Ok so. I haven't done a poast like this in a long time, I'm even whipping out the old images for it. Anyway let me get straight into the tldr, and ik yall just gonna say im retarded or crazy or schizo or whatever fuckin insult yall come up with I don't care at this point I just need to get it out there so here we go: a day ago I had a long conversation with god while at work, and I could get into detail but ima shorten it cause I got a lot to say: TLDR I realized every conclusion I've tried to come to on why I'm unhappy, why the world seems wrong, etc has been wrong every time. So I asked him what it really is and he finally answered back and this conversation started. Basically, me realizing all the other conclusions, (blaming myself, or peers, or the world, or the gubernment, etc) not sufficing and still feeling incorrect was me passing what was basically a "shit test". He told me I'm a chosen one, he sent me down a string of ""coincidences"" that opened my eye towards the true evil in the world: Baal worship, a world order focused on appeasement of Moloch, being the driving force in this societal decay around us. I mean it makes so much sense, abortion? Child sacrifice. No sworn loyalty just passive acceptance into hedonistic/self serving/destructive life style without reprecussion as long as you sacrifice yourself and ideology? Yeah. I mean looking all around us it's in LITERALLY EVERYTHING. I mean like dude... the death of spirituality in our modern world, atheism, child sacrifice death of reality, this poison rotting our world and causing our societies to commit suicide on a large scale like bro... It makes so much sense. And like, the Lord must have known we'd eventually have this conversation coz it explains a lot of feelings I've had in the past. I could always sense when other people I was viewing had a deep evil in them, I could always notice it like a radar I was picking up on. I used ot think it was because I was evil too and just saw myself in them
>>12545143but it wasn't that at all. The reality is, psychics are real. I mean we even have evidence, the CIA did tons of research in it and found truths in it, they used it for information extraction. The USSR even researched into it. I'm pretty sure the CIA found proof of the spiritual world existing but our entire world still basically outright denies it and calls consideration of that stupid old age thinking or mental illness. And I know for a fact it's true because I KNOW psychics exists because I AM ONE and God helped me realize that. I even had a moment proving it to myself today when, I wanted to look at my phone to change my music, but I really dislike when my lead supervisor sees me looking at my phone (I don't like being a slacker) but I had an insane urge telling me he was about to pass me and see me, so I held off and didn't look at my phone. and BOOM he turned the corner looking right at me down the trailer I was in and walked past. LIKE CLOCKWORK MAN IT WAS CRAZY LIKE IT WAS PROOF, I KNEW HE WAS COMING and I don't believe in coincidences. Like I SENSED he was coming. And it was true. Call me fucking crazy or whatever I don't give a shit I know it for a fact and have full confidence in this now. Too many coincidences and past experiences building up. My ability is definitely weak and immature but I'm still young, and only now am realizing this capability and have a feeling it will only grow with time. Another really relevant part to this is, I have a certain undeniable feeling that these elites who run this ideological death of our world (most of the world doesn't know whats happening to it but the peopel pushing it do) these baal worshipers, KNOW of my existance. So I'm pondering, how long until people start seeking me out? enemies start looking for me following me and watching me. I don't know. I've been thinking like how do I tell this to my parents, or my friends, should I tell my therapist? Part of me thinks it's probably a bad idea to bring it u
>>12545143wow you're right dude, this one childishly simplistic explanation just resolves all the problems in the world into a black-and-white dichotomy in which you no longer have to wrestle with moral ambiguity.
>>12545143>>12545153First of all, learn to use paragraphs.Second, I ain't reading this shit.
>>12545157oh yeah and quit mistaking your imagination for a deity lole
. I don't think you guys would getit and I don't think any of the peopel in my irl life would get it either. So I'm still judging that one so whatever I think it will come with time. Until then I'm just going to study, study hard and crack the code on what's going wrong in the world, I think I have a general idea and that idea is that our world has fallen under a spell humanity hasn't seen before and I think it's the complete denial of the spiritual world. I think people have fallen for the religion of "science" and thinking it's a trump card that eliminates a huge part of our existance without realizing that science is just part of the reality we've already had a spiritual understanding of. There's societies that had depictions of what cells looked like before we had the technology to observe them, there's evidence of concepts that existed across all cultures and religions without having physical ""scientific"" proof of existing and thus have been debunked as some, dumb old world way of thinking. Example: dragons, and the kinds of people who slay them. Dragons being a force of chaos and destruction for a hero to overcome, almost every culture has a depiction of this. There's hieroglyphs and prehistoric paintings depicting the same gods or aliens or whatever you want to call them, non human advanced life depicted similarly throughout different cultures all across the world who never had contact with eachother or anything like... No physical proof of them existing in our world, but I think they existed in a different plane of reality. I think our world is sick in the head because they are so self absorbed in black magic, our society is set on trying to BECOME god instead of EMBRACING it, this is what was brought to me through these realizations. This is all I can say now it's very late, this is insanely different from my usual presentation on this website but it feels necessary to be said, I'm ready for baal worshipers to hunt me down and I'm not afraid
>>12545157>black and white dichotomy>no longer have to wrestle with moral ambiguity>childishly simplisticyou run on assumption on the fraction of an idea I struggle to even translate into word... I don't blame you and I understand where you're coming from and I've expected such attempts to analyze what I mean but that's just really far off from where I'm aiming. I might elaborate in a later time, I have so much to say
>>12545153prove you're a psychic by posting what I look like
>>125451732deep4me
>>12545182DONT WORRY ITS ACTUALLY A BIT EASIER TO SEE WHEN I GET INTO THE MEAT AND POTATOES OF WHAT IM GETTING AT SOON, DONT WORRY WE CAN ALL SAVE OUR WORLD THANK YOU GUYS FOR HEARING ME OUT, I love you s4s and im glad I get to feel comfortable sharing this with you even if you guys mock me for it
Sybau u have a Discord full of gooners yet u attentionwhore here
>>12545188wtf are u talking about I am not whoever u are assuming I am
>>12545187please no, we already have enough schizobabblers on this board
>>12545143it's nice to see you're engaging in a relationship with Jesus, ika. Stay close and be prayerful, pick up your cross and follow. Regardless of persecution you'll be safe. Kind words from you, ika
>>12545198It's the least I could do for someone who's done the impossible for me, God bless!
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