I’m a grad student. I used to love math. I thought it was so beautiful and I’d just spend my free time looking through math articles on Wikipedia or listening to YouTube channels with great explanations and just be at awe at the beauty I was seeing. I look at the same concepts and now I feel numb. I’m not even angry the joy is just gone. Academia took something I found creative and beautiful and turned it into a source of stress and mental anguish. That’s evil incarnate
>I thought doing research would be sitting around all day intellectually jerking off and watching YouTube clips.Well whose fault is that?
i publish as independent, no stress, all free time
good luck getting a job with only a bachelor's degree in mathematics
Let me guess you're doing your masters?
>go to university>minnow in the ocean>discover TA papers>nuclear launch detected
>>16873114>Anon has a crisis because he realizes you get sick of something if you have to do it all the fucking timeI guess you aren't a grad student in common sense, you fucking retard
>>16873114>watching YouTube and reading Wikipedia articlesYou never actually liked learning in the first place
>>16873127they don't even tell you all numbers are imaginary until grad school
>>16873126>i publish as independentOh you pay APCs out of your pocket?
>>16873203>NUMBERS AREN'T REALpedo logic
>>16873212Free to publish not the top journals hybrid oa, you pay nothing but not free to read
>>16873215it was a joke, you fucking actual pedophile
>>16873221>n-n-no you're the real pedo!wow how much IQ points did you spend to come up with that one?Stop projecting, your confession is not needed, I don't care about your attraction to little kids.
