I showered 2 days in a row, changed my over clothes 2 days in a row and also changed into sleep clothes at night, removed a whole trash bag of trash from off my bed, and I've been drinking some water, unsweetened tea and Gatorade. I'm feeling kinda better. Like maybe I could eventually start doing this stuff more, but I know I'm just gonna fall back again. I'm still wearing the same bra and panties as I've been wearing for the past couple of weeks(maybe almost month at this point idk). Disgusting ik. I actually admitted that to my boyfriend and he told me to stop trying to convince him to break up with me and stop trying to self-sabotage our relationship. Didn't realize I was doing that.
>non-functional female has unconditional love from her caretaker boyfriendWish it was this easy for mid heterosexual male losers like myself
>>85293108I didn't read what you have to say because that's a really hot photo and it made me horny like I feel those horny pulses in my brain my dick feels horny
>>85293135Me and him are matched with our problems, pretty much twins when it comes to problems, which is why he is fine with it. Well not fine with it, understanding of it. When I told him about this, he told me about how long he goes without showering and I told him I do the same thing. We're both trying to get better though. We're both just depressed and autistic. I am just having a very difficult time lately because I am getting very sick and in pain. I hope you can find someone anon, I am very very lucky to have him. I love him a lot and I hope he loves me as much. >>85293142It is a pretty photo, yes.
>>85293135Also he's not my caretaker, he's just my boyfriend. I take care of myself as best as I can. Sorry if I sound rude
>>85293157What are you sick with? Thanks for your sympathy but I've given up on finding someone; my time has passed.
>>85293268>What are you sick with?Do not know yet. Doctors haven't found anything and the intensity and new symptoms have shown up recently that I haven't been able to tell them about yet. But my symptoms are fatigue, muscle aches, brain fog, shakiness(sometimes), difficulty remembering stuff, nausea, vomiting, joints burning and aching, difficulty completing tasks because of pain and no motivation, joints feeling like they're breaking apart, shortness of breath, racing heartbeat, migraines, difficulty falling asleep, pain while walking because of knee pains, sweating, chills and almost passing out sometimes, lots of normal migraine symptoms, muscle spasms, muscles cramps. And just overall what seems like a decline in my mental ability. Like I had difficulty tying my shoes recently. Difficulty reading. Counting. I don't know. I don't know if any of that is even all connected but it's what's happening rn. I'll lay in bed in pain feeling like my joints are breaking apart for some reason. But according to every scan, test, and all my blood works, I'm basically healthy. >Thanks for your sympathy but I've given up on finding someone; my time has passed.Why do you say that?
>>85293108>and he told me to stop trying to convince him to break up with me and stop trying to self-sabotage our relationship.ngl he sounds like a narcissist
>>85293360How though? I don't see how that makes sense at all?
>>85293365just that he makes your problems about himself, and without a shred of empathy for you
>>85293383Well that's not what he's doing, maybe that's how it may appear to you, but I understood what he meant by it. I'll give important context for that line. Before we started dating I tried telling him he didn't want to date me so I tried telling him all my problems to scare him off. So now when I tell him all my problems like I did that one time, it's very much like I'm trying to scare him away again or trying to get him to break up with me, just like he said. He's not a narcissist, he's just blunt and honest. And he calls me out when I'm trying to sabotage myself when it was probably what I was trying to do. He wasn't making it about himself, he was just pointing out what I was doing
I've always wanted to be a mom but I am scared of passing on whatever I've been sick with my entire life and whatever mental problems I've had my entire life. Also my shitty genes since both my parents have health problems too. But I've always dreamed of having 3 children. I don't want to curse my children with my problems though, I hate living and I don't want to be the reason they live in pain
im just waiting for the simps to say "Marry me" to this stinky bitch
>>85293504I already have a boyfriend, as stated already, why would someone say that?
>>85293504Also why call me a bitch?
>>85293510Will you marry me foid?
Keep trying your best, an-non.
>>85293108>I'm still wearing the same bra and panties as I've been wearing for the past couple of weeks(maybe almost month at this point idk).You are being such a good little faggot
>>85294413I have boifrien>>85294428Sorry that was very difficult to read, can you tldr? Also thank you >>85294441Why call me that?
>>85294447>Why call me that?Because you are a man wearing female panties and bras
>>85294455You can believe that if you want, doesn't have any affect on real life.
I can feel myself getting worse and losing my small amount of motivation
>>85294572Yeah, you and me both pal
>>85294622I'm sorry that's happening to you anon. Hope you get better
>>85293108Hey OP, is that a pic of you? If so, I want to ram my tongue up your anus
>>85294626No I just think the picture is pretty. I wouldn't post a picture of myself like that on here, I have a boyfriend and posting pictures like that online feels like cheating
>>85294624Maybe one day. I appreciate your concern
>>85294631Here *hug* for you, anon.
>>85294630Based, you sound like a good girlfriend. I hope to one day fall in love with someone sweet and loyal like you seem to be
>>85294636Aww thanks anon *hugs*
>>85294641I think that is bare minimum. But I hope you can find someone nice one day anon >>85294652You're welcome anon
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