you must have friends who can host you no?

Your fortune: Very Bad Luck

Btw, first time posting on s4s. What do we do here?

>>12907671
None actually. Actually went to police to get some help and it seems like they're worse species of niggers than me. Told me they'll help, sent me from here and there to different officers until that one mf police officer at the end entirely ghosted me. You anons should be grateful to your parents for providing you a place to live. Mine destroyed my life, education and all the dreams I had.

I'm homeless now with no money, education or savings. It's entirely my fault for not getting into some work when I was 14.

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>>12907669
good luck Anone, keep us posted on your journey

Your fortune: Bad Luck

>>12907673
Be silly :))) shitpost and b nice

>>12907669
What's your plan?

>>12907669
How about humanitarian aid?
Did you get all your important stuffs before you went out?

Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again

>>12907675
Besides, we've been trying to call my
landlord for hours now over the phone and he still haven't taken a single one. He sent his son to kick us out and lock down the apartment, kek.

>>12907680
Been trying to reach out to my uncle since he is supposed to pay us 2 years worth of salary he never paid. It doesn't seems like he'd pay any money rn. But at least we need a place to stay for tonight. Never deal with uncles if they're businesstards. Some of them will manipulate your father and end up destroying your entire life.

>>12907677
Will keep updating you anons.

>>12907669
good luck buddy i hope that prosperity is in your future

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I thought the thread would get archived, but I'm glad to see it's still here.

I just read what I wrote, and I'm surprised by how broken my English sounds. Actually, its too difficult to form sentences cause I haven't eaten anything for almost 12 hours.

So, I'm just on the stairs now at the top floor, and you can see the sky from here. The sky is beautiful isn't it? I don't see any stars though, guess light pollution really did it bad. Alright, let me explain clearly what really happened and how things got to this point.

It started when I was 8 or 9 years old. My uncle manipulated my dad (his own brother) into joining his company. He tempted him with the promise of millions of dollars and made him work for like 8 years, but never paid him properly lmao. My retarded dad fell for my lying bastard uncle's tricks again and again and wouldn't listen to anything we said. As a result, our family had to go through extreme poverty since I was 10. From the time I was 13, my parents started neglecting many of my basic needs that I happened to grow as transitioning to that teenage phase (not that I am directly blaming them). But sadly though, growing up during my teenage years, I couldn't socialize with anyone, couldn't have a proper relationship with any girl, or just do anything properly. While my classmates went out to play pool or attend parties, I could never join them. Never been invited or had the chance to participate in any of those fun activities you guys do around that age. I didn't even go on that middle school trip just to save my family some money. Man, the first ever school trip of my life probably. And bingo, now I'm completely lonely. With no friends or buds. We never got along because I wasn't able to keep up with them. Like hanging out and spending money and stuff. Sometimes I just ghosted people to avoid being embarrassed. Maybe it's partly my fault too, but the truth is, I have no friends now. Got no ability to keep a stable friendship either.

damn word limit.

it doesn't end there. I'm at the end of high school now (don't worry, I am over 18). And you know what my parents did? My mother told me to work outside to handle my own expenses right when I got admitted (which was obviously impossible, I really wanted to study hard and get into a good university and then earn all the money I needed later on. But god forbid. Plus I don't live in the US, so the advice given by strangers on the internet never worked for me). So, after failing my classes again and again, I finally studied a little bit just to survive my finals. Thanks to the internet. Man, I really wanted to go to that university, but now it's just an impossible dream. And that's just how my high school has been. Besides I ghosted the trip for this one too! Pitiful.

Since my finals are in two months, I was doing some assignments. And suddenly, the landlord's son kicked me (along with my whole family) out of the house for the rent. Even though it sounds unbelievable, we haven't paid rent for the last 18 months. Can you believe that?

Hold on, stay with me. There's more on what happened next. I'm too thirsty right now, gonna take some water from that store.

>>12907669
If I were in your situation I would hit up an Army or Navy recruiter, (or maybe Air Force, but definitely not Marines), tell them your situation and say you want to to enlist ASAP. They could get you shipped off to boot camp this week and you'd be living the military life my man.

Autism actually helps you out in the military from my personal experience, so if you're in the spectrum you'll do great.

>>12907669
no homeless shelters?

>>12908186
Stop telling people to become zogbots

>>12908201
It worked out for me. And if you enlist now, by the time ww3 starts and the draft gets initiated, you'll have gained enough rank you can boss the draftees around and let them be the cannon fodder.

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So, while all this was going on (the landlord’s son standing outside with a padlock, yelling at us to get out), I was just so fed up. I quickly threw on some pants and a t-shirt and left the apartment. My parents, after begging for a little more time and failing, eventually had to leave, too. I didn't grab anything except my phone.

Man, I can’t even begin to explain how terrifying that moment was. It felt like the ground was crumbling under me. Everything felt like blurring out. You know one of those sudden feelings when everything and everyone feels like a stranger even yourself too? It's like that. I realized I had no safe place, and absolutely no one to protect me. It just felt like that. Yeah, I know I’m an adult now and I’m supposed to take responsibility for my own life. But believe me, anon, I did everything I could do to survive. Everything. There wasn't a single thing I didn't try. But sadly, it never really worked out. It never did.

It sounds pathetic and might give you thoughts like "why didn't you do this/do that". I know. But trust me, I've thought of everything. That living in poverty actually gifted me a super awareness on things.

The night I turned 18 (just a few months ago), I remember staring out the window, thinking about how I hadn't achieved a single thing during my teenage years. All my dreams were basically dead and buried, and there was probably nothing I could ever do about it anymore. That little programming interest i picked up when I was 13, software engineering stuff i liked to read and watch around 15, and finding machine learning fun at 16 and becoming a regular /lmg/ poster on /g/ with my obsessiveness over language models... it surprises me how I'm feeling like living a stranger's life dealing with these bullshit while my actual life (those interests) are being buried somewhere I might never reach. I'm literally homeless. This thought kept running through my head, I am so helpless. So incredibly helpless. And so lonely.

>inb4 kys niggerfaggot u got no skills or proper job/wprk useless crap homless nigfer ur wasting nationel reserces
Actually, the police should be the one on that (at least, that's what I learned from today's experience). Anyway, after being kicked out, my family went to the nearest police station to file a complaint. None of the cops wanted to listen to them and they definitely weren't taking his side. And honestly, it makes sense, because it is my dad’s fault. He hasn't paid rent in 18 months. It sounds harsh, but it's the truth. We completely deserved what happened to us today. The female officer's were just staring at me and yelling at my parents like, "Don't you feel shame putting such a grown up son all through this?" kek.

But then I think to myself, "What about me? What did I do wrong though...? What mistake did I make to suffer through this?" And I just can't find an answer. What tf did i do. Seriously, I was just a kid who wanted to study. Even when all this was happening, I was just sitting there studying for my exams, but I guess this was my fate to end up like that kek. I'm one of those homeless niggers now I guess. I’m really sorry for constantly getting lost with my feelings on here anons. Bear it with me.

So, despite everything, I was secretly hoping the cops would take my family's side. But things weren't looking good. One officer would say something, then send us to someone else, who clearly didn't give a damn about what we had to say. Then they’d give us some bullshit excuse and send us over to yet another officer's desk. I discovered how inefficient these niggers truly are. No wonder crime is getting unstoppable these days.

word limit

Anyways, I somehow ended up memorizing my dad’s speech from hearing it so many times: how he worked at his engineering consulting firm for eight years, how a government project bill got held up by red tape, buReUrurcrEcy, how the local DC got changed four times, how the election delayed the check from getting signed, and how it would only take "one more week" for the bank to clear it... and on and on. Bullshit. My uncle is a scammer and this was what I kept thinking again and again.

My uncle, the landlord, and the cops were all on the phone to talk things out between them. When it didn't seem like working out, my mother started crying and got some sympathy from them. They assigned an officer to handle our case. But oh boy, we had to run all over the place just to meet this guy. He’d tell us to meet him somewhere, only to say he just got busy with something and that we should head further south... and then, after all that runaround, he just seriously told us he wouldn't take the case because the whole situation was entirely our fault.

Anyway, I just kept looking up at the sky, walking with a distance and thinking to myself that how did my life end up like this? kek, if I ever have kids someday, at least I'll have an interesting story to tell them.

So, after all that shit, the bottom line was that the police weren't going to help us. So we stood out on the street for an hour or two, trying to reach out to uncle for "what do now" But he suggested going to my grandparents and stay there for 2-3 days until "the check verifies", mother obviously rejected that idea. And then she slowly started walking back toward the apartment and (fuck, I was so disgusted). My dad kept pushing me to go inside and sit somewhere, so I finally gave in and just went to sit on the stairs on the 7th floor. And then I came up here. Where you could see the sky. It's giving me those life thoughts. Guess those depressing leddit posts has finally become a reality for me.

It really had been a journey, and I'm pretty sure there's gonna happen more to this. I couldn't make it interesting like others and I'm not even sorry about that since everyone else just posts larps while me in here actually went through that shit and now been lying down under the sky in here and posting all that with no shame. Thought anons on 4chan gotta see this.

Besides, It seems like I'm getting some hope down there, anons.

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lots of errors. my brain is glitching anons. is this the end for me?

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keep on noodlin

Your fortune: Excellent Luck

>>12908186
It's actually a good idea. But I guess what it takes is not just the idea but the courage for this one. You know? Since I already had this planning with my life over interest in engineering (which kept getting shattered by everyone around me), throwing myself the military at the end would just feel like the ultimate self betrayal for me, completely abandoning and losing my actual self kek. Yeah, it might be the wrong mindset to have, I know. And that's probably where courage comes in. Although military doesn't seem like a right path for me. But hey, honestly im gonna keep this as an emergency path for saving me when I'm way beyond saving kek