is it bad to want someone to fall in love with me out of pityi have brain and mental trauma from something really bad that happened to mei constantly feel tense and unable to relax or anything and i really hate myselfi think maybe a weirdo gf would be nice
Ugh that would probably be me but I am also a wh*re lole loel
>>12907243I was shot in the head what happened to your brain?
it's not weird but it is contemptible
>>12907250i dont really care so long as you're nice>>12907253i dont wanna go into the whole thing but sometimes i start feeling kinda loopy and weird and it scares me half to deathlike i dont know how i could describe it but it feels so frightening that all i can do is go silent and try desperately to pretend like everything is normal
>>12907267for whoYour fortune: Excellent Luck
>>12907272So you're just mentally ill? Don't heavily imply you have physical brain injuries if you don't. That shit is serious and alienating in ways you cannot understand.
>>12907285you ever see the brain scan of a schizophrenic person next to that of a normal person? their brains look legitimately damaged
>>12907293Do you represent those brain scans of 60 year olds with schizophrenia or are you romanticizing a mental illness you may not even have? Also the loss of cortical tissue with schizophrenia is reversible.
>>12907285they said trauma not injury. that doesnt necessarily imply physical damage.
>>12907369Brain trauma/ traumatic brain injury is permanent structural damage to the brain itself. Words have meanings unfortunately.
>>12907375Your mom is permanently structural brain damage.Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger
>>12907243weirdo gfs can be a nightmare be careful what u wish for
>>12907243I just want to recognize you and validate you here
>>12907243If your capable then stop asking and make your wish come true, but pick someone that accepts for who you are and be reasonable.Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail
>>12907285you're really trying hard to be a special snowflake here
>>12907250You sound perfect. I wish I had a gf like you
>>12907285sorry i didnt go into it allwhen i say loopy i mean like i feel like i'm dealing with some kind of confusioni would also have visual disturbances every so often (patterns, bluriness, tracers), would feel strange swirling sensations in my head, an electric feeling that would shoot up my arm in waves, neck pain, and sudden stabbing sensations in my spinei've recovered for the most part now other than the constant stress at leastand the incident itself that caused it all very definitely fucked with my brain considering i was seizing
>>12907243I hope you someday find someone that loves you for who you are as a person.Everyone deserves to be loved.Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again
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>>12908187Not people like me.