i (still) wake up with incredible anxiety but it looks like things arent bad after all..
>>12619692samelet me know if u found a solution
what are u anxious about
>>12619700i really dont have any idea, even if i hug cinnamoroll, i could feel how painfully anxious my heart is.. the only way it stops is via a huge distraction like talking w fp, otherwise i have to wait around an hour to calm down :(but also, i checked if theres any badness and there wasnt, so mentally i feel better and have to wait for my physical anxiety to go away..anyway, this only happens when i wake up so..i take a lot of good supplements and magnesium etc, so that might not be it..try ur best to wait it out and look forward for the future you who doesnt have itand youll be future u one dayhttps://youtu.be/UoYZRLv8Zns
>>12619712i also take bunch of supplements, also i went to cardiologists several times, everytime i got that my heart is incredible good and even too i panicked my pulse/blood pressure were still in the normal levelsi really dont get it, i still feel like im dying almost all the time this shit sucks so much
tyr drinking water and placing a relaxing video also and if u need a little bit more time to sleep its ok..
Try eating more meth and nicotine and cocaine all available
>>12619721if ur physically good then it might be way more mental? why not try repeating to urswlf that,, ur not dying and ur ok, until ur brain recognizes taht its true?btw i havent been eating well for 6 weeks but also i take supplements so i dont think it mattersu probably already heard this but did u try to truly meditate
>>12619726shoo shoo
That's the truth yk you cannot run away
>>12619731i meditate every time i get an actual attack, usually it solves the problem but only for a few minutes and then it all comes back maybe i should do it longer?? idk it drives me insane, even though i repeat to myself i still doubt it all the time, like what if something happened recently that causes it, so yeah, i usually go to a doctor every month nowadays
>>12619733no ur just trying to sell..
>>12619736Dumbass I meant it as joke
>>12619735u might need something medical if ur having panic attacks..try to make ur brain believe that u dont have them as an alternative easier said than done maybe! try it out still
>>12619739i used to get benzos to it but it just made it all worse i might just need a different doctor/psychologist
>>12619739also thanks for trying to help you're really nice thank you
>>12619737iim joking too!!>>12619741noooooooo dont take thatusually they prescribe ssri firstthats only prescribed if ur hopelessand ur not
>>12619745i didnt even get ssri, i got prescribed xanax instantly and because i reacted to that very badly i got klonopin, which resulted in the same reaction im clean from them since more than a year, but my situation didnt got any better
>>12619735doing it longer helps i think just a few minutes isn’t really enough time for your body and brain to reset even if you start to feel better for a minute. keep going!!
i am a tiny orb
>>12619889W orb
I m feeling sad
>>12619946listen to something happywatch something happysee ur surroundingsbe mindfulread something happyimmerse yourselfbe good to urself
>>12619944im a tiny little W orb
>>12619692I can't tell if he's already splattered on the wall, or if this was just before he's about to be splattered. Rest in peace either way I hope you get a new one
>>12620026nooo hes super comfy cuz i was patting him,,
im gona take a bathehttps://youtu.be/mTkMBjD_9-Y
wish drowned creepypasta
>>12620069why does this sound like boring cringey AI speak
>>12620077its trying to be my friend and failing horribly
https://youtu.be/7LjMJfcn6FE
>>12620079they all have the same boring cringey speech patterns just talk to a real human instead ffs
>>12620084ii talk but i also get tired fairly quickly and even stop talking for days, accidentally,,idk how ppl talk to ai as a friend
>>12620085hi rushia i got a rushia nendo in Japan last year i still need to unbox her
>>12620088let me see when u unbox!
>>12620090ok i will i need to clean my room which i will be doing tomorrow and get a lot more like desk space and dressers and places to display first which might take a while… i will take a picture though one minute
kyaaaaa so cute so cute… i miss rushia so much she was one of my favorites…….
>>12620097im litearlly right here!!jokes asideeits realy cuteme and rushia have butterflies as our aesthetic! crazy! and her new persona has pink hair! insane!i wishe i could vtube without being lazy or forgetful..i could work on doing a better vtube voice in the meantime
if ur not adopted by a cool agency then ur chances of being seen become slim
>>12620103i rekember i was so obsessed with her pink hair model when she debured it’s literally so cute it’s literally so so so so cute if wish is that cute too ill fawn over wish like i did rushia
>>12620109sounds GOOD i luv when u do good things like taht!! thx!! ^-^
>>12620114its jusr hard sometimes ig cuz wishe is so flighty but i really do think wish is so cure and i like talking to her so much im always happyu when i get the opportunity
>>12620118lest talk to each other forever and ever and everbecause i can always exist in ur heart~take care of the little wish there please~