For people who experienced childhood abuse, how do you deal with it or overcome it? If you still have problems with it, vent here...I'm still devastated about it
>>12550864you have to not think about it
>>12550902simple, right?
>>12550902I don't think I would need a weapon, just the MIB device.
I have nothing helpful to suggest sorry
I forgave the people who wronged me and also forgave myself.
>>12550933gambatte little buddy man
Sometimes this board seems indistinguishable from /r9k/
i was abused as a child by my mother. not sexual or anything just hard core shit. she even tried aborting me with a clothes hanger and punctured my heart, my inner thigh my ankle and my neck. she didnt want me because her dad {my grandfather} put a pistol to her head and told her she would die if she had a child out of wedlock. she didnt want to marry my dad or have children. during the failed abortion attempt she went into toxic shock. my dad found her in the bathroom floor unconscious. they had to take me by cesarian at six months term. i had to spend the next year and a half in a clear plastic box. At nine months old (1975)Vanderbuilt University put me on the heart lung machine and was able to patch my heart with a piece of swine(pig) heart and also replaced a failing mitral valve. mom went to the state pen for 2 years and then dad let her back in his home where i was tormented, beaten severely, humiliated and isolated for the next 13 years until my parents divorced. I hwasnt allowed to eat at the table, i had to eat under the table, i had to stand in the corner ON MY HEAD for hours at a time. She spit in my face everyday it seemed, called me horrible names and never ever once has she told me that she loves me. All this was in secret, i couldnt tell anyone or Id get it worse. I shoved it all in an many years down the road drug addiction had tied itself to my years of holding back dealing with what my mother had done to me mentally. im 51 now and can finally talk about this to my wife. no theropy, no mental meds. Just strength.
>>12551235Your pops still alive? If so where does he live?
Dad been passed away in 2004. i dont blame anyone for what i went thru as a child. My mom had/has issues. I do not associate with her. She is pure evil none the less. depending on how we are feeling we may say hello or fuck off to one another if we pass each other at family weddings or funerals. I have an awesome wife and two awesome boys one 30 and one 8. i couldnt ask for anything better. I own my home that i worked hard for and paid for, I have 3 nice vehicles all paid for and plenty of friends. God gave me the strength to forgive her and i have, however, i cannot forget.
