you ever feel like the way your personality develops as you grow up determines what sorts of ranges of emotions you can feel?i feel like there is just levels of sadness i feel that others are completely lacking, and different sorts of people can feel more dedication, more anger, more happinessi think theres a part of it that doesnt just come and go like we normally think of emotions
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>>12617933It's your life style habitat shaping how you're gonna experience and develop, see it through stop doing anything you feel like a distraction
>>12617933i thought this too until i caught a glimpse of a long forgotten passion held within the depths of my heart fuelling an ever-present unbound inviolate desire to hunt down anything resembling the spark that caught my eye that day until i was either completely extinguished or managed to capture the flame for myself (i never really experienced this in my childhood i think)in other words u need to find something ur passionate aboutYour fortune: Good news will come to you by mail
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>>12617964idk, i've noticed that being an issue so i moved out, got some roommates to rent at a really nice house, we never really butt heads with eachother and everything is clean and nice, and it helped but the feelings are still therei think its maybe some kind of dissociation, i just find it so easy to get caught up in the flow of emotions, its like my feelings just keep on building up more and more and become more abstract>>12617971i get this too, i have a lot of hobbies but a lot of times i get tired of them and just feel like i become another person and look back on the sort of 'me' thats enjoying myself all the time and doing random shit, being happy, being social
>>12617933did you ever think that what sorts of ranges of emotions you can feel determines the way your personality develops?
>>12618009i think so, but i think personality is more determined by your habitsfor example, if you start begging for money you'll eventually never be able to stop beggingemotions probably determine your habits though, so theres an indirect relationship there too
>>12618009yes and i also feel that emotions can be developed and this process of focused development can be used to direct the growth of your personality
>>12618014what if i said emotions are habitual responses to certain situations and as such can be modified as any other habit can
>>12618016i dont know though, i like my range of emotionsas depressed as i am, its always been my greatest pleasure in life to pursue things that make me feel complex kinds of sadness and dissociation
>>12618022maybe that's your passion somehow
>>12618025you could say that, and it led me to getting passionate about researching drugs and trying to get them, but eventually i had a seizure on dxm and realized i had to stop, and all that kinda gave me new problemssince then i've been kinda lost because drugs made me realize theres really no limit to the emotions you can feel, so i've felt empty being unable to do drugs to experience those limitless emotionsand ontop of that, the seizure made me realize theres an emotion outside of almost everyone's range, the terror you experience when your world feels like its collapsing on itself because your brain is going out of wack
I feel like my personality stopped developing when I was like 20 because I haven't changed and I'm proud of that, really. I get to be intelligent AND empathetic but I'm still a goofy teenager in heart and soul. I just pass as an adult
>>12618009That image is from the Sonic 2 Game Gear Bad Ending
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>>12618041maybe you're a masochist and you just wanna experience that world-shattering sense of terror again (and maybe you wanna try comprehend it too?)
>>12617933huh.. so i developed to feel new levels of nothing...? interesting hypothesis...Your fortune: Good Luck
