i feel very tense and sick and i cant relax
>>12544180never let them see you sweat on your first cruiseYour fortune: Reply hazy, try again
jerk off and go to sleep
>>12544191>jerk offtoo much dxmYour fortune: Very Bad Luck
>>12544180post your nipples wish
your nipples wish
why is wish so freakin cute
>>12544565hi,,
>>12544765cute butt pat pat
>>12544180When I feel like that, I drinke or smoke. Those always help me relax. >>12544191 This is my emergency go-to thing that forces me to relax. Jerkin' yer gerkin' is a sure fire relaxation technique. That's why it's so helpful doing work from home all the time. You can just, jerk off when you get too stressed.
>>12544180>heterosloppia
we get it, you were molested. please stop making it everyone elses problem
>>12544180Isn't that how you feel every day? What's the news?
also kys 8 times
>>12545269EIGHT??
>>12545267it will change
>>12545360Why ? U are perfect
why can't i look like this
ummm go outside or open all your windows.this could be caused by low ventilation enviornment. trust.
>>12544180get well soon
>>12545380i will i also got these meds from my therapist alongside pramipexole low dose nd lamictal i also take selegiline and trintellix nd bupropion nd sometimes dxm nd sometimes lsd, i stopped other meds besides a lot of supplements >>12545369i thinke being a little motivated and goode wuoldnt hurt desu>>12545372have u tried?>>12545525loll
i used to take dxm everyday but rewriting (haha... ...) my brains thoughts to i dont need to rely on it made me not take any tday
>>12545526that's the plan.*sip*but it's my understanding that wish will have to die first. at least once. maybe twice.*sip*"This life can be very strange"–Steely DanYour fortune: （ ´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ
>>12545634the b in vitamin b stands for benzosYour fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger
>>12545526i will get so incredibly epically super win well!>>12545671for clarity's sake no?>>12545683Wow O.o
>>12545697>clarity's sakei understand that you wish to die.possibly more than once.i just wanted to do a little recording with you once or twice before you check out.*sigh*but the people in my life are ass heads and they like to make everything difficult.maybe someone will school shoot them and be on the six o'clock news.*sip*Your fortune: （ ´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ
>>12545634I doubt your brain works properly after taking so many pills. you're like a retarded bunny.
>>12545758gim bunnying so much right now u have noooooo idea,,,,,,,,
>>12545758its not a lot just these and supplements
supplements i cna remember r like omega 3 2 a day l methylfolate p5p ksm 55 magnesium ginkgo caffeine nd a lot of other supplements but theyre not rly classified as "drugs"
>>12545765that's hardcore chemistry right thar.wish is blazing the trail of the psychonauts.Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!
>>12545778https://youtu.be/Um7pMggPnug???
>>12545759bunnying urself o with another bunny, also lewwwd>>12545765Do you really take that shit every day? How are you even alive, bitch? also LSD, wtf, I think rather than helping you, they're trying to fry your brain.>>12545772your bills must come to around $2,000 just for drugs and supplements. what happens if I take all that away?
>>12545781plsplsplspls p ls dont take things that (probably, LOLE) work for me away!! Uuuu!!!Uuuu Uuuuuuu!!!!!!! >_<Ya i take taht everyday sometimes stuff in rotation Like memantine nd LSD or like 4 days of selegiline then rotate memantine like taht 2 not lose Tolerance desu,uu,,i love b unnying myself with my bnuy because we ar bunnying togethe bunny bunny forever bunnies and sweet dreams and water Always,, thx God !!!!!
>>12545779*sip*https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NQloJ-sI1o4&list=RDNQloJ-sI1o4&start_radio=1next level distortion.Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>12544180clearly you need more psychoactives circulating in you
>>12545791Clearly.
>>12545788well besides those dubs ...if I make 6000 euros in the next 2 years it would mean to have a huge impact and success ...isn't that great ?
>>12545862https://youtu.be/67n3Q9xNkCY?t=528
oh i have this i can try
>>12545980scrobbling is not allowed
>>12545988oh it works well with l methylfolate but also dangerous cuz of serotonin syndrome but like u know lets go GAMBLING and stuff bc its GOOD it means i can scrobblle EVEN MORE songs........
https://youtu.be/-6dOt5PF-Sk
>>12546325moar jam 4 da jam godz
i had nerve spasms or whatever that felt like a heart attack each time i tried to go to sleep, i took a few injections from a doctor nd im gonna sleep againe now,, i hope i dont die! ((i think)
>>12546578I don't know why doctors are doing so much to save your pathetic and weak life. It's obvious that God wants you with him, u are going against nature of things
>>12546612i had the strangest mots bivid dreams
>>12544180you feel very tense and sick and you can't relax
>>12546760i really ami hope i get dxm today
i cannot sleep because my bed's on nightmaresi cant be saved!! exceptby uh.. dxm christg or whatevber
just shid on my stuffies
>>12546871shut upis it weird i wanna take dxm and freeze to deaththat sounds really comfortable i guessi wanna be happy and share happy energy with everyone elsebut sometimes its hard to
>>12546871hot girl in your pic
im having brain zaps or something from withdrawal i havent taken pill form in 2 weeksonly liquid cuz i, waiting for shippingand liquid was equal to a very small amounti stopped using liquid for 2.5 days because igs way harmful
>>12546883*shivers*
just drank strawberry milk
>>12546886that's so wish-like
>>12546889i currently do not want to existsaying i want to exist is cope and isnt helpingtheres no happy thought machine converterits all a big lie
>>12546895*pat pat* ilu wish
what a world
>>12546916Yer jus a moe living in a grimdark world~
>>12546900sick on my bed
>>12546920please manifest that my pills come today instead of tomorrow for my sake,
>>12546927Most people here probably enjoy guro.Your fortune: Better not tell you now
>>12546932do you?
>>12546935No. Do you ?
>>12546937it's a secret
>>12546940hmmokay you probably doeverybody knows you'd enjoy anything anyways
nvm its coming tomorrowm taking syrup soon
>>12546963
>>12546895It's like if abusing so many drugs and never leaving your house are affecting your little brain
>>12546939bro
>>12547086hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,,,,,,,.>>12547104cheese~
you should take more drugs and cut yourself more
>>12547291i did both!and i also got a new mic to speak words that cause you to feel [REDACTED] ......
>>12547301if ur still breathing thats a sign u need to do more
>>12547302u wa nna kill me u monster
>>12547303btw wouldnt it be cool to have a fully loaded revolver you can play with and suck on at any time in ur room hehe
Join .gg/4chan now!!! we need more clover members
>>12547301say something cool for vocaroo
>>12547303We all want that here and an angelic ritual with your blood and your body.
>>12547323ill wink for you
>>12547306yes actually ,,,>>12547310ew>>12547326i dont know who you are and ur unfunny>>12547323i wonder waht,,>>12547324id rather drink water for now,,
>>12547354say "im dumb pathetic drug addict whore and i hate the antichrits" pls
>>12547361>say "im dumb pathetic drug addict whore and i hate the antichrits" plsi didnt know what u wanted me to sound like so https://voca.ro/13PqX3As7SwE here u go anyway
im drinking water right now
i really dont wanna exist
thats why ill be happy tomorrow when i get pillsei really dont want to be anywhere i dont even want to post anymorebut whatever
>>12547371thx i will use it for evil purposes>>12547487Why are you so miserable little bunny? did your whole family die in a tragic accident or something? or wtf is u problem
>>12547491i dont know
all i know is that im at peace when i dont exist im safe and comfortable and even somewhat cheerful
i want to delete wish
i should
sorry, bye
>>12547496That's not an answer. If no traumatic shit happened to you, then it just means that drugs fried your smol brain, and in that case, you deserve it.>>12547502When did you not exist when you sleep? and also, if it weren't for you posting on 4chuds, no one would probably know you existed, though.>>12547506not without letting me play with you first
>>12547570i have personality disorders or something i dont knowi really want to go awaybut this is probably just me being impulsivei took a valium to calm downewhat if i really choose to stop being here though im not sure
or anywhere at allwhat if i change a loti dont know
once u learn its gamesu can starve this monster
resisting (life) creates sufferingdont be in the grip of the parasitic egolet go
>>12547585>what if i really choose to stop being here though im not sureNothing? No one really knows, maybe it's just eternal darkness, but that will happen to us sooner or later. I really don't understand suicidal losers. Life is just the blink of an eye. It's like trying to fast-forward one second of an eternal video or something like that.>>12547587Maybe you just feel lonely after all, you're here talking to strangers all the time even though half of them hate you or ignore you. maybe you just cope with drugs because you know that nobody really cares about you.
>>12547627angelicdaughterpuppysnaplolitummyive come to change ur mindu can be happyunseen consciousness tries to flood in everyday and u should let things flowi am ur self appointed guardian angeldont forget to consider the "angelic"demonic is more likely the occurrenceand I love you I love me, yes (selfishly)I hope there's no words I've said that ticked u offur so pretty and cooldont be afraidits easy when ur with the flow of a holy timelineive felt a bad trip neutralize at the call of jesusI bless this thread and ubyeee
>>12547648I want you,,,,,
>>12547666kys>>12547634>>12547648i takes a napi dont think im hated ¿the ratio of hate vs love makes love winu dont wanna understand suicidal peoplejust let go of ur egoalso hi guardian angel thx for blessing threade
>>12547696probably truei do hope u find some stable happy feeling and everything ill stop giving advice, i hate doing that...ego bad
>>12547782i wasnt even culprit hahaim so sensitive dont hurt my feelings pls hahaanyways i will survive another daymuch better its always bad until its not or something
good morning
>>12548175hey
>>12547782Please remove this evil image.Your fortune: Better not tell you now
>>12545634it's the ritalin amigo, you need to be cautious, do it for me :<
>>12549111i.. i will try.....
>>12549111it's the trips amigo
update: i still feel tense and nervous nd i cant relax10mg valium and magnesium
>>12550604you're deluding yourself
>>12550607dont w orry though cuz this will be fixed soonill delude Myself properly : ]
>>12550607Shuddup idiot I'm not
im sorryplease forgive mei love youthank you
>>12550610cumme
>>12550614
>>12550613forgive you for what? you didnt do anything wrong
>>12550619should my energy be more feminine or masculine Wish?
>>12550619actually she pegged my butthole
>>12550620Sayo
>>12550622blue and grey and white?
>>12550623Yes
>>12550622 (dubs!)trans rights are human rightsYour fortune: Better not tell you now
>>12550625i wonder if i really should, i wonder, i wonder..
>>12550629Only time will be able to tell
erasure
>>12550627Yep but unfortunately people deserve more rights many more rights than just sexual and gender related ones
>>12550641you can be someone else's God if you be their every desire :3
>>12545765Why are you even taking some of this shit? 2 different parkinsons meds, muscle relaxant, multiple serotonergic antidepressants mixed with fucking DXM and acid?It dosent make any fucking sense, most of this shit shouldn't be mixed and practically everything has theraputic duplication.Its like you don't even go to a doctor and are just buying random shit based on shit some retard said on bluelight and are taking it on a whim.If someone prescribed all this shit they should be in prison this is the most retarded shit iv ever seen and you are lucky to be alive let alone not feeling tense and sick
>>12550649ego gets inflated -> believes its God -> it destroys itself (depending on ur level of consciousness bc the ego is waiting to feel powerful nd feel like its God) -> some truth's have been hidden from the World as mercy -> this will be your punishmentits like getting a "sword" via ur delusionsif u just kind of take these ideas a nd claim them without actually knowing ur gonna ruin ur life(it means its wrong for you atm but later on it'll be true) <- don't just believe it if u dont believe it if you feel like you are God you wouldn't really say anything about ittwo opposite truths can be true at the same timesomething you will get later and another one you'll let gocopyright 2025 the mecha mind (u wanna starve it)so u have to trust in ur own guidance what is useful or what is notGod doesn't get angry or frustrated or triggeredyou start to disagree with what's happening, ur chest tightens, frustration, resistance to what's being presented to youand if ur experiencing this suffering its just ur Egopandora's box has been openednow we have to manage the falloutits cool to be free from the burden of knowledgeim not attached to any of these ideaseach teaching is like a map but the map is not the territory its just guiding U to Where U Need to GoIntellectual Understanding, Wisdom, Philosophy.until U take the first Step the Map means Nothingso when u hear some ideas that u dont get thats Oktheres gonna be ideas that dont resonate with you at all, that's when u know they're not for you at the momentso its this journey of taking what serves you as you go along this unique pointany idea that does not resonate with you is a distraction,,so u find ur own waynothing wrong with that desusome things might be true laterbc ur always evolving into a new version of yourselfsometimes u dont want chinese foodand when u want chinese food u come backjust make sure to swallow ur food and swallow it before shoving more food in ur mouth ok? thx u so much
>>12550669the internet told me its good for me so
>>12550669don't worry though, i know what im doingand the side effects are worth everythingthis is the only way i can exist("this isnt the only way..")^ needs time i guess
>>12550681too many stims bro
>>12550690.. i said im in valium and magnesium and stuff not stims atm
huh? in? i meant i took.. ug
>>12550685Do you even have fucking parkinsons? Is this all self prescribed?>>12550688Clearly not dude. You have demonstrated very clearly that you have no fucking clue about any of this shit.I really hope this is a larp because knowing there is someone this fucking stupid out there is depressing.Probably most of what's wrong with you is just from over medication. At least get rid of any theraputic duplication if your going to continue being retarded and taking random drugs that dont go together.
just wet the bed again
buy ranquilon from ru-pills and take 1-2mg per day
>>12550693the parkinson meds are for increasing dopamineselegiline inhibits mao b and it keeps making dopaminethe other one makes dopamine alsotheres nothing wrong with my stacki have severe severe severe issues and i need things or else i wont work
>>12550696thx ill considerim adding buspar to the list
>>12550702buy it and you'll be surprised
the most important thing of all is dxm for me, if u couldnt tell,,its a bery wonderful medicine
>>12550698Add highgrade weed to the list idiot
>>12550708wow rlyi can soon>>12550712dxm is enough for me
>>12550694AHAHAGGAGAGHAHHAHHA *cofcofcof* HAAAAHAHAAHAHAHAHpeepee
>>12550717don't be scared of thinking, it's wonderful
i hope i get my dxm pills tomorrow s4s..the syrup is way different bc of the other ingredients ... nd i puke from it
wish is a cute bitchslut
>>12550720i have bad thinking habits without dxmtheyre very cruel and badi can think on dxm all i want!cuz bad things r banned,,
>>12550698I know what they do dude. This isn't how psych meds work you dont just stack a bunch of shit that's acting on the same systems together and hope it works (-‸ლ)Mixing this much shit together that all acts on ur dopamine levels via various mechanisms is not only pointless because some of it orobably cancels each other out but it will also be causing a lot of nasty effects, you are basically chemically inducing schizophrenia if i had to hazard a guess as to what ur mental state is like while taking all this shit.
>>12550702pls be bait
