I'm just tired...I don't want to wake up tomorrow and face the things I have to do. What is even the point. It feels incredibly cruel that we only live for the sake of those close to us.Sometime I see stories of people with truly life altering disabilities, I'm talking quadriplegics, siamese twins, etc, and they're living what seems to be a fulfilling life, and I'm left wondering "how can this be?". If I was in their place I would rather die than go through life like that. Now I realize that what I see is heavily biased, as no one would post about a heavily depressed suicidal disabled person, but I still wonder, how could I be so better off than them, yet so much more tired of living.
>>12758471you just gotta learn to live 4 yourselfdon't listen to anyone else and just do what the voices in your head tell you to do
>>12758472But the voices tell me to quit my job and do drugs :(
>>12758471they probably have good relationships with friends and family and communities that give their life meaning