what's it called when I don't wanna live but I don't wanna kill myself but I don't wanna magically cease to exist but I don't wanna quit my job but I don't wanna be unemployed again but I don't have any hope for my future but I think that things will get better for me relatively soon but I have no friends and I desperately wanna make some but I know I'm a disgusting freak and no one would ever wanna be my friend but I know I'm actually pretty likable but I'm obese and ugly but I'm actually fairly fit and attractive and only getting hotter and my life is absolutely dogshit and I have no reason to live but my life is actually pretty alright all things considered but nothing interesting has ever happened in my life and I've never had any real friends and I've never accomplished anything and none of this will ever change but
>>12799780It's called depression.
idkYour fortune: Godly Luck
>>12799780i wanna be ur fren
sounds like you're kinda bipolar emotionallyi dont mean bipolar disorder, but a black and white perceptionso i diagnose le depression. iam also very qualified to say this because yeahYour fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger
>>12799782>>12799791Thank you for the very professional diagnosis, this will help me a lot. I also tend to feel kind detached from my emotions, like I don't feel as strongly about a lot of things as I feel like I should so maybe that's part of it>>12799785yey :D
>>12799838I was depressed ever since 3rd grade, I distinctly remember the exact moment the I felt a certain heaviness.It remained untreated until I was in my 30's and was going to kill myself.I thought "why not give meds a try" and it really worked.It would have changed my life if I had gotten proper treatment earlier.
>>12799838and really, i know it's often used as an insult, but therapy can help (might not solve the problem)but really, talking to someone can help a tonand if medication works like it does, >>12799851, yk, go for it
>>12799780either/or: a fragment of life
>>12799780Ennui
penis boy you are a silly girl
>>12799863But talking to people about such things is scary>>12800168I guess I am rather silly
>>12799780Overthinking / Overworrying https://youtu.be/7SlJr0Pa1Oo?t=18
>>12800464But I never really work
>>12799780It's called life, and it is a pendulum that swings between boredom and suffering.
Go live in the woods and see how long you can survive with nothing but what you can forage and build with your bear hands
>>12800543I did this for 5 years and emerged with the strength of a bear and the wisdom of a philosopher
>>12800594gud namefig lole
>>12800543I booted my old computer for this
>>12800543I'm afraid I do not have bear hands. the only bear hands in this scenario would be the ones that maul me within the first hour or so because the bear probably doesn't like me very much
