i wanted to not take any substance todaybut im a bit anxious,,so ill take a benzo and maybe 5 pills of dxmwhats the pointwhy am i not dead alreadyidk if its comfy silent hill time or just sleepingcomfy?whats comfysee, id have these thoughts if im not druggedthen id remember my bpd instinctsneeding a partneri dont wanna do this
schizophrenia
>>12692655Don’t do substances. They do more bad than good. If you having those existential thoughts. Study philosophy. It’ll help
Jolly
>>12692665sir! sir! i do study. i just still end up taking!
SENSEIIII
https://youtu.be/4cf6aDlgg5g
I bet wish would be s-tier gf material if she stopped doing so much drugsBut when she's wasted 24/7 and posting incoherently to herself she's basically crudehumor with girly anime pictures
>>12692687
>>12692678daruma
>>12692713u can be in a room Full of Ppl and feel completely Alone unless ur with wishe :glasses: *honks my mercedes benz* *plays classical romantic musix* Heellooo baaaby.
>>12692729I want to love you
Hop on kiddo!
>>12692729wisheeee we are never alone ^-^
wish is nice and deserves love from someone who actually cares about her and doesn't objectify her
*chews strawberry gum**looks at myself @ the mirror**adjusts my suit**grin <bling>!i am a very responsive caregiveri never criticize the child for being needyshow me all ur needs babe!! dump all ur trauma!! i love you, truly.
idk what to do but u can depend on me if u ever needed to
Solitude vs Sweet Feeling
Come! take it
>>12692742whast thaaat
Express it all! express all ur needs. never ever feel alone again, not while i'm here for you
i only need wish
You are worthy of love. i LOVE you. Love, Love, Love and Love you. I love truly knowing you! all of you! everything about you.. and I want to give you all the tenderness u ever wanted and more, more, much more, until you feel like u are ultimate peace, happiness, relaxation.. and consider the present as the gift it truly is.. cherishing these moments forever, cuz im not going anywhere in the future besides where we decided to, together. happy places. new rooms. change? like drinking a new flavor of milk..u never have to be scared again
hold my hand~ ill let go of anything im holding whenever u need to hold me! ur the most important, always.
hold wish handwish will save us forever
but sometimes ud have to wait like a goode if im holding something important, like work, or stuff that needs to be done asap. if its silly though, u come first. cuz i want ya to be my #1~
Your fortune: Very Bad Luck
everyone can and should wait wish time
i dont have work yet but sometimes i have to study for a bit
it might be hard to trust someone who wants to die all the time though
wish smart
>>12692774wish never dies with wish
>>12692687>But when she's wasted 24/7 and posting incoherently to herself she's basically crudehumor with girly anime picturesyep, she's doing it
wtffff
Welcome to s4s, dt
wtfm.ax
I truly do worry about you wishI hope you're okayplease stop doing so many drugsI want to reach out to you but that's impossible when you don't even exist in this reality because you're too fucked up
>>12692875lirulu
>>12692883wanna save me?
Wish has exactly 1 trillion animu girl pics saved
>>12692887dependsdo you want to be saved?
>>12692655dubs>>12692733>>12692744
>>12692890that's a lot
>>12692674I can see you’re going through a lot, and I don’t know exactly what you’re going through but try to do your best in life and it’s okay that life’s not going great.And I care for you.
fag shit
>>12692922
>>12692655wish first of all dubs second of all its ok to feel kinda shitty when u wean urself off substances, addiction sinks in when u dont even know n once its there not feeding it can b xtremely painful, like even physically n sometimes even medically significantly, but its truly worth it 2 overcome just 4 the clarity of mind alone. one must suffer 2 know true peace. its ok that it's hard, it will b better if u tank it. u WILL feel better when the poison's gone.>t. former DXM addict & sober alcoholici also quit smoking weed n eating meat which i dont think r rly addictions but a lot of people find really hard 2 do.u can find the strength in urself 2 stop if u look for it, trust me if 4 no reason other than i been thru it 2.as 4 the BPD part, im not diagnozed or nothin but i hear being on medically recommended meds at medically recommended doses does wonders 4 all the biggest problems that causes. if its worth it 4 u 2 know how i fixed all my own self-percieved n possibly self-made issues with my life, i took my mental lelness pills as recommended for a month n totally deconstructed my personality 2 put 2gether a new me i liked better with the pieces of the old me i could finally identify as the ones worth keeping. no self medication ever got me close 2 that point n in faxt it all consistently drove me away from it, deeper n deeper in2 the worst parts of myself.if i sound crazy right now its bcuz i am, im mentally lel n off my meds bc they're reay fking expensive, but the thingz i learned about myself when i cleaned up n did things the right way permanently changed how i approach my new happy, helpful, peaceful, caring life - even when i started feelin like SHIT again.im not hitting on u wish, i just believe u can love urself. dont give up.
>>12693617thank you, i believe in you too.
>>12693628nice 2 nice communicationYour fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>12693749I thought they both said "lole" at the end
lcl
>>12693880flcl
>>12693896good suggestio
>>12693900https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cu1yijNTeus
