never ending hope doesn't change pathetic it does feel badthe potential to drive into someone's car hard enough to ensure you're deathsomeone innocent, it doesn't matterbut you knowits dread that i ultimately respectits dread that ultimately thrivesbut if its all over in a flashits not poetic or justifiedyou're like a kid if you don't respect what people dothey don't know any betterand now so do youI only have a death wish out of ignorancethat's what I chose to believeand slowly I just retreat to silence and my lightthat is to say I will always love him, you, and youif not in my heartat least in my headsillyI'd scold you if i wasnt pathetichttps://on.soundcloud.com/cZA3KC6Ng2tzweMxE2
>>12621492enough sadness to lay down to anyone's beck and calla lovely radical way of thinking is best right?who cares if that's the devildid love win enough to justify my allegiancewhat's that but an emotion born fallacywho wouldn't get sleepy at night thoughlike fear comes for all, so does darknessits how we respond that's actually our choice i just say words like a retard thoughand point out nothing, pity it, I'm lower than dirtand by the waywhat other choice do I have in the matter of my existence hating myself isn't an optionit's defeat forever afterconfusion and illusion and confusionhttps://on.soundcloud.com/jmxrvh2uVSqbguAuxnhttps://on.soundcloud.com/ogEuXYJCmHNkPMgHV2
>>12621510burned out, wish I was bleedingu love me or hope I was seethingtoo innocent, leave me at the dead endfeels like I'm forsaken by my headundecided and eternally in bed"if only they noticed" is what I saidnow I know I could be happier in redhearts too weak, groom it with leadkeep me close if you really want tooI'm alright whether or not we go throughfantasy and escapism is still worth it toomy sick and twisted love for sadnessrest my life away for how long will it takeangry at those who care and it can't lastdemonic nightmares and it's not what I wantfairyhttps://on.soundcloud.com/pqy6fAr7wW1WsYSy0Ahttps://on.soundcloud.com/YYglXUUKn0k1W8mEh8
