you ever just hide your mental illness from your friends?i come off as the adhd retard with a thousand hobbies and no attention span in my friend group thats' always coming up with stupid shit, but really i suffer from extremely bad depression, anxiety, and panic attacksnone of them probably know how much time i spend each day thinking about suicide and death, trying to figure out what comes after, about how much time i've spent trying to piece together my traumatic experiencesto them i'm just always the guy who's carefree and thoughtless, does shit on a whim and annoys everyone
>>12554407maybe you're carefree and thoughtless and doing everything on a whim because you're spending all your time planning for your death instead of planning your future, what did you expect to happen? retard
>friends LOL!What can u provide for me which I don’t
>>12554407le videogames girl
>>12554408thats probably true, atleast in a wayi spend so much of my time just trying to ease my anxiety and panic attacks that i wind up dissociating a lot, and i guess because of that my actions which i have so little time to devote to seem thoughtlessbut people just dont understand my problems, they think i'm thoughtless just because i dont care about others' time or something
>>12554412well, you seem to care an awful lot about spending your own time planning to die instead of elevating the lives of others around you, so, who knows
>>12554412obviously they won't understand your problems if you're hiding your mentlel lelness from them, also these threads usually go on >>>/r9k/
>>12554410LOLE lole how does she even play video games when she has BOBES in the way lol
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>>12554414i try my best>>12554417this is the board i like to post on, so this is where i'll postr9k is full of ragebaiting and people pretending to be women who hate men
>>12554420keep trying
is this really not a normal thing, to hide severe depression from everyone and try to be cheerful all the time?
>>12554407Just be open about it bro, if you needed help just ask them to cheer you up. No point in keeping it to yourself until you explode.Do not even bother think of others if you don't take care of yourself first. Many people are struggling in their own ways in life, my job is done so I assist somewhere and help someone because I can.Most of the time I'm alone but when I feel like it, I could just invite my friends for tea party and its fun.Just be yourself, that means being joyful is to laugh, sadness is to cry and content is to smile without worry of the surrounding. Be bored, look bored, bored within.>12554417A serious discussion in s4s once in a while is not a problem. Let them be who they are those who need help.
>>12554407ever thought about finding some kinda support group who you could vent to? there are some subreddits that I find are good for that, personally, though I guess there's also the in-person variety as well
>>12554417why would you direct a depressed person to /r9k/? that's like directing a child to go play in traffic lole
>>12554407I do the exact same thinge
>>12554407just bugies and tendies
>>12554407Yeah I do. Accidentally revealed my power level to a friend and he got frustrated trying to fix me lol. I just wanna be silly with my kitty friends
mye frends know i an 4chan :^(
Ur all underaged and retarded
>>12554533for some reason I automatically assume that everyone is browsing 4chan, while in reality most are redditors at worse
>>12554466unchecked doubles on page 10!
>>12554407mood
>>12554489yes opie should avoid that hellhole
