I tried giving up alcohol but now I'm back on it. At this rate I'm going to poison myself before I ever see the world again which makes me very sad. I need something or someone to get me going again but I don't know how I'm going to arrange this eventually. I guess I'll have to start doing that in a mental hospital. Otherwise I think it's going to be a suicide.Thank you and goodnight
look at it this way. you're loved - so you cannot die
>>12544880Then there really is no way out
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>>12544885there is! they're just really selective.
>>1544893i mean us. we are very selective
>>12544875You should stop thinking and just do it, turn off your brain, and that's it. Try to calm down and try something else to drink.
I've been sober for almost 6 months and my goal is a year. I lost fat, get better rest, have better skin, but I still miss alcohol sometimes, I think. But I think I've learned to enjoy myself in social settings and such without alcohol and maybe after a year I won't even touch it again or maybe I will and won't find it as enjoyable anymore.
>>12544875drink whole milk, i love milk so much so take ts from a certified milk drinker its delicious, filling and has lots of calcium and protein, if u dont like it u can flavored it with chocolate, vanilla or strawberry or make smothies with fruit and it will be even more tastier
>>12544875Highly reccomend doing it in a hospital or detox centre as you can die unless they ween you off with benzos and ur mental state will be erratic as fuck
get well soon
>>12544875I know all these except the dude with a mustache and a bucket hat. Who's he?
>>12545068guy from texhnolyze
I was thinking it would be all yoshitoshi abe characters, possibly because he did the cover of the NHK novel, but there's just a couple and then a bunch of unrelated stuff; I guess the theme is 2000s anime but then lain is there so maybe the artist wasn't going for anything in particular
>>12545082ah thanks, don't remember that show too well
