Dear blog. My imaginary friend Crusty the clown tried to fire a pain gun at my sister and consequently had both his legs broken. There's not much I can do about that but I should check up on my sister to make sure she's okay. Thank you for reading my blog.
>>12516946Nice blog, fren.Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail
>>12516946in regard to the betterness of my mental helth i will not think any negative thoughs anymore, whatever Alien TV wants from me idc anymore, at this point after deleting and creating multiple accounts i have to accept they will always be waitching but they will never know whats inside my head, i will focus my thoughs in what i control and i have 100%control over my brain, i talk about them with my psychuatrist, mon and dat and none of them believe me, and ofc whou would believe me? waht i had been thinkin in the last year its the most absurd thing that has ever happen in the entire history of the earth, i wouldn believe me too, i try to answer questions like why or how and even what but at this point i think the best is to try live life like a normal human being, if apparentely my life is now a sitcom, or a show, or a movie, or whatever it is well idk and i will prolly never know and i never choose any of this, if im doing a bad movie, well u choose a bad actor but i have to achieve something idk if its possible but theres only one way to find out, im taking amfebutamone, risperidone and sertraline and lately my brain has changed compared to months ago i think i was more schizo than now, at one point i believe my life was a salvia divinorum trip or a simulation, in the episode shut up and dance, when they are discussing names, ALL of the names have an E, i saw two E in the new superman movie is that a mesagge, no its just a casuality and idk what to think about anymore, no this will be the last time, i will just take ma jewpills milkshake and take the advice from ma new psychologist and everything will be fine, by 2037 i will have a career, a car, a house, and a family, and i will not be a targeted individual because im prolly not one rn and is has been all a casuality just that a casuality that because of dissiciative druck abuse they did something bad to ma brain but the jewpills will heal it, i just have to stop thinkin about it and i will be happier
>>12517006Do you want more secret information? I'm not sure if I should tell you after that.
>>12517247its okay dont tell me, i dont wanna think about that anymore for the sake of my mental helth
>>12517277I suggest you be insolent and say fuck you aliens I'm doing what I want whenever possible.
>>12516946your posts always just seem like the embodiment of what someone imagines having schizophrenia is like to be honest with you, sorry if that comes off as hate I think a lot of people here like your posts besides the fact
>>12517320My posts are half true half shitposts, imagine being schizo and a shitposter right? Sometimes I believe them more then others but they're always based on the narrative going on in my head. I am diagnosed with schizophrenia though, but there's debate whether or not its drug induced psychosis or not. I get free government money and everything.
>>12517320Like theres whole lore with crusty the clown aka V who's a narcissistic alcoholic clown living in my brain and I'm honest to god not sure if he's real or not but I seriously hope not.
I said that thing about the gambling demons getting their legs broken for cheating, sorry if that impacted your psyche in a negative way
>>12517341Did V try to cheat? Maybe my narrative was a lie
Dear diary esfores, I posted in a blog thread, roll for fortune - thanks you.Your fortune: Average Luck
>>12517328not that it matters but in that case I will half believe you
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