have no bf so I belong here

>>85065310
are you even a gay boy? you give me girl energy

>>85065396
Of course I'm a boy why would I be a girl

Pecs = impure thoughts
Can't help it

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I'm starving for pecs. I don't give two fucks whose face or penis they're attached to, I just want a guy to make me touch and play with his pecs for 2 hours, I'd pay him. I accidentally touched more sandbags than pecs, it's ridiculous, why can't I met some self obsessed narcisist that wants to be worshipped?

i don't think i'm quite as gay as the rest of you
never realized there were levels to this shit

I'm not gay, but my neighbor who is an old man is. Sometimes I like to mow my lawn shirtless with some tight shorts on with the intention of teasing him. I bend over in his direction and arch my back. even give it a little shake. It makes me so hard knowing that he's probably watching me from his porch and wanking it.

>>85065928
first off, if you aren't letting him fucking you, and do this on purpose, you deserve hell on Earth. Then, doesn't it bother you a gay men jerke off to you? A straight guy? Who is repulsed by men?

>>85065947
Nah, it doesn't bother me. When I was a kid on omegle there were a lot of gay pedos on there and I would perform for them in my underwear. It gave me this fetish.

>>85065980
normies would say you're traumatized, honestly I wouldn't rule that out because pedophiles do this kind of long term damage to kids and they don't realize up until they're much older. However, reality is more complex, and I do not think you're totally straight since you like to do this to men specifically. Are you hot enough to pull the shirtless look at least?

>>85065928
that would make my skin crawl, shame on you

it's nice that for once the straights are the pervy ones

>>85064208
Bottoms endlessly reject me and mock me for not being chad. The only pleasure I ever derive from this is when I make fun of the bottoms who lament and cry over not being able to fuck chad. So yes I do feel better when I mock him.

autistic asexual bf when

>>85063795
My life isnt interesting enough to vlog its really quite sad and miserable actually.

>>85066447
>vlog its really quite sad and miserable actually
people love that tho. Who cares about a basic bitch going on vacation with his bf? People want drama

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>>85064197
You dont understand how hard it is being an ugly bottom. At the very least you can be self sufficient. Its not my fault that I have preferences like anybody else? Why does everyone else get to have a partner they are attracted to but I dont? I really really just wanna be held into a guys chest and held and told im loved. Ive never had a relationship in my life and I feel so insanely jealous and rejected from the world. Its not fair. If I was a cute femboy or twinky guy people would like me plenty. I try hard to be twinky but fail because im a loser pussy. People wouldnt use me and ignore me so much if I was actually fucking cute I want to die.

>>85066459
I can document my miserable day to day happenings here if yous want. At least yous could get some entertainment....

>>85066447
that would very relaable for many and funny to watch

>>85066491
are you going to post a pic? we need proof you're ugly

>>85066499
but you won't get any money here, silly

>>85066491
Have you ever considered not trying to have sex with chads only?

>>85066536
I wont post a pic but im that self conscious about it. Im fat with long hair I dont want to think im proper obese but who am I kidding im a fat chubby piggy who needs to die. I keep my facial hair shaved. My friend said I have a feminine face but idk if hes just being nice iugruwingrungrui Im pretty confident im ugly because of the way people treat me and that ive never had a relationship ever

>>85066553
I like twinks and twunks I know its generic but its just what I like. Need a bottomish guy who prefers to actually top and dominate me egrnjrgeugerouigreuo

>>85066491
>Why does everyone else get to have a partner they are attracted to
Most people don't get that, actually. It's an immense privilege, like being able to make a living out of something you truly love doing. Most people settle down. You should try it

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>>85066569
so you look something like this?

>>85066569
Have you tried not eating? It's an effective strategy for weight loss, thought you should know.

>>85066588
not as spotty my hair is a lot better than that and I keep my face clean shaven. Im ugly just not generic neckbeard ugly stereotype

>>85066575
Majority of bottoms hate twink tops though I got rejected by every bottom I've ever talked to for being too short and skinny and twink like

>>85066587
settling for a subpar life sounds horrible. I either want someone I love to make my life worth it or make a career as a creative. Working a normal job for the rest of my life with nothing good to come home to and overall living a subpar life just sounds awful. Im already miserable this would just make me more miserable.

>>85066608
WTF?!?!?! I love twink tops! Im jealous of twinks because of how easy their lives must be compared to mine! I want a cute fucking twink top!!!!

I have some very specific kind of guys I like, I can be open but at the same time narrow. Yes, some are chad-like, but not memevicular like chads, others aren't that popular with the gay world instead, I've never seen gays here liking them, which is...pretty good thinking about it, less competition

anyone with a "type" is probably a brainwashed american

>>85066747
not an american, but why do you say so? And I don't have only one type, I got plenty, they're just specific

>>85066627
I think maybe it's cause bottoms have a different definition of twink then me. As a top when I think of twink I think of a short skinny weak kind of submissive guy where as bottoms probably think of twink tops as lean muscular skinny athletic guys with 6 pack abs which is basically chad

>>85066766
americans develop weird fetishes from the media they watch as children
if you're speaking to an american there's a good chance they have a weird fetish like insects or wonderbread

>>85066575
>wants to be topped by a twink
Delusional. You might as well want a prince to save you from the tower

y'all need to seek Jesus, NOW

>>85066588

I don't look too far off from this though, seriously.

>>85066622
Living your life sounds horrible. Settling for someone would be an improvement in every regard, except in your delusional mind. You think you know what you want but you're blind to what you need.
It's very typical for robots to have that "I'll have it perfect like my dreams, or I'll have nothing" mindset. A terrible mindset of someone who spends far too much time in their head.

>>85066781
Twink just means very young, which makes that preference even more creepy and exploitative. means you're only into guys who are 21 or who look the part.

>>85067333
Not true though I'd be open to dating twinks who are 16 to 24 years old but twink bottoms don't really seem interested in twinky tops

why is this thread so chadphobic

>>85067381
Small vocal minority of maybe 2 posters because tops make up a small minority here. Majority of the threads are bottoms lusting over chad and complaining that chad won't fuck them and they really don't tolerate anti chad rhetoric at all

>>85067376
>16 to 24
sis really thought she was debunking allegations with that one

>>85067433
It's legal in most of the world and since I'm still young it's not that big of an age gap

It's a dropping mescaline to render a verdict on whether or not I should kms before moving back in with my mom kind of week

nah i think you should man up and stop being a faggot instead

God may forgive your sins, but I never will

>>85067525
I'll never stop being a faggot but you're probably right

>>85067545
Don't care (anymore)

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>>85066781
I like the top definition of twink too I just want them to top me and lead me and tell me what to do.

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>>85067011
I wish I was a princess so a prince could save me from a tower....

Its not fair I need this so bad. It is only delusional because im ugly its not delusional for attractoids fucks you. I need a boyfriend to fucking love me

>>85067465
It's not about the legality, it's more about the fact that you don't like adult men in their 30s or 40s which is gonna become more and more problematic with time when you become one of those twink chasing uncle types.

>>85067833
no one talks like this amongst straights, there's something wrong with your brain

>>85067525
One does not stop being a fag. One may only suppress the faggot within, but the truth remains unchanged

>>85067841
true we should burn society to the ground because we clearly weren't ready for it

>>85067802
You're not a princess though, little shrek. Make your peace with it and settle down. What's the alternative? Being loveless? You can love an ugly boy, you're just being shallow. That, you can't afford.

>>85067840
Straight guys who only chase after freshly 18 girls are definitely problematic and are heavily criticized by other groups. Like Leo DiCaprio is often ridiculed in national television for his age preference

>>85067852
Society should accommodate queer minorities

>>85067872
you've been telling 20 year olds they're pedos for being attracted to other 20 year olds for over a year do you not see how weird that is

>>85067857
I cant help liking what I like im just going to be a more miserable cunt if I pretend to like someone I dont. Why cant I just find a guy who loves me and I genuinely love back?

nobody click
https://files.catbox.moe/wmyz8o.webm

>>85067841
you can stop being a fag easily just close discord and stop posting in these gay threads for a year

I need to be more faggy or I won't find a boyfriend ever ever

>>85067925
Let your inner fag shine

>>85067894
seems like your idea of love is mostly based on looks. It's not a crime to have preferences, but you deem everyone who doesn't met your standard as a consolation prize, like your idea of love is based on looks first and foremost and you don't consider the idea of falling in love with a different guy who's kind amd genuine and likes you. Eh, not unusual for gays I guess

>>85067903
>you can stop being a fag easily
And yet you, the author of the sentence, couldn't do it.
You can cut all the internet forever, you'll just be an offline fag like you were before

straightoids think internet makes you a fag when it's us who actively seek places to be fags in on it

>>85067894
>cant help liking what I like
Sure, but you can settle down and try something you never did before, like trying to build a relationship with a person who doesn't meet your physical attractiveness demands. You're being very shallow right now
>I'm going to be more miserable
On the contrary. You will realize how much you suffered alone when you didn't have to.
You have no idea of what's good for you. The things you think you want are actually detrimental

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Saw this and it reminded me of you guys

>>85067889
More likely they're nearing 30 and they'll keep liking twinks exclusively, which is the creepy part

>>85068003
how the fuck are you projecting this openly and not realising

>>85067991
I don't know if they were filmed to make a mock them but this is too adorable, I hope they're happy and together. The right guy looks a bit like a lesbian tho

>>85067894
>Why cant I just find a guy who loves me and I genuinely love back?
You can. You're just shallow and think that love = physical beauty.
You cannot begin to think of you lovin' an ugly guy

>>85067925
I feel this later in life than would have been ideal

>>85067991
>straggots will see this and call us satanic

>>85068011
I love mature men though. If you're already a twink chaser when you're young, I don't see how it can go in any way other than creepy when you're older

>>85067942
Not unusual for robots here, straggots included

>>85068049
yeah I've seen some of their threads, but gays are notorious to be extremely look based. Some straight guys here want stinky femcels for real

>>85068027
my standards arent as high as everyone says. I like plenty of average looking guys but I DO need to be attracted to them physically in some aspect. Thats normal. I just dont want some hairy bear or somethin.

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LOVE MAY SAVE ALL YOU PEOPLE BUT IT WILL NEVER, NEVER SAVE ME

>>85068089
>I just dont want some hairy bear or somethin
and the guys you like don't want some chubby uggo or somethin. How does that make you feel?

>>85068108
Dont understand this mindset. Everyone has their preferences? I never said everyone should love me im just upset that im a fat uggo. Nobody is expected to love me and I am noit expected to love them as much as I need love

>>85067937
>>85068028
There's no later in life, I'm nearing 30 and I've never had a bf. And fr all fags look so good and are so realised and smart and I might go into a casket if I don't get to be kinda like that and get a man to love me

>>85068142
as they were saying, your idea of love is mostly look based. You're miserable because you don't love with your heart. Follow through your mindset and get fit and find a bf that appreciates you...for your look

>>85068175
cant I have an emotional connection AND at least a little physical attraction to my boyfriend?

>>85067991
i dont get it
this just makes me feel embarrassment like watching a tiktok

>>85068221
as I was saying, it's not a crime to have preferences, everybody has an ideal. The point is: you seem far more focused on the latter of the things you mentioned. Behind your shy and sadboy facade, there's a judgemental person

>>85068089
>my standards arent as high
They're higher than what you can get, which is all that matters. Aren't you the guy who said you only like twinks? Seems high enough for me

>>85068238
I just need someone to be attractive to me first they dont need to hit EVERY desire. They just need to be enough my type. Anybody else would want this.

>>85068068
I think robots here, straight or gay, are extremely look based. Without much interpersonal experience, all they know about love is immediate physical attractiveness. Being chronically online surrounded by objectifying media of highly attractive people doesn't help.
Some gay guys here want storyanon.

>>85068259
that's because story is a total cutie and very sweet

>>85068089
>I like plenty of average looking guys
But no guy on the same level of physical appearance as you.
>Need physical attraction fron the get go
Shallow slut

>>85068268
its apparently shallow to want to be attracted to your boyfriend. You should have no self worth at all and settle for someone you dont find attractive in the slightest.

>>85068253
>need someone to be attractive to me first
With your standards as they are, that's a huge wall. So big a wall that nobody managed to cross it so far.
Your type is, apparently, more than what you bring to the table, and therefore more than what you can afford. Your fixation on that attractiveness thing is you being shallow

>>85068281
It's shallow to want a certain degree of attractiveness, so much so, that you're unwilling to try anything else, and would rather be alone, than settle for a guy that you don't find immediately physically attractive

>>85068259
i am
i'm ugly asf and that's why i don't aspire to have a bf but had i not been i'd have a bf to love and grow together with long time

>>85068281
>You should have no self worth at all and settle for someone you dont find attractive in the slightest
If you go through your whole life and not one guy you find attractive returns the favor, it's safe to say your standards are too high.

>>85068281
>Self worth
You think that giving a chance to a person you don't find attractive at first would make you feel worthless?
Shallow

>>85068221
You don't even see yourself developing an emotional connection to someone you don't find attractive, and that's the shallowness of it all. With you, it's looks first

>>85068259
Perfect analysis. I say this as someone who used to have unrealistic standards, knowingly, and is still trying to move past them, damn horny bastard that I am. When you're relationship-starved and touch-starved like most of us, you underestimate how powerful a shared connection with someone can be. Sure, looks will always play their part, but you start forgetting about them when you feel so good and close to someone, and they share your feelings.
>Being chronically online, surrounded by objectifying media of highly attractive people, doesn't help.
Media and social media are doing irreparable damage to relationships, and the kind of relationships gay media portrays sure aren't helping to make a change. Love is dying

>>85067833
If bottoms didn't want me to be old and chasing after younger guys they shouldn't have rejected me for not being chad when I was 17 and looking for a bf my own age. They are directly responsible for me being older and still looking for a younger guy so they need to take responsibility for it and there's no way as a twink top virgin I'm going to chase after a used up 30 year old bottom with a saggy loose asshole and a thousand cock stare

>used up 30 year old bottom
plenty of gay virgins of that age

>>85068448
is this cuckbot trolling? This is a meme worthy post

I used to have some overblown standards too and I have to say this place helped me lowering them and understanding they weren't very realistic, still learning. Now it's the opposite because recently this place is getting guys with higer standards

>>85068468
I'm not talking born again spiritual virgins I'm talking physical virgins I don't want a used up old wrinkly bottom with a disease ridden loose prolapsed asshole who just got off the BIG BLACK COCK carousel and now wants to settle down with a long term bf. It's disgusting

i'm a gay virgin but i'm not a straight virgin

>>85068599
>born again spiritual virgins I'm talking physical virgins I don't want a used up old wrinkly bottom with a disease ridden loose prolapsed asshole who just got off the BIG BLACK COCK carousel
but that's not a physical virgin

does everyone on here double post on gaygen?

>>85068599
why are lgbtq people always doing some interracial fuckery?

>>85068715
Don't know I thought it was just these threads that seemed to have a large amount of BBC fetishists but maybe I'm wrong
>>85068637
Yeah that's my point I don't want a non virgin used up anal whore cum rag for BBC and it's my right as a virgin top to have a virgin bottom

viking bottom

>been wanking off to duo gymbro porn and a bit of bara
>post nut clarity makes me realise my intense jealousy of their physiques
>start bigging myself up to go to a gym finally
>weigh myself as comparison to all of the google goal physique images
>48kg
>all motivation gone when i think of how much effort it would take
I think i am just going to keep to my wanking whilst pretending to be like them instead its a lot easier.

>48kg
I will rape you and enslave you

>>85068849
>48kg
How short is this skelly?

>>85068894
163 so its not that bad, but still pretty over for my dream bara hunk physique.

>>85068962
You owe me sex pay me

It's so cute when little sex toys think they can be big strong men.

>>85068707
I refuse to use or post on /lgbt/ because I'm not gay and I hate trannies so no

>>85069077
Yeah I remember being just like you, back when I was a 12 yo struggling with being gay. It took additional 6 years to come to terms with it. How long will it take you?

>>85069234
SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING FAGGOT TRANNY

>>85069234
I'm pretty open and accepting of my sexuality I regularly talk with my friends about how I'm straight and looking for a twink bf so I have no idea what you're talking about

>>85069243
So many years, then? Long road ahead.

>>85069255
I've seen men say they weren't gay as they begged for my load on all fours. Your delusion is entry level compared to that.

>>85069284
gtfo here chad

>>85069284
I'm not a bottom so trying to compare me to some chad only used up whore begging for semen isn't really anywhere close I'm entirely open about me being straight

another week another skillet pasta dinner, life is the same as I wait until the money is all gone. This isn't even cheap anymore thanks to the price of ground beef now.

>>85069379
whats wrong with pasta dinner bro

>>85069379
What you gonna do when it all runs out?

>>85069424

nothing by itsself, its just a symptom of a larger problem.

>>85069426


no fucking clue, still got some time but I won't even think about doing something until its just about all gone because that's just how I work. I can see the cliff coming and the train is barreling towards it but for right now its alright so I do nothing.

>>85069332
The point that went over your head is that a gay man in denial is nothing new. If a man can have intercourse with another man but still say he isn't gay with a straight face, it puts things in perspective. You making a home in a gay thread and telling other gays frequently how much you're not gay yourself? That's some entry level delusion, it's nothing much, almost expected from a virgin queen.
If you keep saying that after losing your virginity, than it becomes advanced delusion, depths of denial

>>85069439
it will get sadder here once you stop posting, it will be noticed. Hope you can find a way to take a hold of your life

>>85067991
My internal gayometer tells me right tops and both are cuties

>>85069439
Poor you. I'm afraid when you finally get to act, it will be too late. Without a home and internet, you'll get stuck in a perpetual cycle of being too poor to get a job so you'll end up like a total beggar. Do you see yourself begging for food in the future?

>>85069439
yeah, it may sound harsh but this >>85069475 anon is asking the real question. Depression is a bitch, you should start treating it first instead of indulging into it. Can you handle all the trouble a moneyless life provides? Have you a thick skin for it? You're still in time

>>85069471

thank you for that, anyway.

>>85069475


If I forced to go homeless then I'm probally dead. No way my fat flabby ass with all my health problems can tolerate living outside in the elements. Fuck even spending 15 minutes out in the heat practically fries me.

>>85069452
I have no interest in ever having sex with a man and when I do have sex it will be straight so what you're saying has no point and me being open about my sexuality and saying that I want a twink bottom bf is not delusional in the slightest there is no denial and there is no delusion because I admit I want a twink bf and I am straight and I am open about it

>>85069495
You don't know the full picture, do you? That's story, the king of procrastination. He has postponed his entire life up to this point. I'm positive only starvation would make him act, and if he finds a way to eat without getting a job, he'll just become a full time hobo

>>85069498
Maybe the cold winter can actually kill, but in the summer you'll just find a chilly shaded spot to be homeless at. The actual thing is food and how to get it for free. Are there many homeless people where you live?

>>85069515
I know I'm talking to story, anon. He's a procrastinator because he's mentally ill and depressed, but I think he should start to treat this condition, which is the root of his problems along with his past

>>85069506
>there is no delusion because I admit I want a twink bf and I am straight
10/10 it got me

>>85069539
But treating his condition is just another task he will postpone indefinitely. The only thing he does actively besides eating is spending money on his cats

>>85069498
>If I forced to go homeless then I'm probally dead
but that's what's going to happen once the money is gone. I guess you own your house, but there are still bills to pay for it, and there are your cats depending on you too. If you're implying you're going to kill yourself, first, you shouldn't do it, then it isn't as easy as you might think. Our body are programmed to resist suicide attempts

>>85069563
that's why depression is a bitch. People don't understand how invalidating mental illness is, you don't just "solve it". An external help for him would be needed but currently he has nobody but himself and his cats, who are great to keep him anchored to reality

Drunk and listening to carbon based life forms

Need bf to cry over abstract feelings with

>>85069650
what feelings like what

>>85069660
How there's a lot of unexpressed love in the world that's repressed and left unrealized until it dies because of the way things are and everything is about timing idk
Someone here will probably think that's incredibly stupid but whatever

>>85069538

some, downtown mostly there's even a homeless shelter there which its women and children preferred, men only if they have extra room.

>>85069573

I'll lose the house if I don't pay the taxes on it. It really isn't worth much anyway as it would need a lot of work or renovation to sell. I might be able to get 60-70k as it is. As for an hero, no I know I'm far too much of a pussy to ever even attempt to do that. I'm too scared of death and what comes after; I'm an atheist but I can't help but shake the feeling that maybe there is a God and I'm going straight to hell. It's just how I was raised.

>>85069692
yea life always has a kind of bittersweet background when you think about it like that.
What are you drinking?

>>85069714
love yourself more storybud. You're a kind anon, at least for the time I was here. You can still turn things around, star over. You talk about ending up homeless as a far away thing but it can become reality real quick if you don't do something. Get a small, part time job in your town, you'll kill some time and get to feel a little more accomplished
>inb4 I hate working
every sane person does. Do it for yourself

>>85069742
Yeah. I just hope that with each iteration we get a little closer to collectively realizing something more ideal. I cope by assuming there's an end point that makes sense.

White zinfandel out of a box. I prefer pink moscato cause it's carbonated but it's lower alc by volume and I like to get my money's worth so it's a compromise. Do you drink?

>>85069692
>Someone here will probably think that's incredibly stupid but whatever
I think it's beautiful. Do you think you lack the chances to express your love to someone?

>>85069779
I like those drinks. I typically drink either cheap pinot grigio or admiral nelson.

I think there is an ideal that we can move towards. I mean that's what evolution is all about right? Otherwise why do anything

>>85069778

would anyone hire a 36 year old fat fuck with zero work experience? I can't even stand very long with the pinched nerve in my back. If I try my hip starts burning.

>>85069801
Nope. I've had chances and fucked them up though. It's more like I'm afraid of time running out.

>>85069825
it's not going to be the greatest, cleanest job, but I think there's always some place that needs a hand. You'll have to compromise, but if it's a good place for an introvert, because I assume you'd feel uncomfortable interacting with people, it will help you in the long term

>>85069827
>It's more like I'm afraid of time running out
your own time? Time to find love? Or spending time in some love that feels wrong?

>>85069824
Yeah, I feel the same. It's just the process itself is brutal and only semi-intelligent it feels like.

Also I love pinot grigio. I don't think I've ever had it by itself though, whenever I go to the store I get the 50/50 pinot grigio colombard. Not a big fan of white wine aside from that. I like how it doesn't stain when I spill it though xD

No idea what admiral nelson is. It sounds like rum or something since rum is often nautically themed maybe? I used to drink mr boston because it was cheap and I thought the name was funny but it was gross.

>>85069847

Maybe I'll try in the fall, but realistically I know I won't. My situation would have to get a lot worse before I did. Simple fact is that without someone to force me to go to work, well at some point I just won't feel like going, so I won't. I know how I am and how I act. I'll do good for maybe a month or so, then I'll start skipping. Maybe I'll stay up too late the night before reading something or caught up in a 4chan thread or just playing vidya and then after 2 hours of sleep I'll say fuck it and no show.

That's just how I am.

>>85069854
The first two yeah
Spending time in love doesn't usually feel wrong to me but I do get panicked and push too hard trying to control the outcome so maybe a little bit

What are your experiences with that anon? I will be endlessly self indulgent if you just let me talk

>>85069873
>I'll do good for maybe a month or so, then I'll start skipping
probably, but at least you considered the idea and went for it for a little. That shows you're able to change
>reading something
you read? What kind of books?

>>85069888

more like fanfiction, its an old habit I have from my teenage years. used to write it too but haven't in quite a while.

>>85069876
>your experiences
I guess none, I was never loved by another guy nor did I have the chance to, I would not have much luck either way. I guess that when it come to time and love I don't really know if I can make a connection between them, they're two separate concepts. One things that comes to mind is that the time to experience young, raw love is forever gone and run out

>>85069893
>reads fanfiction
you're adorable. Please change your habits a little, you aren't that old to do so either. You'd make a guy out there very happy to have you

>>85069888

Oh and that's what I did back in college, so I know that's how I am. That was with mom around to try and force me. When I don't want to do something its almost impossible to force myself. I will dig in my heels and refuse to do it.

>>85069941
I guess life will be your harsh teacher then. Sooner or later, we have to find a way, speaking from personal experience

>>85069916
I don't think that's true given how you speak. I don't know anything else about you though.

> things that comes to mind is that the time to experience young, raw love is forever gone and run out
I could be being too optimistic but I think this is a common misconception about love. Age is kind of a meme to me, but I know it isn't to other people and that's why I worry about it. I think it can be and often is raw every time, regardless of how old you are. I mean, at the very least other people like you exist out there and want the same thing as you, and that in and of itself would probably lead to the thing you're both seeking even if the majority of other people your age aren't (I also don't know what that age is). At that point it's a question of whether or not you encounter each other and how you handle it if/when you do. Don't declare something dead before it is because then you're just doing it a disservice and it's a self-fulfilling prophecy.

story watch welcome to NHK. It's depressing and a bit raw sometimes but I think you'd love it

>>85069978
And if you like the show read the novella
It's short so even if you have a short attention span it's easy to get through. It's a bit more serious and it hits the feels harder imo.

>>85069860
Admiral Nelson is Captain Morgan but cheap. Also ew I hate mr boston

>>85069873
Im terrible with work. Got fired a year ago because I would get really drunk before work so I could handle standing at a register and checking people out for like four hours in a row, then staying and still doing things until midnight. That lead to me falling asleep before work and being late a few times.

>>85069941
>I will dig in my heels and refuse to do it.
Really the only way to solve this I think is to find something you can get yourself to do that is related to making money. Otherwise you really will do that forever cuz I'm the same way.

>>85070047

any what would that be? I have no talent or skills even on things I do regularly like video games. I am utterly horrible at them.