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>>85681214
I discovered that I will have a neurodegenerative disease later in life, most likely Parkinson.
This week was shit.

i slept all day and went to the store to get a sandwich and tea, maybe i'll go for a walk but i dont want to change out of sweatpants really

>>85681214
I'm doing better but its still bad. I'm thinking of better days when I get approved for benefits and I have a place of my own where I can live happily ever after. I'll even have 400 dollars left every month to safe up for a hair transplant and nose job, so maybe if everything goes well I'll finally be good looking or normal looking enough to have a girlfriend.

i'm feeling anhedonic as fuck and i'm craving drugs really badly but i'm at the very least not profoundly depressed. refreshfagged the board all day and jacked off once. also got a message saying that i'll be starting training for my part-time job soon so it isn't all bad

>>85681249
really? man that sucks, I'm sorry anon :c
>>85681255
sounds comfy, what's wrong with going to the store in your sweatpants? I've seen people go in their pajamas.
>>85681259
I doubt you're uglier than me anon.
>>85681275
yeah it's not all bad! at least you have a job, I can't seem to find one and I've been trying for months

>>85681306
>I doubt you're uglier than me anon.
I mean I am pretty ugly but I'm not comparing myself to you. I need to get these surgeries and hopefully I don't get botch. I'm doing what I can already by dieting and taking care of my skin. but i'm a hop on finasteride after I get my hair transplant forever so I have have luscious hair and attract a foid to be permanently by my side. It's going to be great.

I'm a tell my doctor about how fucked I feel and everything so all of it is documented so I get the schizobux.

>>85681306
>sounds comfy, what's wrong with going to the store in your sweatpants? I've seen people go in their pajamas.
yeah im just not that comfortable with going out and stuff so it's better to put on something that doesn't look like a total mess.

Dear mods, please remove this angel's egg avatarfag spam thread or move it to the >>>/trash/ where it belongs (3rd thread)

Thank you

>>85681327
well I hope everthing goes well anon, when you get hair transplant, does it get longer like regular hair?
>>85681339
yeah I get that.

>>85681214
>I have a horrible migraine today
Soak your feet in hot water.

>>85681344
you know that you doing that in every thread does nothing right?

>>85681361
does that actually work?

>>85681357
yea I think that's the case. I have a lot of hair on the back that I could donate to my front of my scalp because I got pretty bad recession to give me a more youthful appearance. I'm excited

>>85681397
nice! I'm happy for you anon, hope everything goes well:D
but are you thinking of letting it grow very long once you get your transplant?

>>85681423
define long. I think I want to keep it semi long for a guy, but not too long where I look like a chick. I've always had kinda long hair growing up. I'm a mog so hard once I fix my ugly ass nose and fix my vegeta hairline. Girls wont be able to keep their hands off me I bet.

I can already see myself living in my own space with 400 dollars to buy whatever I want by the end of the month and having a decorated bedroom with a bunch of cool stuff. I've never lived on my own before but I want to so bad.

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>>85681214
Today was the agreed contact day. I waited long but they never made it. Something musta have had went sideways on their end. I slipped back into the shadows when it was clear they weren't coming.

>>85681440
well my hair is down to my shoulders, is that too long for a guy?
>I've never lived on my own before but I want to so bad.
I want this too but I can't even get a job.
>>85681460
maybe next time?

>>85681476
>well my hair is down to my shoulders, is that too long for a guy?
its really up to you what you're comfortable with
>I want this too but I can't even get a job.
there are jobs that I could technically get, but I know I can't hold them down because I'm kinda crazy. Have you tried looking at employment agencies? I found them to be helpful when I was younger and more sane (still I never could hold a job)

>>85681495
>Have you tried looking at employment agencies?
yeah but the thing is that no one in this city is hiring, I mean I applied for a job earlier today and they told me they would call me but that usually means they are not giving me the job.
I've had jobs before when I was younger but couldn't keep them for mental health issues, now that I'm motivated and I actually want to work no one will hire me, on my last job I got laid off because I think that place was closing down or something

>>85681214
I just want the "men are shit" anon to die of painful, natural causes. Probably isn't even a woman.

>>85681588
hmm it's been a while since I posted on this board so I don't know about that anon, what's her deal? she just hates men?

>>85681476
>maybe next time?
I just hope nothing bad happened, they have expressed they were going through a rough patch.

>>85681374
Try it and find out.

>>85681511
well that's unfortunate. Have you tried call centers before? They're hell on earth but they also hire anyone with a diploma

>>85681214
Pretty bad, I can't stop from running my mouth when high of pregabalin, and lately undefined noises get filtered in my mind as people from adjacent rooms shit talking me. I don't know how to stop, nothing brings me as much fun as drugs ever did, I dream of one day trying heroin, or at least poppy tea.

>>85681670
that was my last option, guess I have no other choice
>>85681663
so who is this person? a friend of yours?
I hope they are doing well.
>>85681677
idk that used to happen to me too except I didn't do drugs (I've never done drugs)

>>85681692
>that used to happen to me too except I didn't do drugs
what made you stop? I've had a ton of ego blows and cried myself to sleep because of the consequences of my own actions and still repeat it and even while sober I tend to run my mouth, suprised I haven't been punched yet

>>85681214
super trash but it was sick

I learned today that people constantly size me up and judge me to be weak

so they harass me cause they think I can't hurt them or something

it feels so obvious in hindsight

I can't believe I barely caught on

XD

>>85681712
I don't know actually, it just stopped, I mean at the time I started drawing whenever it got really bad and also started going on walks at 5 am that helped clear out my mind

>>85681723
have you punched them yet >:)

>>85681732
i can't do that

that's too mean

I'll just settle for understanding the type of validation they seek from interacting with me

XD

>>85681735
that doesn't sound ultra mega super godly of you :((

>>85681744
I silently judge

so when the time to toss ppl into hell

i'll be ready

c:

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>>85681692
>that was my last option, guess I have no other choice
yea they sucked I've been hired by three different places before, and every time I felt like I wasn't trained enough to answer or help the client like you'd expect someone when calling customer service. I preferred when I worked as a tradesman, but that too came with its problems. If only I was a bit more normal it would have been a goldmine for me.

>>85681758
hey can you throw me in hell right now? I hate my life.

>>85681760
yeah I've heard it's a very stressful job but I mean shit I can't even get hired at a super market

>>85681782
wat if we are in hell already

AND I AM DA DEBUL

OMG

C:<

>>85681800
we're already there? well that explains a lot, in which circle of hell are we right now? :0