good morning esfores
>>12914704good morning gado how r u?
>>12914750a bit better kind stranger but the thoughts keep spiraling down...
>>12914766maybe your nice dubs will calm those thoughts down
You should go to s4s meetup in magdeburg habibi
>>12914787kein Bock abgestochen zu werden, was hier los, die schicken sogar Leute in die Klapse um zu triggern
>>12914790Don't you want a good doner kebab?
>>1291479i have to le move to the halfwayhouse first and stabelize a little bit befor i can do anything again wicked haxordude in every device around me shit sucks when you introvert , i can even practice talking anymore because the thought lingers in every device that has a mic and access to le internet*kirby suck sound*
>>12914798It's gonna be ok gadofren. if haxordude is real, he's let you live this long hasn't he? maybe he likes you :DYour fortune: Better not tell you now
cheese bed
>>12914805I have to trust haxordude on this one, really there is no other choicethere is one thing I would like to ask him one day not here not in the wired I think I saw him once he was the only one in the crowd looking but thats a wild guess again in myre le mind he just waits to go through ever more strugglel and when I am in a somewhat normal state again he will send more people and then *poof* I'm gone. Memento Mori
Do they use AI or fake ammo for the bang bang my baby shot me down bang bang or were that real bullets?
>>12914819You know it's a strange world gado,coincidences happen, people will stare, it could mean something or it could notThe thing about haxordude is people will tell you you're a schizo for believing in himBut even with %100 rational brain, none of us can deny he exists either.I get paranoid sometimes, and yeah I do think about him too.The funny thing is, whether he exists or not, I don't think it should matter at all.You gotta live your life the best you can either way and that means not worrying about it.If you live your life well and nobody came to mess you up, well that proves he doesn't exist,Or that he decided he likes you enough to leave you in peace.It's only when you worry about him all the time that you play right into his plan, which is to drive you crazy!So don't worry about him gado, he's holding all the cards anyways so there's nothing you can do with your knowledge.Go live your life man. I don't think anybody is gonna stop you, except you.Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>12914830its le wicked wicked world don't look at the jungle look through it
>>12914831it's an everything world. everything it can possibly be.so what do you want your world to be?
>>12914833a bit more kind to those who are mistreated and misunderstood
>>12914839I'd like that too.Let's keep working for that world and not give up, ja?We don't get chances to be kind to each other or help lift each other up when we hide away all day in fear. Try to face your fear gadofren. Give your love and care to the world as much as you can, it needs it!!Your fortune: キタ━━━━━━(゚∀゚)━━━━━━ !!!!
>>12914847the paradoxical thing is sometimes I try to help people with something and then they get le mad at me, there is this dude here in the mentlel hospital he was outside and seemed stressed so I asked one of the caretaker to look for him for a minute after le short while he said to me that this help was not needed and I should stfu n such
>>12914851i wish i could be with you in a mentlel hospital and you came up to me and could talk to you
>>12914851well that's a learning experience :)i get this problem too, some people don't even want to be looked at cause it makes them uncomfortable. i think maybe he thought what u were doing was 'tattling' by telling the staff about himnow i think u are showing care by respecting what he saidu r a nice fren gado alway remember that it just takes time to learn bc everyone is different :)
>>12914860guess i just have to learn that the people in my head plus crystal dolphins and also the citizens of the mushroom kingdom are are only there to mess with my schizophrenia wired brain I could have done a tribute with this but now its wasted in le bin
>>12914894>>12914895
avogados thick ropes of rapist schizo cum