I crave distraction, yet it does not satisfy. nothing does.I try to let my mind wander but it just preoccupies itself with meaningless chatter.is this purgatory?
>>12957161Take a walk in the morning and observe your surrounding.Your fortune: （ ´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ
>>12957167if I am awake in the morning something has gone very wrong indeed. I derive no pleasure from the outside: it is simply a place I move through to get where I need to be.
>>12957178i joinded it was nice
>>12957180I just saw, whoops i just did not want you to be sad or something I was not sure why it was deletedYour fortune: Better not tell you now
>>12957176What do you even do most of the time?Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail
>>12957198most of the time I am successful in distracting myself, usually with video games. it's just late at night, in this transitional state between wakefulness and sleep, that I struggle.
Gaming will one day be boring.So I recommend to experiment with any simple hobby.>it's just late at night, in this transitional state between wakefulness and sleep, that I struggle.Nigga, thats normal, its a sign you need to sleep, why you forcing yourself to stay awake, thats not even healthy.Also nothings wrong with waking up in the morning, rather its natural and good for you!You know how your mind feels insane? Ye its from your sleeping schedual increasing your stress level and feeling tired in general, you need sun to feel happy hormones.Your not an owl person if you are feeling tired at night.Your fortune: Godly Luck
>>12957161dis tract like getting off track but with a t and the absence of a k quite fine wordplay if I do say anyhow anywho um ah where was I going with this I wonder if you could tell me
>>12957234 >>12957246This is me btw I forgot to reply with number.>>12957250OP is distracted by muscled man or something a long those lines, woman I'm sleepy...Your fortune: Average Luck
>>12957161True purgatory is silence, worse is the idea of heaven a self satisfied silence. Hell is an ouchie you can make whatever you want of. Personally? I'm more a you have no power over me guy.Your fortune: Very Bad Luck
Focus on the chatter instead of the distractions. Distractions will never satisfy. The mind chatter is trying to tell you something that you're purposely ignoring.
>>12957255>>12957300good numbers
>>12957246"one day" has never come, and it has been many days.I'm not forcing myself to stay awake, rather it is that my mind refuses to settle itself down to sleep as soon as I wish it would.you do not know what is natural or good for me. I have heard your cookie cutter advice a million times and explored it thoroughly.
>>12957300>The mind chatter is trying to tell you something that you're purposely ignoring.it really isn't. I wish it was. the chatter is what fills the void when I cease deliberate distraction most of the time, not anything insightful or reflective.
>>12958233Dubs, you want to sleep?Go watch the most boring gameplay or technical stuffs and you'll sleep out of boredom.If you ever need further advice go to >>>/adv/GoodluckYour fortune: Outlook good
>>12958368I don't want advice. I posted this thread to vent, perhaps even to feel seen or heard if anyone happened to find it relatable, but not for boilerplate advice predicated on assumptions about me which leaves me feeling less understood than before I made the post. I know that you meant well but I really do find it frustrating when this happens. not that I haven't done the same to others myself.
>>12957234what video games do you play?
It’s called getting a job
