im drunk again, i see no future and im doing my best to slowly ending my life because i never expected to go beyond 40 years
lole samealthough i habe Xtremelee good chance of winning lolei can afford to be drunke in le spongebobble threade lole
>>12565325you sound really different lately lowercase
the fascists just deleted >>21646865
>>12565330that's the new person using the lowercase namefig
>>12565451lol nice!
>>12565451thanks bby
>>12565458it's kind of confusing, i can't tell what they're trying to get out of using the namefig
my albohol tolerance is too high i cant get drunk
>>12565463YOU WILL NEVER GET DRINKED
>>12565465thats ok i cant get hard if i get too drunk anyways
>>12565463yeah i feel you.... too bad i have an infinite stash of alcohol....i woke up drunk from yesterday and i had 3 full glasses of sambuca, two paulaner beers, and two bottlels of wine
>>12565472death by alcohol is one of the worst ways to go, you shouldnt do it like that.what i do is put my stuff far away in the garage so i have to fetch it and then also freeze it to make it cold, makes me drink less.
>>12565476i own a restaurant.... i have infinite ammount of alcohol and cheese
>>12565476sex with happy thoughts
>>12565488Dubs!i miss happy thoughts T_T
>>12565484that's pretty cool, how deeply are you involved in how it runs and stuff?having an infinite amount of something doesn't mean you can't make it harder to access.
https://youtu.be/H5HcFPSkQ3g
>>12565497cheese
>>12565496im pretty involved... luckly my older sister is the one that do office stuff, the younger sister is still studying, but in the end im the one living in the same small touristic village, my parents gave it to me....... i hate my life but im too much of a coward to end it
>>12565515why do you want to die exactly? seems like you have a set career path and an intact family.
chink act family lole
>>12565526i feel very lonely and i dont have any hobbies or something to keep me interested, when im not working i just stay in the bed watching youtube on my phone, the only time i turn my pc on is when im posting on s4s while drunk...... my healt is down the drain with the constant drinking...... sometimes my friends show up but i have nothing to say.... im just done, i have nothing left to live up for....anyway thanks for talking to me, i really appreciate it
>>12565529im not chink lol..... im italian!
>>12565548mamer mier! spaghetto blaster!
>>12565554AAAAAAAAAAAAA off by one!pizza lasagne!
>>12565544idk if you've tried, but i feel like you could get a gf, being a restaurant owner is a cool position, you could invite her in after hours and make her dinner. hobbies are just activities involved in your interests, and you must have interests, you're just not pursuing them...?i understand how you feel, but i feel we shouldn't give up or try to die. even if there's no logical reason i think you should try to keep your spirits high, try to find a path forward so you can live a happier life.
>>12565595i used to have a gf...... then she left me (i cant blame her i wasnt really in love), then i get myself together and i was pretty good and fit and then i started to really simp for a girl like half of my age....... but in the end she got a boyfrend and im still stuck here.......i just gave up on that....... its very nice you are being nice to me but frick it........ im gonna just end myself
>>12565611sounds rough, but it also sounds like really havent found real love, so you should keep living just to experience that, if it goes to shit afterwards sure end it, but at least get to that point yknow?
>>12565649ok ok........... you are right...... i just gave up on dreaming of that...... you have no idea what is to be like living here..... without girls... without frends.... whitout people in general
>>12565683i know exactly what it's like, i have had even less contact with people than you, like zero.you are needed and useful, there's people that rely on you, and i don't believe you want to die, you just want a better life.
>>12565698yeah..... you are right..... its just i gave up.....thanks fren.... i love you and im sorry you dont have the same opportunities i have
>>12565296This was my mindset before Covid
>>12565734i love you too fren, so please don't give up, you don't need to try your best or even live a clean life, but do what you can to bring some joy and fulfillment to your life, not for yourself but for those that care about you <3
>>12565500unchecked doubles on the last page!
