so does "internal monologue" mean a voice in your head that literally narrates everything?like do most people go through their day to day lives, with a voice in their head saying "time to go to work today", and "I have to shit", and "that cashier has some big tits"I just think half in pictures and 3D diagrams, and half in raw informationI could narrate everything if I wanted to, but it would take a conscious effortIs this bad, I'm I supposed to have this??Does this mean I'm an NPC or something?
>>16806928>like do most people go through their day to day lives, with a voice in their head saying "time to go to work today", and "I have to shit", and "that cashier has some big tits"yes we do, though "most" is debatable>I just think half in pictures and 3D diagrams, and half in raw informationthat's just means you are spatially gifted>I could narrate everything if I wanted to, but it would take a conscious effort>Is this bad, I'm I supposed to have this??you are good spatially so not reallyplay to your strengthsI suck spatially and have to make a conscious effort to "imagine" things, but I don't spend my day "training" this, even if I could, cause I don't really see a pointI get by fine as is
>>16806928it means you're a faggot atleast now instead of having to be brainwashed or endlessly ask questions you know that you're a faggot its freeing isn't it?
>>16806928it all depends on what kind of mind virus you are host to. sometimes multiple mind viruses can control the same host, leading to strange phenomena, like "internal dialogue". this is just the competing parasites coordinating sectors to avoid unnecessary complications. open warfare between parasites causes schizophrenia, etc.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ibz-gPkTMDM
>>16806928it means youโre schizophrenic
>>16806928Its made up midwit cope. Its way more efficient to think in terms of concepts most of which cant even be matched to existing words.
>>16807063what is that? the joeka?
>>16807063>can't map concepts to words>accuses others of being midwitspottery
>>16806928If you have to ask, you're one of them not one of us.
>>16806928Don't you have a voice in your head when you read?
>>16807196>is incapable of having thoughts that have yet to be coined>accuses others of being more mentally limited than they are>>16807361Sure but you're looking at literal words in that instance. Its not pure information flowing into your brain.
>>16806928If you can think in shapes your imagination is still working.
Imagine listening to voicemails from your subconscious all day, when will they learn?
>>16807394i get what you mean but you definitely just have a limited vocabularyas you get older you'll get better at assigning your thoughts to words
>>16806928I think in different modalities at the same time but I do basically have this internal LLM in my head that just has to keep generating the next token after another. There just isn't "stop generating" function in my brain.
>>16806928Its not a very strong voice or a very loud one but yes. Like when you say you imagine in 3d images and pictures, I do this as well but the image is always a bit blurry and my ability to rotate, focus on individual parts and not just drop them when I add some complexity can be tough and requires concentration. I wish I had a photographic memory, having shit working memory but decent fluid reasoning can frustrate me.